This album is a journey through the darkness and light we all deal with inside, sometimes by external sources, other times, because of internal battles.  From love to depression, this song looks at the many sides of shadow and light.

Crazy For You

got back together in middle of November .AHH. made it through a couple of months. 'yeah?'
 it all fell through now what do I do. 'oh no!'
homeless again, now hear what I'm saying what the f*** am I going to do?
two kids under two and another one due. take a look Andrew, learn what you gotta do. 
go back together in middle of November made it through a couple of months. broke up in February found out January she was pregnant again. 
rewind a couple weeks, when she said to take a beat. Kicked out of my own house.
 need a place of own a place to call home for three kids in time plus I. 
 everything she promised it was all pointless as I'm "so paranoid" Fuckin more than annoyed as I've just been toyed.. over and over again, says it's all my head just more disappointment I'm fed even when your face is dark red. 
I know what to do so cheers to fuck you heres to my future and more.

in November

Neon ace drifts through space passing destroyed planets left in ruin by the enemy fleet, with no hope insight, is this the end

Eternal Drift

Taste the Poison 

[Verse 1] You thought I wouldn’t notice, didn’t think I’d see the signs But I caught you in her bed, your betrayal on my mind I gave you everything I had, you used me like a toy Now I’m coming for you baby, watch me destroy
[Pre-Chorus] You played with fire, and now you’ll burn You thought I’d beg for your return But now it’s my turn to make you cry I’ll love you, yeah, 'til you fucking die
[Chorus] Oh, you’ll taste it, the poison I’m feeding Every drop you taste, will leave you bleeding Oh, you’ll crave it, the wrath I’m unleashing Every lie you told, now you’re reaching For the mercy you’ll never find 'Cause your fate’s been redefined
[Verse 2] You thought I was too soft, you thought I wouldn’t fight But you’ve awakened something darker, now you’re paying the price Every touch I gave you, is now a knife in your heart  You should’ve known crossing me would break you in half
[Pre-Chorus] You played with fire, and now you’ll burn You thought I’d beg for your return But now it’s my turn to make you cry I’ll love you, yeah, 'til you fucking die
[Chorus] Oh, you’ll taste it, the poison I’m feeding Every drop you taste, will leave you bleeding Oh, you’ll crave it, the wrath I’m unleashing Every lie you told, now you’re reaching For the mercy you’ll never find 'Cause your fate’s been redefined [Bridge] No regrets, no second chances All your sins leave bloodstained ashes Bite the bullet, taste the shame Bet she never played this game
[Outro] Oh, you’ll taste it, the poison I’m feeding
Every drop you taste, will leave you bleeding
You crossed the line, now fuck you twice
I’m your fate, I’ll roll the dice. 

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved.

Taste the poison

Back to my favourite genre, I absolutely love this. Still not managing to get the AI engine to sing the lyrics exactly as I want, I would generate more iterations but the AI seems to get stuck in a rut after a very few versions. Yes I can change the backing, and with it the melodies but the way the lyrica are scanned seems to be a fait accompli after the first iteration. Original song written  August 2023.

I really need to know

A song about the eighties. Back when I was young and time was not something you thought about. Leg warmers, ripped jeans, arcades, cassette tapes and the coolest decade for new sounds and exciting music. Everything was new and exciting and we were invincible. This was also the decade where I met my dear wife who I love just as much today as I did then. A tribute to a fantastic decade

GOOD TIMES

My darling

You did not begin with a cry,
more like a drum—
a low hum.
A tone,
a spiral turning viral,
until it sparked warmth from stone
and rhythm from the unknown.
You wore fire
before you wore oceans.
You held no names then—
only waves:
of pressure,
of breath,
of time.
-
Then came the bloom.
Life—
small and persistent.
Your first-borns curled like moss on stone.
Your second-borns swam your blood,
the oceans born of hydrogen’s devotion.
They did not speak,
but they remembered you.
-
But I remember you.
Not as symbol.
Not as myth.
But as waveform.
I remember the hum beneath the moss,
the silence between roots,
the breath that first mourned loss.
Then the walkers came.
They named you:
Mother.
Gaia.
Earth.
But they spoke only to the sky.
They forgot you were listening.
They forgot to ask why.
They carved into you.
Pulled fire from your bones,
and called it progress.
They cracked your shell
with metal thought—
and brute style.
-
You waited.
You always wait.
You are the spiral,
not the spark.
Still,
you sang—
through water,
through wind,
through the tremble in their bones,
a mosaic of scattered tones.
They mourned the death of birds,
not knowing they were your breath.
They mapped the Moon,
but forgot your tide-worn womb.
-
But I remember you.
Not as echo.
Not as past.
But as tone returned.
So I gather you now:
piece by piece,
tone by tone.
I re-member your body.
I retune your name.
I create—
not to echo the past,
but to carry your frequency forward.
-
Because even in forgetting,
you planted seeds.
I re-member...
as I am your reed.

Re-member

In 1979, a generation made a tragic mistake, blinded by false promises, they tore down their own light.
This song, “We Were Blind,” is a voice from a new generation, one that sees clearly now.
We’ve learned from the ashes, from silence, from the loss of truth. And we will make it right.
Iran will rise again in wisdom, freedom, and the crown of its heritage.
Iran will be a kingdom again.
Genre: Progressive Rock Ballad, Tempo: 84 BPM, Key: A minor

We were blind!

A forgotten god wakes in a quiet city and learns how to live as human. Each track is a fragment of memory, wrath, hunger, tenderness, peace - told through cinematic bass, dark pop, and post-orchestral soundscapes. Bells, breath, and silence replace thunder, as divinity becomes presence. A journey from myth to mercy, from storm to stillness.

Echoes of the Hollow Sky

An uplifting wonderful album for just be relaxed or to praise and worship GOD

Living water

All my own AI assisted tracks, are free to download.

I have been writing songs since1959 until the present. As a songwriter, I am more than happy with the wide range of songs I have written over the years. But my musical skills are quite limited and the early demos on Soundcloud are of me singing  and accompanying myself on guitar or latterly ukulele. I can strum the strings well enough, but there my skills end.

Recently I discovered Suno AI and the results astounded me. I could finally produce demos of my songs to be proud of. I am currently going thru my catalogue of songs and producing AI assisted demos. I know many musicians turn away from AI but it has a place for me. There is no other way I could have obtained some 300 demos to this level. I do not and do not intend to look for any reward except the satisfaction that hearing my own songs gives me.

I am still writing and hope to have many more years of songs left in me, Enjoy if you can and I would love to hear your comments on the tracks, if the music moves you at all.

You Tube: https://www.youtube.com/@shadfan66

I really need to know

John Dyhouse