a fleeting sense of attachment

ib: @dltzk @kmoethekid @eva-nge-line @p4rkr

wanted to switch things up for once so here's a fun lil surprise release!

this song's about arrogance and communication

(if you refer to this as hyperpop i will show up at your house and jfdsgjsdkgsdh)

LYRICS:

[verse 1]

i've been trying to find the words to say
the things that i'm feeling

it's nothing bad, so i won't complain
but the sensation's seething

when it's time to talk i just lose my mind
and my fingers cross when i say "i'm fine"
but i guess i'm fine, feeling good inside this time

[chorus]

communication's really fun
you get to get misunderstood
like those who try to lend a hand

don't wanna talk
don't wanna be here right now
my throat is dry and i'm not feeling sound
let's try again when winter comes around

(instrumental)

[bridge]

a dragon's nested
in our words

it feeds on stress
and poisoned swords

inside it lay all the atrocious things
you've said

one day its wings
shall take to flight

shrouded in gold,
in mighty shine

and none shall live until you say the words
"i'm sorry"

[verse 2]

"but that's a lie
there's no fucking way in hell that you should apologize
the things you've done are bound to stay in the past,
and it is fate for them to be left behind at last"

but remembering my actions
makes me nauseous,
knock me unconscious
yeah

[chorus]

communication's really fun
you get to get misunderstood
like those who try to lend a hand

don't wanna talk, don't wanna be here right now
my throat is dry and i'm not feeling sound
let's try again when winter comes around

Communicate

hi!
https://acloudyskye.bandcamp.com/track/daze

Stream

Daze

5/7

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/track/to-get-older

to get older

Additional vocals contributed by the lovely @xiapng

This track has had quite the journey since it was finished back in June, but honestly, it's been a good way to wrap up the year. There were good but also disappointing circumstances. Even then, disappointments still help a person learn and grow, always giving an opportunity to flourish.

flourish (w/ xia)

STREAM ON SPOTIFY & APPLE MUSIC: https://fanlink.to/ilyx3

@elidrinksgrapemilk

I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YOU
'CUS I'M FIGURING OUT HOW TO SEE YOU
GUESS I'LL NEVER FIND OUT IF IT'S A NIGHTMARE
JUST TELL ME THAT I'M INSANE
'CUS MY LIFE IS PLAYIN'
LIKE A BOARD GAME FOR A CHILD
THIS SONG IS A CALL FOR HELP

YEAH, I LOVE YOU
BUT I HATE YOU
& IT'S SAD THAT
I DON'T MISS YOU
& I'LL CRUSH YOU
WHEN I FACE YOU
YEAH, WE'RE BURNT OUT
BUT I'LL KISS YOU

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU 
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU 
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU 

I JUST WANNA HOLD YOU
JUST A PHONECALL AWAY, LET ME ADORE YOU
BABY, I PROMISED I CHANGED JUST FOR YOU
'CUS I COULD NEVER DO IT FOR MYSELF
& MY BACK HURTS, 'CUS I WISH I MADE MORE MUSIC AFTER WORK
& THE ADULTS THINK I'M A BASTARD
BECAUSE MY CAR HAS LOTS OF STICKERS

STREAM

ILYx3 (w/ grape milk)

happy new years
im having fun lmao
@jedwill1999
@camouflybeats

jedwill - garden (shameless. remix)

a song about growing up

back to standard programming!! 

lyrics:

your shadow's growing larger
goes further than the trees

your heart is getting harder
it's part of who you are, always you

and i'll look at the stars
with the eyes of a child

i'll gaze far from this world
where the gods sing their songs

Rite of Passage

GOOP HOUSE VOLUME SIX

Shwirl, FAIRIES DON'T EXIST, Aego, Blaedsounds, Echoed., -Alow - GOOP 2 ME NICE

frailstateofmind (cover)

hi!!! i must say i've been super excited to share this one with y'all', super happy about how it turned out

gotta make it clear that this is very much inspired by The 1975, but artists like @dobimusic and @duskus were HUGE inspirations as well

anyway, hope y'all enjoy this one ^^

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Lyrics:

Don't wanna talk about it
That night is just forgettable to me

Don't wanna think about it
When I stare up at the ceiling I see you

And I know you know what I have felt for you
And I know you know the day I fell for you

And you know it hurts 'cause you have seen it too
And I know you know it's what you've put me through

(...)

Why make a mess about it?
You know my feelings are too dumb to comprehend

Some day you'll realize it
How you toyed with me and acted like it's all the same

And I've been lied to all the time
Saw you turn to crystal right before my eyes

And you've been bluffing all this time
You took the colors off my canvas and let 'em dry

Afraid of the dark
Is it you who lurks within?
No, I don't wanna see your shadow at my door

And I know you heard me right
Is that really you in the mirror
Crushing me from inside?

(...)

to get older

defsharp

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