The Tijuana Cantina was a place where Everybody knew 
your name. Oh wait,  that was somewhere else. Seriously, it's a place where we all wanted to be and be seen. You never knew who you would meet. The Music was always Bumpin', the floor was always Thumpin' and the drinks were always cold. 

The Tijuana Cantina

Exploring the darker side of romantic love in the modern era. Influences include early British Metal and early American Gothic music. At times harmonically dischordant with a moody and haunting vibe

The One To Call (Live Version) - John Goldrust

I wanna live out my fantasy
and spend all my time with you
just have fun and create
do that thing that we do

when the book is written
and my story is complete
everything I've done will mean
nothing if we didn't meet
you stole my heart
I never want it back
you keep it for whatever you want
I was born to be your man
nothing is a sacrifice 
this is all a
part of
our plan

I'm yours...

I trust you implicitly 
and now
I trust me

Trust

"Without You" is a sonic blend of late-night nostalgia and raw emotional pulse.
Driven by a jazz-rock groove, RnB undertones, and '90s synth textures, this track speaks of loss, memory, and resilience.
A haunting female voice floats through the mix—sometimes whispering, sometimes crying out—in fragments like:
"Crazy... feel the life... make me feel the way..."

It's the echo of a love now gone, suspended in the silence that follows.

This is not just a song.
It's a bedroom at midnight.
It's a voice looking back.
It's the absence that shapes presence.

▶️ Listen. Feel. Remember.

Music composed & produced by Michel Allard

Without You

Without you - KRT Production

I once overheard a conversation. A friend was saying "we're just women with too much rope".  I wasn't' entirely sure what she meant, but the phrase stuck with me.

Lyrics
Everything’s been easy at every turn
Too much freedom we never had to earn
Too much money, too much sex
Too many things going the way you’d expect

The light is bright, The day is long
We always had plenty of adequate dope
I never complained about what you did
When you gave us too much rope 

Too much coffee
Too much time
Too many options
To keep in line
Too much youth
In early days
Too much time and money
For the current craze

There were questions we didn’t need to answer
That was something that we never had to do
When things went wrong like they always tend to
There was always rope and it would pull us through

You must have made some choices in those empty days
Running up expenses that nobody pays
Did you think about it, was it something you planned
I'm not complaining I just don't understand

You gave us so much, thought we could do without hope
You kept us supplied with plenty of rope
Now it seems we're finding it harder to compe
With the bumpy ground and the slippery slope 

Too much nonsense
Too many rhymes
It's hard to hear
At the best of time
I never want to question
Who I'm talking to
Cuz the answers don't even sound
Half way true

There were questions we didn’t need to answer
That was something that we never had to do
When things went wrong like they always tend to
There was always rope and it would pull us through

All that rope seemed like a gift
I figured it would help me feel free
But I didn’t understand that rope weighs a lot
It’s weighing me down, it’s not letting me be

There came a time when it seemed to me
That this rope became a liability
Things that used to come so easily
Became tangled in their  complexity

For what you gave I felt gratitude
Now things have changed and now I have to conclude
Mabye we’d be better living day to day
If we didn't have this rope getting in our way

There were questions we didn’t need to answer
That was something that we never had to do
When things went wrong like they always tend to
There was always rope and it would pull us through

Too Much Rope

Slip N Slide centers the feelings of pain surrounding heartbreak. These are the very emotions that paved my entry into making music. We've all been through our love trials and breakups, and if you haven't yet...it's probably on its way. All I know is, it showed me the way and made me who I am today. Know who is good to keep around and know who drains your energy. Hope yall vibe with this one. 

Slip 'N Slide

LOSE CONTROL

One More (Clean)

Mirage

Every time they hope I fall,
I pop out louder, I want it all.
They talk smoke, I’m breathing proof,
Built my palace from the booth.

No love in the climb, just static,
Cut ties, made peace with the manic.
Fake smiles in the clouds, I’m numb,
They pray I slip, I don’t play that dumb.
Yeah, I’m too slick for the breakdown,
Too loud for a letdown.
Every loss turned to game tape,
Now the hate my pregame faith.

Pressure make the crown fit tight,
I don’t rest, I rewrite.
They want cracks, they want collapse,
I want plaques, I want stats.

No sleep in the Cloud Palace,
Where I don’t fall, I balance.
Where the fake love feel lavish,
And the silence turn savage.
They want peace, I want power,
I don’t break, I devour.
Every spite, a new verse,
Every doubt, I reimburse.
——
They want me tired, I show up clean,
Every punchline cut, every bar mean.
I don’t need closure, I need checks,
No rest till the disrespect’s next.
You can’t shame what you can’t reach,
I turn pain into my speech.
Every shade they threw, I wore,
Built a roof they can’t ignore.

Pressure make the crown fit tight,
I don’t sleep, I rewrite.
They want peace, I want payback,

I see ‘em watch from below,
Same ones who said I’d fold.
They don’t get the satisfaction,
My revenge stay platinum.

No sleep in the Cloud Palace,
Where I don’t fall, I balance.
Where the fake love feel lavish,
And the silence turn savage.
They want peace, I want power,
I don’t break, I devour.
Every spite, a new verse,
Every doubt, I reimburse.

No crown, no chain, no fear,
Just a mic and a mirror near.
Hate loud, I tune it clear,
They don’t get to see me disappear.

Cloud Palace

Just another song (of mine) that makes no sense.

Copyright: 1984

Watch our dog catch a Frisbie to the jam part of this song:
http://youtu.be/czhxwiaZ9A4

Main Channel:
http://www.youtube.com/user/SnyderRon

This song was recorded in 11 hours on a 4-track recorder in October of 1984.
Remastered with Soundcloud in 2021.

LOSE CONTROL

A.D.