Name: Torn Between (Remastered) by artchie.music
Duration: 3 min 12 s
Description: 🎸 REMASTERED TRACK DROP! 🎸 "Torn Between" is here, and it's hitting hard. Two friends, two paths—one chasing corporate highs, the other sinking into self-destruction.

The music video is now here!! 

https://youtu.be/PvfAxEqHXk4?si=5RIXsUal4JbKXKsF 

Description: I started with an obvious beat and intended to create more synthwave and space rock, but it turned out to be more rock than I expected. Over the past year, I've tried to avoid this style for the most part. However, I found myself reminiscing about the fun summers before global warming and severe heat waves. I recalled a specific memory of my friend and me paddling a rubber raft along a river bed. The raft tumbled and flipped over, and we had to swim out. This memory combined all the summer fun, including going to malls. I thought about adding lyrics about a water park somewhere, perhaps for another song. Nevertheless, this track is another anthem for the end of August, capturing the essence of summer before fall arrives.

Endless Summer Daze

How I long for those endless summer daze 
When everything was new
When we were just kids 

Everything that we would do 
Felt like a dream come true with you  

Time it played it’s tricks on us
Don’t worry wise one said 
Exploring with our wanderlust
Rolling up the trail

Well endless summer daze 
When we felt that craze
Running through the fields
Is any of this so real 

Eagle flight and I’m taking you 
Open malls and the waterfalls 
 
Timing made a fool of me 
It’s real what’s Einstein said 
Rafting on the river bed  
Fishing in the lake 

Endless Summer Daze 
Everything that we would do 
Felt like a dream come true 
again with you  

All those days are gone for us 
Memories remain 
I’d say we made the most of the
endless summer daze

Evergreen

Wasteland

Endless Summer Daze

Welcome to the fantastical world of forests! This song is instrumental. 

Actually, since recording the drums for "HANA" recently, I've been suffering from tendonitis around my left thumb, which has prevented me from playing the drums. I did my best to play and record the piano, guitar, and bass myself, but relied on MIDI for everything else. 

The first half of the song expresses the natural cuteness and warmth of the forest, while the second half expresses its overwhelming strength. 

I hope this song reaches your heart. Thank you so much for listening.

Symphonic Forest

#deephouse #erotic #beats #pop #experimental

Lift me high ( relax mix )

to ride into the sun  ( in die Sonne reiten )

Pop / electronic / indie — Track 1 of 8 from VICE by Nova J. Full album streaming now.

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I’m sweatin’ bullets in December
There’s blood in my sight
All them dreams I don’t remember
Flew off in the night

Got a choir of delusions (ahhhh)
Hammerin’ in my skull
And this wheel of confusion
Keeps on turnin’ full

[Chorus]
Oh, my vice, my vice
It used to feel like home
My vice, my vice
Now it cuts me to the bone

[Verse 2]
My body’s all broken
My blood feels like sand
And the devil’s still pokin’
With his bat in my hand

My eyes stay wide open
Sleep don’t come to me
I swam an ocean of lies
And drowned in the debris

[Chorus]
Yeah, my vice, my vice
It used to calm the storm
My vice, my vice
Now it’s colder than before

[Bridge]
One bright day, I saw forever
Fall to pieces in the rain
Seven years of stormy weather
Burnin’ holes inside my brain

[Instrumental]
(Yo!)

[Verse 3]
I’m prayin’ for redemption
God, pull me through
Let me be the exception
I don’t know what else to do

[Outro]
Oh, my vice, my vice
It’s not a friend no more
My vice, my vice
Left me dying on the floor

VICE — Track 1 of 8 from VICE by Nova J

Pop / electronic / indie — Track 6 of 8 from VICE by Nova J. Full album streaming now.

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I wonder if I missed a sign
If silence spoke too loud between your heart and mine
I see the world much clearer now with time
Ooh, ooh

[Pre-Chorus]
I wish you’d found a way
I wish you’d made it through
The sky still holds a space
That should belong to you

[Chorus]
You were made for bigger things, Te Ming
But the world began to close
And the weight of everything, Te Ming
Is a story no one knows

[Verse 2]
I still remember how the moment felt
A sudden shift, the hand fate had dealt
A mix of sorrow, gratitude, and guilt
Ooh, ooh, oh

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, I wish you’d known real love
I wish you’d felt at peace
The battles deep inside
Should never end like this

[Outro]
You were made for bigger things, Te Ming
But the world began to close
And the weight of everything, Te Ming
Is a story no one knows

TE MING — Track 6 of 8 from VICE by Nova J

Pop / electronic / indie — Track 8 of 8 from VICE by Nova J. Full album streaming now.

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Once I lived in shades of sorrow
Every morning looked the same
The baggie and the needle borrowed
All my joy and left me shame
But I walked out past the garden
Where the winter melts to rain
And I saw the world unguarded
All its pleasure, all its pain

[Verse 2]
These stones have whispered stories
These rivers speak my name
What once was dull and endless
Now is wild and uncontained
The rules that used to cage me
Are as fragile as the breeze
And the shame that tried to claim me
Falls like leaves from autumn trees

[Chorus]
Is it me, or am I flying?
Like an eagle in the sky
I can see a burst of color
Where I used to crawl and hide
I have time, sweet, endless mercy
And the road runs out of sight
I can walk this path forever
And I don’t mind

[Bridge]
My mind’s a quiet lantern now
It glows but does not burn
I don’t need every answer
It’s enough to live and learn
Each breath, a small redemption
Each heartbeat, something new
I once was blind to wonder
Now the whole world comes in view

[Outro / Chorus]
Is it me, or am I flying?
Past the ruins I left behind
I can see a burst of color
And I feel the pulse of time
I will walk this road forever
In the rain or in the shine
And I don’t mind
No, I don’t mind

COLOR — Track 8 of 8 from VICE by Nova J

Lyrics © 2025 Ora Belle. All rights reserved.

“Tattoo the Trigger” came from the confusion that follows a panic moment, when your body remembers something your mind hasn’t caught up to yet.
It’s about transforming fear into ownership. Turning what haunted me into art, so it could never control me again.

It’s for anyone who’s faced themselves when it would’ve been easier to run.
For the ones who choose to stay present in the chaos long enough to understand it.

Thank you for listening❤️

Tattoo the Trigger

Simple, But Rare

How Do You Know When It's Too Late?

🎸 REMASTERED TRACK DROP! 🎸 "Torn Between" is here, and it's hitting hard. Two friends, two paths—one chasing corporate highs, the other sinking into self-destruction.

Torn Between (Remastered)

AI Driven Arts... with a pinch of a human musical taste.

 I believe that music is a boundless, universal language. I create diverse and innovative music by blending human creativity with AI technology, aiming to inspire and connect with music lovers everywhere. From electronic beats to genre-defying compositions, my tracks are an exploration of what's possible when passion meets technology. Join me on this journey as I share my music on YouTube, SoundCloud and socials.

Torn Between (Remastered)

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