h8 today [shinjin]

15forevr - Love Lost, Forevr

15forevr - Control

https://open.spotify.com/track/6mJgvJBf1meJLILXl8dlZX?si=6c8213215f2a4ab0

@lovesickxo @care4u @9s0uls
prod. @y4ndere
art. care & 9souls

lyrics:

(lovesickxo)
i understand im talking to the wall
and i got tears i start to bawl
i cannot see at all
my faith is crashing down
and my walls
are caving in

(9souls)
you push I break 
i wish I'd take 
your advice 
when things don't go my way 
one step forward 
two steps backwards
break these walls
to show what I'm after 

honest I wish I was alright 
i need a better frame of mind 
I'll find it in due time 
behind these walls I feel so blind

(care)
take my hand 
and hold it tight
runaway w me from here 
dont look at whats behind
those words i take em back 
should've never said them
because u left me all alone 
was it all just pretend ?

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lovesickxo, care, & 9souls - crashing down (yandere)

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

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involved (metis x tonari)

art by @snarge <3 prod. artemys

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

seeing all these things they only exist in my dreams
i love it when you smile you're the only one i see
i'd hold you above me if the darkness underneath
i don't wanna hurt you you're the one that's meant for me
i know somethings don't play out the way we want em 
i got racks up in my jeans you know i'll spend it on you
only time i see my future when i'm standing next to you
girl you're my forever no we don't play by the rules
staring at you i get lost inside your eyes
you say i'm bluffing but i tell you all the time
i've been searching for you like all of my life
now i'll never let you outside of my sight

girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)
girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)

For U (artemys)

shoutout @kiryano @blushxoxo


does it really matter
i walk around i'm shattered
does it really matter X2

cus i would
i'd run away from u girl
i would bleed for u girl
i would hop in that honda i would swerve to u girl
everything i got i earned and my love i'd never curb
my love for u is real

does it really matter
i walk around i'm shattered
does it really matter X2

cus i would
i'd run away from u girl i would
but i wouldn't even do it if i could
and if the opp get on my nerve then i shoot
know girl u'd rather have me different u would

@metisxx
yea yea yea 
shawty bad but i cant fold
i been down this road so long
used to do it by my own
now im stunting wit the bros (one shot)
got cartier on my bracelet
want a bad bitch not no basic
im going up and they hate it
pop 3 more i can take it
does it really matter
pop 2 more im shattered
shawty want me bitch im flattered
and my thoughts gone yea they scattered
all these bitches like my swagger
get ur own swag u cant have it

@1oneshot

does it rly matter w/ metis (kiryano blush)

@1oneshot

i know bby tryna text me cus she just wanna be mine
gas burning ash falling all up on my number (n)ine
bby do u wanna come with me i'd love to spend the time
the cash in the bank and it's yours if u are mine

i sit in math class and i'm counting all the time
solving problems from the board i still got lots cus she so fine
just pouring all my feelings as i write away these lines
i know it's dumb but for u i'd waste my time

@prodbynox
i cant choose the cards im given 
baby u kno i need to stay true to my religion
i know im not yet forgiven
its not my decision but i jus need u to listen

in this month of december
ur heart is cold like the winter
fuck all that italian leather
i dont need u in this weather

prod @metisxx

number nine w/ nox (metis)

https://soundcloud.com/tahertg

hey thats just life 
like am i right 
like am i wrong
i cant write a song
baby i want u
oh its true 
if u want it too
know i wait for u
i think if it helps 
it cant be wrong
know i want the best 
know its hard to trust
n i must confess
lately been a husk 
nothing like i was 
nothing like i want

talking to u on the phone 
where the night went
time pass too fast 
shit, like where u hiding
most nights i spend drunk alone
so i dont mind it 
5 grams put it in the wrap
my brain feel vibrant

bad parts of ur brain dont hide it 
i kinda like it i kinda like it
i need time to think or some guidance
bag of psilocybin ima let it guide me

lifeeee amirighht (prod. taher)

pls stay (feat. feeluvsyou) prod. lil soda boi

INTERTWINED

Iron lungs and an iron will, i can face it
on the road, collecting my bills, going apeshit
wake up and i slay shit
know im in a matrix
that dont really change shit
i still gotta make it
i used to be naked
ate the fruit, now i see
dropping blues on my jeans
intertwined, you and me
like the moon and the sea
sippin wine, smoking weed
the bapes are white, im so clean
the sands of time swallow me
final frontier in my dreams

9 Intertwined

Desire (waystalker + augury)

w/ @neohnq
prod @neohnq
sfx @s0lemn

@s0lemn
im worried its over ,'/. ., im worried its done .. 
pretend dat im nothin ,,. wat have u become ?? ..
carve out tha pieces tht u didnt want. . ;[{ //.\
realize im dumb wen ik dat u won ,,. .

can i get up out of dis .. ?? , ion wana start it now. . ;
if it waz a problem then ,|| \ bet u issa prollem now .. 
ik tht im out of it. . i think i can c da sound :p/ / /
ik u aint feelin me, ..:'/ 
i should prolly turn around .. 

i called it ,,  i called it bad. . 
i saw it, , i knew we wouldnt last ..
i know u couldnt grasp ,. }} i cant 2. / 
i cant,,2 . im gone soon .

@neohnq
baby took my soul
and i cannot get it back
im so afraid ya
but i cant hate ya
i gotta get out the way
but u got a hold of me
until the day i decay
i wont do it silently
i fucked up i know
gotta keep on my toes
off like six pills im on the floor
i cant fix it, i gave it my all
now im not so sure
i cant stop thinkin how it was
when u were next to me
baby ur my ecstasy

carve out the pieces w/ neohn [neohn]

sense yourself tainted
abandon all attempts to restrain it
my whole mind is twisted
this dread im encased in
shadows that no light could dispel
i’m at the crossroads, i still dwell
another cold night alone at the roadside
walking with closed eyes trapped in my own mind
starting to see why i can’t feel alive
left denied, ill leave it all behind

gutted by stillness
where will i take this
rapid spreading sickness
you could say I’m ill fated
tangled wires in the system
what have i created
exuding hatred

figures in the window
gutted by stillness
lure me into limbo
guided by visions
gaze around the walls
waiting for a call
when will I receive a signal


send a bullet to his dome make him fall asleep
wasteland ima roam like a zombie
where you stand you will fall end up crawling
just want a sense of belonging
the essence is haunting

dread

Down

MUSIC VID https://youtu.be/qJ5OxDyu71I
prod me.

[lyrics]
[hook]
I been, dissociating
losin touch of realityy l8tly
pls dnt, h8 me
dnt kno what 2 say 2 u baby
x2

evryday I wake up feelin like I aint me
evryday I feel like al my frends just h8 me
wanna kms an let da reaper take me
putting guns 2 my head w/ no safety
dnt feel ok I feel depressed 
just want dis fuckin shit 2 end
I cannot lie cannot pretend
been poppin pills n losing frends

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin

evry1 around me could replace me
I just waste my time dissociating
I feel like my heart is slowly fading
the drugz make my heart race n its amazng
I think im getting bettr but mai brain still kinda hurtz
n then I realize da nxt day its jus getting worse
an den ion even kno who I am anymore 
u see
its gettin more complex than anxiety

[hook]

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin
IFeelDisoriented (luv u eric)
I cnt even speak a sentence 
xanny got me jumpin fences
molly gimme extra senses

now im 2 high
I feel so light
thnk I could fly
thnk I should try
I got truey on my jeans!
ok.
ksubi jeans!
ok?
wit the team!
NO WAY!
ice on me!!!
FROZE LOLLLLL

[hook]

love hehe

number nine w/ nox (metis)

artemys

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