why do i have to feel this pain
when all you had to say 
was go away
you expect me to move on
and maybe i have, but
im certainly not okay 
oooo im not okay 
haunted by the thought of you
moving me aside 
like my feelings don’t matter
caught up in the things you do
oh what a ride it’s been 
yearning for what i’m after 
you taught me i deserve better 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
yeah (one last time) 

tell me all your lies
as if you don’t care 
that i’m dead or alive
who the fuck you kidding 
with all your problems
and your stupid disguise 
oooo stupid disguise
thinking about what i’d do
if it was just me and you 
left on the planet 
drinking away all my sorrows
left all alone
i guess i couldn’t handle it
but what’s on my mind
is one last time to cross the line

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 

oh you’re sad? 
well i don’t really give a fuck
GO!

you had the chance
to fall in love with this
but you rather be the one
to take the piss
all my life i’ve been 
the last one the get a kiss
now all you’re left with 
is the thought of what you 
fucking missed 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
one last time
one last time

One Last Time

Upon the HUGE undertaking of recording/performing every single Green Day song in perfect chronological order, here is VOLUME 1 of the band's favorite tracks of the series.

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When I Come Around

I know you
Don't understand me
But I know you
Got What you Wanted

[Verse 2]
I've been in
And out of the clinics
And their you sit 
like all of the cynics

[Chorus]
I can't believe
You left me
When I was bleeding
And out of breath

I can' believe
You left me
When I was crying
and close to death

[Bridge]
There was nothing
I could've said
But I didn't think
You'd leave me like that

[Verse 4]
You say you wont
take me back
Just stay the hell away
And stop the attack

[Drum then Bass then Guitar Solo]
[Chorus]
I can't believe
You left me
When I was bleeding
And out of breath

I can' believe
You left me
When I was crying
and close to death

Sage Rat

Out of the Clinics

All my life I strived for more
To be the best
The smartest 
But I always fell short 
Each day I’d reach higher
Push myself
Til I fell
And grew so tired
It took me a while 
To open my eyes
And realize 

That If the highest point I reach
Is at your feet
Then God that’s ok with me
Yes God that’s ok with me 

I lived to please others 
To be liked 
Bend what’s right 
But I was goin under 
Felt so empty inside
All alone 
And far from home
Daily I cried 
Wish it didn’t take so long
To open my eyes
And realize 

That If the highest point I reach
Is at your feet
Then God that’s ok with me
Yes God that’s ok with me 

Oh cuz this life
Isn’t right
If I lose my soul
So to meet 
You at your feet
Will be my goal 
Cuz at my lowest low
You will take me higher 
So I’m giving control 
To life’s best writer
The worlds best driver
The ultimate fighter 
cuz this life
Isn’t right
If I lose my soul
So to meet 
You at your feet
Will be my goal 
Cuz at my lowest low
You will take me higher 
So I’m giving control 
To life’s best writer
The worlds best driver
The ultimate fighter 

Thank you God
For opening my eyes
To help me realize 
That If the highest point I reach
Is at your feet
Then God that’s ok with me
Yes God that’s ok with me 

cuz this life
Isn’t right
If I lose my soul
So to meet 
You at your feet
Will be my goal 
Cuz at my lowest low
You will take me higher 
So I’m giving control 
To Jehovah Jireh 
My great provider

At Your Feet

[Verse]
Reaching for the end no time to bend
Preaching to the skies let's just pretend
On the final lap the world feels vast
Think I'll take a nap but dreams don't last

[Chorus]
Running through the fire chasing light
Holding on to whispers in the night
Every breath I take feels so alive
On the edge of time I will survive

[Verse 2]
Falling through the cracks shadows bite back
Counting every step can't lose the track
A race with no finish just endless spin
When the road gets rough that's where we begin

[Chorus]
Running through the fire chasing light
Holding on to whispers in the night
Every breath I take feels so alive
On the edge of time I will survive

[Bridge]
The stars above they shine like flames
They call my name in endless games
But I won't fade I won't give in
This battle's mine and I will win

[Chorus]
Running through the fire chasing light
Holding on to whispers in the night
Every breath I take feels so alive
On the edge of time I will survive

Chasing the Horizon

Save Yourself

Destroyed

Save the World

Fragile Light IV

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The Hollow-Days Of Addiction.
(A Christmas message for all )

Christmas has come back again
For the third year in a row
And we haven't seen 
our precious son
Ever since he had to go
To jail then off to rehab
Then violating 
two probation's
the court ordered no contact
So we've had no conversations
Cause he'd abused 
his Mom so much
Leaving her soul terrified
and came after me so angrily
Every time that he got high
we both tried in 
every way we could
But then we had to say goodbye....


Christmas on drugs and alcohol 
Was never a good mix
Hanukkah plus cruel addictions
Just brings candle sadly lit
Santa Claus and faith in God
Are not enough to bring a fix
Only he can save himself
No one else can heal his needs
That have made both our hearts bleed
while he spends his hollow days
Struggling to find ways to succeed.


He'll spend another Christmas
In sober living all alone
Far away from both his parents
Knowing that he can't come home
And it cuts us deeply to the bone
Cause our tough love is no fun
But drugs and alcohol have stolen
Our most precious son
Until he proves that he is cured
and his addictions are all done.

So if you too are like our son
Suffering the same afflictions
I hope this poem moves you to flee
Back to the true life 
you've been missing
Because those who 
love you can't survive
Living with the endless friction
Of your lies and thefts 
And thier hopes left swept
Underneath your opposition
Your loved ones all must separate
themselves from your positions
Of your loving highs even as they cry
Over your tragic conditions
Leaving you alone 
while they sit at home
Praying for you and each one wishing
That you will give all that you've lost
Some serious recognition
Before you end up lying 
Under a marble inscription
that leaves them all 
Without your love
Another victim of addiction
so many others just like you 
Have faced Death's Benedictions....



By- Matthew F.Blowers III-(C)-2022
at Art-Whimsically Yours Studio
This poem is dedicated to ny son,
my only child who has been 
through his fault alone absent from
my wife and I for 3 years 
without contact

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