so proud and happy that i got to make this <3 love you mental you are a kind soul, lileffort slays on the beat as well <3

face lift w/ mental (lileffort)

As a wise man once said, "the hatred you have towards me can never outweigh the hatred I have for myself."

That is an actual voicemail I got on October 23 of 2020 yes...

EX35 [Blu3 + St Jimmy] (xmichaelwarren)

MOTHGIRL

lyin thru ur teeth
why dont u say it 2 my face?
u got me so fuckin geeked
when u short circuit my brain
u don’t understand how ur words can start a fire
in my heart, i never thought that u would be such a liar

from the start i been wonderin how i can bring u back
the good old days so far behind i was countin but i lost track
the only thing i can recall is your endless manipulation 
so for whoever comes next take this into consideration 

yea you left me broken but i put it back like a puzzle used superglue and cocaine to make my mind forget the struggle

i caught u prayin at his alter now i hope u crash n burn
its time to move on n give a pour soul another turn

lyin thru ur teeth
why dont u say it 2 my face?
u got me so fuckin geeked
when u short circuit my brain
u don’t understand how ur words can start a fire
in my heart, i never thought that u would be such a liar


NACHI

Don’t you give me that look, don’t gimme puppy eyes
you’ve been on your bullshit for so long, telling me blatant lies
Over and over again, when will this fucking stop
I’m so fed up, giving you chances, i think I’m boutta pop off
Talk my shit, got you pouting, throwing a fit
To be honest you should just shut up, get tf over it
over this. over yourself. will you learn, only time will tell
cuz when i have to be around you, i feel like im in hell

but it wasn’t always  like this from the start, long ago, i remembered that i gave you my heart
my trust, my mana, my love
But you played me like a 64, had me crying on the floor

And now I’m scarred for life, everywhere I keep a knife
Waiting for the moment that someone tries to take my life
Thinking I’m probably slowly losing my mind
So now I gotta leave my memories of you behind
And now I’m scarred for life, everywhere I keep a knife
Waiting for the moment that someone tries to take my life
Thinking I’m probably slowly losing my mind
So now I gotta leave my memories of you behind

IRIS DAY

cyberbaby checking in
i dont wna talk again
drag the knife across my skin
i feel like a rebound
[hurenpop] dog pound
call me when ur girls not around

cyberbaby checking in
i dont wna talk again
drag the knife across my skin
i feel like a rebound
[hurenpop] dog pound
call me when ur girls not around

MOTHGIRL

i hope u think of me til the day that u die
never forget the tears that u made me cry
i was so low for so long but you never made me right
n now i thank the heavens that i never followed the light

lyin thru ur teeth
why dont u say it 2 my face?
u got me so fuckin geeked
when u short circuit my brain
u don’t understand how ur words can start a fire
in my heart, i never thought that u would be such a liar

mothgirlcult

liar!! +foxparkk +iris day [immortal]

art by @photontide
produced, mixed, and mastered by me

i think this time u crossed the line
u left me hangin out to dry
i told myself, "no, not this time"

i think u know
u know
i'm right

i don't care what ur goin through
i can't be the on u always wanna cling to

cause u treat me so disposable
didnt bank on me bein fed up?
it's enough

im done feelin so fucked
my friends say i'm out of touch

tellin me ur cool?
i don't believe u 

dont try to @ me
i-c-thru-it

iseethruu (prod. uglyboy)

in order of appearance:

shynitel https://soundcloud.com/shynitel
swazy* https://soundcloud.com/swazyhq
mikie mayo https://soundcloud.com/mikiemayo
ducku https://soundcloud.com/duckulovesu
goji https://soundcloud.com/genshingoji
austyn with a y https://soundcloud.com/prodbyaustyn
ay!jd https://soundcloud.com/ayjd
vincent https://soundcloud.com/prodvincent
niztopia https://soundcloud.com/noob
dylan longworth https://soundcloud.com/dylanlongworth
button maker https://soundcloud.com/buttonmaker

TAG BY https://soundcloud.com/aithuia

if u see this comment ur mom ahaha

sunkist cypher

[VA-T] - sunkist cypher - feats in desc. [swazy*]

prod. button feat. button + ay!jd lets go!

https://soundcloud.com/buttonmaker

https://soundcloud.com/ayjd

crackle

[VA-T] - crackle (button maker & ay!jd) [button maker]

@1booth
@swazyhq
@ayjd

this track was unfortunately not produced by nick cannon. Instead it was produced by  kaii on youtube!!! 
link below

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCm2bQMjmnZNkD5RtYwnJWyw

[VA-T] - PROD. Nick Cannon (1Booth, swazy*, & ay!jd) [Kaii]

We always said when we were younger
(Little more little more wait a little longer)
I can’t for things to get better

What did we have to worry about then,
Besides the mold growing in our veins?

We were 17, living the dream, in the moment

God, I wish I understood
Things can change for the better

mold

cover, vocals, and prod by yonklolz.

ik its crazy, two drops in the past few days WTF?!?!??!

lyrics:
I don’t know how to explain this
But to me you’re just nameless
Another blur in my memory
An unrecognizable melody
Oh, now I just feel so wasted
And you’re wrecking my patience 
No I can’t see
What you mean to me

I wasted all my time talking to the moon
When I could have been the guy that you would have swooned over and
And I could have made you mine in like two or three days
But I sang that stupid song about imaginary friends
And when we pulled sticks I got the shortest fucking end
So I guess it’s the end

music video

the end

[VA-T] - throw me off (austyn, swazy, vincent & wet salt) [austyn]

Additional Vocals by austyn with a y, button maker, ay!jd, dylan longworth, 1booth, vincent, k4yd3nce, and lilsaku

Bridge Vocal Arrangement by mikie mayo

Mixed by swazy*
Mastered by dream rats

[VA-T] - waffle house jukebox (mikie mayo & swazy*) [ay!jd]

founded by 
https://soundcloud.com/swazyhq
https://soundcloud.com/prodbyaustyn

banner by @vincent

following members

[VA-T] - crackle (button maker & ay!jd) [button maker]

various artists - topic