5/7

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/track/to-get-older

to get older

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GOOP HOUSE VOLUME SIX

Shwirl, FAIRIES DON'T EXIST, Aego, Blaedsounds, Echoed., -Alow - GOOP 2 ME NICE

lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

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Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

Follow makina (me, teehee)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

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makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

glass fort

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

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made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

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follow >>>clearlew
https://soundcloud.com/clearlew
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1G7GO69qXe0bNbenX5GQjb
https://www.instagram.com/clearlew_/
https://twitter.com/clearlew_?lang=en

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Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

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goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

Music Video: https://youtu.be/SZW7eoFDP6k

ITS TRUCK MONTH BABY !!!!

thanks to @jessephamel for the cover art and the MUSIC VIDEO!
thanks to @wishlane for backup vocals on the last chorus !
thanks to all of YOU for your love and support !

lyrics:
i'm scared to leave my room now
i'm scared to leave my house
my mom says it's unhealthy
that i never get out
i'm scared of the helicopters
scared of the cops
i'm scared of the chem-trails
keep my door locked

keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

i'm tired of baggy eyes
of being an adult
white guys on youtube always tell me it's my fault
i need to try to meditate
get off of these meds
if there's no [redacted] left
then fuck it it's the end



keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

PG-13

Cover art made by https://instagram.com/_griffinwayne

inspo = @musicbytsk and @bandoum
background vocals from This Could Be Us by Virtual Riot & Modestep
additional feedback @musicbytsk

fragments

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Blank Space

https://ffm.to/basalt 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
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blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

basalt

made in 24 hours
@hellojuko
@iamsloy
@therobyguy
@elidrinksgrapemilk
@aaronkusnier
love u guys :)

~lyrics~
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter

I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter

might fuck around and trash the toaster
i'm so sad i'm getting older
and i've been feelin tired on my iphone
been feelin like it's never over
and i will never get full closure
cuz i will get up now, in the end!

falling out from friendships
really gotta take a shit
i been feeling so down, but i been feelin so up
and i don't fucking get it
i really wanna get out and dip
and i'm a chicken cuz i'll never make the first move again
and maybe ur right, it was a loss from the first sight
i'll never see u again

I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter

I just wanted you to call me
And tell me I'll be alright
You left me out for murder
Now I just want a burger, a burger
I just wanted you to call me
And tell me I'll be alright
You left me out for murder
Now I just want a burger, a burger

I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
YO ADAM BROTHER, DROP IT HARD!
OKAY!!!!!!!!!!

(i think i'm tired of whoppers now)

I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter
I had fun with my Burger King whopper
Hitting Cheetos on this fucking helicopter

bh, JUKO, SLOY, ROBY, grape milk, aaron kusnier - BOBBA

@zhookhouse

On February 6th, 2021, over 800 unique artists came together to create a single charity compilation in 24 hours. Taking advantage of the fact that this would be the only FORM All Nighter event of the year, each participant went all-out. 45 of the most stellar tracks were hand-picked to create an album that’s phenomenal front-to-back— from math rock, to gritty electronic, to chiptune.

All Nighter Vol. 6 is a reflection of creativity, teamwork, and the sleepless delusion that comes with staying up all night— but most of all, it’s a reflection of our community. We couldn't ask for a better one.

All profits from All Nighter Vol. 6 will be donated to Prevent Child Abuse America.

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Lyrics:

I saw her eyes when I didn't know that I could
She always hide her scars because it's so cold

But I hadn't thought of that
I hadn't thought i could
I hadn't thought I'd manage to forget
Her voice
So soon

I guess she can see the sky
I guess I can see it too
I guess every time she feels it
Every time
I feel too

(She always hide her scars because it's so cold)

I guess (x10)

Zhook - I.guess

FORM

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