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devils advocate

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

help me find a way to breathe

𝐍𝐎 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐒

yosemite

𝐈'𝐌 𝐒𝐎 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐘

Tonight You Belong to Me by Patience & Prudence
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you belong to me

BOOTS & BOYS

chanel

hurts so good

𝐍𝐎 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐒

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