Broken Record, Pt. 1 - Heart

I Just Want To Talk

Look Me in the Eyes
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[Verse 1]

Neon lights paint shadows on your face,
Eyes are drifting, lost in endless space.
Fingertips write silent words,
But no one speaks, no one’s heard.

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[Chorus]

I remember laughter, wild and free,
Echoing beneath old oak trees.
Now it's just an empty sound,
A message read but never found.

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[Verse 2 ]

We used to dance in summer rain,
Run through streets, barefoot and brave.
Now we scroll through secondhand dreams,
Trading touch for empty screens.


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[Chorus]

Look me in the eyes, tell me what you see,
Not a filtered version, but the truth in me.
Put the world on pause, let the silence speak,
Hold my hand, hear my heart, let the moment breathe.
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[Bridge ]

Forget the signal, forget the feed,
Talk to me ‘til sunrise, tell me what you need.
No emojis, no distractions, just your voice and mine,
Let’s write this story between the lines.


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Outro

Look me in the eyes…
Let the moment breathe…
Be here with me…

Look Me in the Eyes


I Am Still Full of You"

Verse 1
Morning light finds empty spaces
Where your clothes once lay
Coffee's cold in two cups now
One sip taken, then pushed away
Your scent lingers on the pillow
Though you've been gone for days

Chorus
I am still full of you
Every corner, every room
I am still full of you
Can't wash away these blues
I tried to clean you out completely
But I am still full of you

Verse 2
Friends say time will heal these wounds
They mean well but they don't see
How your laugh still echoes off these walls
How your ghost still sits with me
I put away all your pictures
But your face is all I see

Chorus
I am still full of you
Every corner, every room
I am still full of you
Can't wash away these blues
I tried to clean you out completely
But I am still full of you

I Am Still Full of You

„Flow of Emotions” is the fourth track from the album „Spring Awakening: Songs of Renewal.”
Like water, emotions are meant to move—they flow, change, and leave quiet traces behind. This song invites you to let them pass without resistance, to soften into their rhythm, and rediscover the peace that lies beneath.

Gentle, flowing melodies and soft harmonies reflect the nature of emotional waves—sometimes still, sometimes intense, but always moving.

✨ MagicMind Glow – You Are Light... You Are It All. ✨

Flow of Emotions

My Devil

Be My

If I was all you wanted
Then you would not be gone
A silent sound echoes
It lives inside us all
The weather's gettin' colder
I still can't get you off my mind
It's just a cruel illusion
When everything's still not fine

And it still feels like you
Ooh
It still feels like you
Ooh

Everything that happened since then
It's just a ripple effect
'Cause you were always just a ghost
And I was just an illusion
The butterfly effect
The butterfly effect

The pain won't last forever
It's all just in my head
The flame that once burned brighter
Was suffocated by my dread
The air was once so easy
But now
It has been hard to breathe
The fire was extinguished
And I'm stuck here in disbelief

And it still feels like you
Ooh
It still feels like you
Ooh

Everything that happened since then
It's just a ripple effect
'Cause you were always just a ghost
And I was just an illusion
The butterfly effect
The butterfly effect
The butterfly effect
The butterfly effect

Butterfly Effect

Jy groet my met jou rooiwyn
Sing saggies en jy lei my dan 
Waar die son nie skyn nie
Jy kom na my in drome 
Maar drome sal ek nooit verstaan
As die son nie skyn nie

Jy ken my draaie
Jy pen my siel
Jy draai my om jou
Soos n spekelose wiel
Jy ken my draaie
Jy ken my siel
Jy draai my om jou
Soos n spekelose wiel

Jy groet my met jou rooiwyn
Sing saggies en jy lei my dan 
Waar die son nie skyn nie
Jy ken my donker kleure 
maar word maar min daardeur gesteer
As die son nie skyn nie

Ek het jou gesoek in die mis en reën
In ‘n kamer sonder tyd of naam
Jy syfer deur die krake van my eensaamheid
Maar los my altyd net ‘n raam

Jy ken my draaie
Jy pen my siel
Jy draai my om jou
Soos n spekelose wiel
Jy ken my draaie
Jy ken my siel
Jy draai my om jou
Soos n spekelose wiel

Jy groet my met jou rooiwyn
Sing saggies en jy lei my dan 
Waar die son nie skyn nie
nie skyn nie



 

Rooiwyn

Tear stained ink and smiles..wav

“Dream in Reverse” is a bleak, slow-burning portrait of a man pushed to the edge—unemployed, unseen, and unraveling. Every line drips with quiet despair: ghosted job apps, mounting debt, chronic illness, and the cold indifference of a world that’s moved on without him.

Driven by sparse instrumentation and cracked vocals, the track walks the line between resignation and decay.

There’s no light at the end of this tunnel—just the fading hum of an Uber engine, the scratch of a pen on bankruptcy forms, and a whisper that says, “Maybe next never.”

Dream in Reverse

As Time Goes By

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The Hollow-Days Of Addiction.
(A Christmas message for all )

Christmas has come back again
For the third year in a row
And we haven't seen 
our precious son
Ever since he had to go
To jail then off to rehab
Then violating 
two probation's
the court ordered no contact
So we've had no conversations
Cause he'd abused 
his Mom so much
Leaving her soul terrified
and came after me so angrily
Every time that he got high
we both tried in 
every way we could
But then we had to say goodbye....


Christmas on drugs and alcohol 
Was never a good mix
Hanukkah plus cruel addictions
Just brings candle sadly lit
Santa Claus and faith in God
Are not enough to bring a fix
Only he can save himself
No one else can heal his needs
That have made both our hearts bleed
while he spends his hollow days
Struggling to find ways to succeed.


He'll spend another Christmas
In sober living all alone
Far away from both his parents
Knowing that he can't come home
And it cuts us deeply to the bone
Cause our tough love is no fun
But drugs and alcohol have stolen
Our most precious son
Until he proves that he is cured
and his addictions are all done.

So if you too are like our son
Suffering the same afflictions
I hope this poem moves you to flee
Back to the true life 
you've been missing
Because those who 
love you can't survive
Living with the endless friction
Of your lies and thefts 
And thier hopes left swept
Underneath your opposition
Your loved ones all must separate
themselves from your positions
Of your loving highs even as they cry
Over your tragic conditions
Leaving you alone 
while they sit at home
Praying for you and each one wishing
That you will give all that you've lost
Some serious recognition
Before you end up lying 
Under a marble inscription
that leaves them all 
Without your love
Another victim of addiction
so many others just like you 
Have faced Death's Benedictions....



By- Matthew F.Blowers III-(C)-2022
at Art-Whimsically Yours Studio
This poem is dedicated to ny son,
my only child who has been 
through his fault alone absent from
my wife and I for 3 years 
without contact

Tear stained ink and smiles..wav

Art~Whimsically Yours

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