i made this 3 years ago i lowkey hate it but maybe you'll like it

*_coincide ♡ ～('▽^人)「dham_humanjunior」

red cup [prod. gud]

pain pills all in my drink
I spend cash on the druugs not a shrink
suffering on my mind so I don't wanna think
pouring dom perignon yeah the glasses clink
u don't know the shit we on
vision spinning wtf I'm seeing now
it was just me and mag now we got 2 w us
I'm seeing double how we fit 4 hoes inside this car
x kicking in I'm fiending
I seen my body twitch like I'm streaming
red inside my cup like I brought out the leeches
u tryna be like us we know ur reaching
she wanna come n spend an evening
teach her how to die so she believe me
im not asking why baby I'm just leaning
cover up in public u know I'm not stealing

and it goes without saying
I need u to rise up and come save me
new margiela just came in
shoes look like I just finished painting
x2

prod @uphorium 
hhhholy field 

save me

30mgs w/ awxy (ru)

RIOT (PROD. DRAEL N’ SPILL)

prod @uphorium

my flesh just like fruit
she can cut right through
could I compare 2 u?
could I compare 2 u?
codeine in my juice
sipping like its all I do
can I compare 2 u?
nothing compares 2 u

late night with the 3
I spilled some vossy on my jeans 
Whenever I leave
I smoke until I sleep
I woke up in shangri-la
I see u and then I fall
I assume my biggest burden
My desire to be perfect
Tell me am I worth it?
The pill in my drink won't come up to the surface
Loud pack made the memory blurry
Familiar feeling reemerging
The transactions feeling cursed
Sign the letters AP in cursive
I recollect my purpose
I pour another cup because im thirsty 

my flesh just like fruit
she can cut right through
could I compare 2 u?
could I compare 2 u?
codeine in my juice
sipping like its all I do
can I compare 2 u?
nothing compares 2 u



I'm losing everything that I had
everything else was yours
you've got my soul for free
with no proof of purchase
what else can I give to you?
when you took all I was?
broken glass in your apartment
shattered life, shattered mind
what's the reason for reasons?
what's a life without life?
it's all lost to a man like me
it's all gone for a man like me
it's all lost to a man like
it's all gone for a man like me


icarus

My full plant music live set from a
Show for the Innovation Management Masters course at Central Saint Martins.

Ruairidh: Live for CSM/Innovation Management

complete set list from my first festival performance @ Dřevjeno, CZ

TRACKLIST:
new dawn
9,999,999
high on stimulants
my world is yours (w/ wer am i)
dark light I (w/ wer am i)
dark light II (w/ wer am i)
dark light III (w/ wer am i)
Magnus brandt - stranger (uph bootleg) *unreleased*
futile *unreleased*
these bones were not made for me
I still burn without you, forever more, my twin flame
a brief escape from the hell we are in
baumgartner
you are the stars that line my sky
because I see a life with you (redux edit)
reborn under streetlights
no light left to guide
ctrlsubtunt19
my world is yours (wer am i remix)
losing everything, becoming nothing *unreleased*
after all this, I'm still the same *unreleased*



dřevjeno ambient set 30.08.25

new one ambient breaksy one. wonderful vocals from Sophie marks

red cup [prod. gud]

arthur prada