prod by me

save it if i could (metis)

prod. @2variant x @negative_creeper
proud of this one. first track of 2022, more 2 come <3
(lyrics): 
I feel like a ghost 
I’m on the outside looking In
No I do not like you , no lil bro I’m not your friend
Left me all alone rite here let’s not pretend 
letting all these feelings overtake me I can never win x2

 I been feeling sick since seen u
Never wanna see ur face, bitch U make me wanna puke 
Always got the big guns, shoot a clip and now ur thru 
How did I upset you with something that I didn’t even do?

Acting like a friend, don’t even start now
Never gonna let u in, always keep my heart bound
Creepin thru the bedrooms of ur home at night won’t make a sound
Got a 9mm, it’s silenced and I’m shooting rounds.

I feel like a ghost  
I’m on the outside looking In
No I do not like you , no lil bro I’m not your friend
Left me all alone rite here let’s not pretend 
letting all these feelings overtake me I can never win. x2

ghost (variant x negative.creeper)

(dedbrat)
i cnt get u off my mind
is that alright?
cuz u alwys wnna leave me bhind
 i cannot stop thinkin of the past
& it makes u wnder if were evr gnna last
but my heart u stole it ya u finessed
wnder if were jst movin way 2 fast
too scared to give up on all of our future plans
did u evn thnk they were writtn in the sand
cuz it seems like its so ez 4 u to make them twist n bend
and when u said forever, u jus meant until our end
so why does luv alwys wnna fkn haunt me
and my life doesnt make it anymre easy
feel like everyone always ends up cheatin
how do ik u’ll turn out any differently
im so sorry for always overthinking
i wish u didnt give up on reassuring me
i guess i cant stop second guessin
why cant i just trust u the way u trust me

(i9bonsai)
cld u tell me tell me wht i did wrong
dsnt fl like it bt its bn way2long
no idk hw it got2that im so lost
wld u even do again ifu knew the cost

i gt it i gt that u sry ab that
know that doesnt mean tht it can even change the past 
i dnt wna talk if its all bad
its broken can we put it tgthr jus lik a cast

i try2pt myself tgthr piece by piece
bt i kp falln apart yh i got no reasn
u cn tty2accept it or put onme
its so easy2u thts y i leave

trauma

trauma w/ i9bonsai (prod. whitenoise and metis)

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

spotify

involved (metis x tonari)

fate+suzxa(metis)

@1oneshot

i know bby tryna text me cus she just wanna be mine
gas burning ash falling all up on my number (n)ine
bby do u wanna come with me i'd love to spend the time
the cash in the bank and it's yours if u are mine

i sit in math class and i'm counting all the time
solving problems from the board i still got lots cus she so fine
just pouring all my feelings as i write away these lines
i know it's dumb but for u i'd waste my time

@prodbynox
i cant choose the cards im given 
baby u kno i need to stay true to my religion
i know im not yet forgiven
its not my decision but i jus need u to listen

in this month of december
ur heart is cold like the winter
fuck all that italian leather
i dont need u in this weather

prod @metisxx

number nine w/ nox (metis)

@artemys
@7saiko
@metisxx

just u & me
cus how else would it be
just u & me
i only like just u & me

the times change again
i still made u mad like i was ur father
regardless of the time we spent it pushed us even farther
u don't need me
don't need u
just a love story don't bother
now when u look at me see i'm not just another
pop a pill and then i fall into a slumber
boy wanna talk bout leaderboards while he just under
(u don't need me
don't need u
just a love story don't bother)

just u & me
cus how else would it be
just u & me
i only like just u & me

(how'd u know it
i cannot show it)
u leave and u don't talk
i do not like it
i bleed out next to a wall
so used to fighting
and you're the one i call
when it's so frightening
it struck me just like lightning

artemys - u & me (saiko x metis)

prod by @kojowav  & @sshinju <  3

tied 2 my body, u gon sink it forever
n i cant give to the feelin, that gon dig in my thinking 
like ive been picking  it up, now u think im not bettering
once i give u my luck, i dont lose or regret it now

put u on now, wish u'd rly cool it down
that guy is all 4 what u werent thinkin bout
what u want girl, tell me what ur dreaming of
tension meets ur eyes, no other ways u cant think around
would u want that? this what im thinkin bout
its a riddle, would she want that?
feelin in my body now i see u
would u want that? thats what i think abt
would u want that? thats what i think abt

girl meets world♯ (prod. kojo x shinju)

diegointhedark - thought process song #4

https://soundcloud.com/ilyexotic
https://www.youtube.com/@prod1darko
https://soundcloud.com/prod_permafrost

fatal frame ft eczotic [darko, permafrost]

https://soundcloud.com/soulvanishh
https://soundcloud.com/heyfrancis5858

breath control ft soulvanish [franc!s]

https://soundcloud.com/d4rkoo
https://soundcloud.com/zuuloh

Up in the hideout
Cover his mouth if he cries out
Im leaving the zone if they find out
Supress on the glock if you wanna come die now
Tie up his wrists with a couple of wires
Im hitting my phone for suppliers
I cannot fuck with a team full of liars
Sometimes i just wanna get higher
Ur giving in to ur desires

Look in my eyes, starting to think that im 
crazy
Every emotion makes you wanna hate me
Trying but your best but youll never replace me
Me n my team like the navy
Hed kill for chance to fuck me
Feeling so nervous, look at u blushing
Think im the one, i promise its nothing

Walking around like angel
Throwing myself into danger
Torturing u in a chamber
Crying if it gets too painful
You shouldnt try and escape
You know its already too late
Hiding away in the day
Tracing my skin with a blade
Stuffing you into a rental
I promise ill try to be gentle
I swear all these people are plastic
I can tell every1s fake
Dont give a fuck bout my mental
Pressing a glock at your temple
Feeling the bite of the metal
Watching you fading away

hideout [darko, zuuloh]

thank you @waystalkerr @sunrisess @ilyexotic

[incant]
crawling in my room I feel like centipedes
I got the voices in my head they always talk to me
dying in my sleep 
mixing drugs they in my tea
coughing out my mind
smoking all that dirty weed
gas fills my body why’d I never feel nothing
this shit got me snorting morphine 
they just fucking kill me offscreen
drugs they enter in my body 
why can’t you just leave me seen

this shit got me dying on the inside
keep you on the line
keep you on my side
every single time I think about my real life
every time I just gotta sigh
put a fucking fit on its margiela only
I think I got enough time just to do shit
I feel like a phony
why do people always call me out like
“I don’t like you tony”
they said I just need some friends
but why do I still feel so lonely

crawling in my room I feel like centipedes
I got the voices in my head they always talk to me
dying in my sleep 
mixing drugs they in my tea
coughing out my mind
smoking all that dirty weed
gas fills my body why’d I never feel nothing
this shit got me snorting morphine 
they just fucking kill me offscreen
drugs they enter in my body 
why can’t you just leave me seen
why can’t you just leave me be
why can’t you just die for me 

[eczotic]

Fans ain’t the same they be different 
New car pull up yeah I’m drifting
When I talk they don’t listen
Now I got money and they all tryna pitch in

They look at me what’s funny?
They all just want some from me 
Fake drugs fuck up my tummy
what’s love I just want money

morphine ft eczotic (waystalker + sunrisess)

sense yourself tainted
abandon all attempts to restrain it
my whole mind is twisted
this dread im encased in
shadows that no light could dispel
i’m at the crossroads, i still dwell
another cold night alone at the roadside
walking with closed eyes trapped in my own mind
starting to see why i can’t feel alive
left denied, ill leave it all behind

gutted by stillness
where will i take this
rapid spreading sickness
you could say I’m ill fated
tangled wires in the system
what have i created
exuding hatred

figures in the window
gutted by stillness
lure me into limbo
guided by visions
gaze around the walls
waiting for a call
when will I receive a signal


send a bullet to his dome make him fall asleep
wasteland ima roam like a zombie
where you stand you will fall end up crawling
just want a sense of belonging
the essence is haunting

dread

@joshuasageart

https://open.spotify.com/album/3Vvr4SzeA4UKmxFs6RWtuU?si=cFEd64LpRgW-zOCDA9tfDQ

number nine w/ nox (metis)

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