The Upload

where 2 go

I was waiting on the outside
starting raining ill subside
watching you meet with another guy,
Id cry.
Why did I not see this coming
How can I be so foolish?
how can I not see you hurting
stupid fucking idiot, just die!
I was lost but at least I tried
I gave you my everything you took it with pride
we lost ourselves to these stupid ties
should of cut them off when you picked up the knife
I was waiting on the outside
starting raining ill subside
watching you meet with another guy,
ld cry.
Why did I not see this coming
How can I be so foolish?
how can I not see you hurting
stupid fucking idiot, just die!
I was waiting on the outside
starting raining ill subside

foolish

Rāveil - Ashes In The Halo

Bad Medicine

Error404
@lil-boso & @prayermusic  <3
mixed and mastering : @arxanick


laying on the bed i'll be waiting all my demons thru the night
got a sick of feeling empty , got a fever when i think
cause these day i don't feel like im alive yeah i'm just trying
trying put a little smile go outside and acting fine

aye you know that i keep trying find a way to fall asleep
demons deep inside my head keep tellin' me i'm bout to drowning
oh you don't know what it's feels like cause you know i got a feelings
about the time you never see me , hear my sound and wish me there

i know that it's all in my head
telling myself that i'll be fine
i try many time to erase 
these demons deep inside my mind

laying on my bedroom , sick of feeling tired
tired of these demons deep inside my head 
running from my demons, it just never come through
drinkin' by myself tonight just to get through the night

do you ever miss yourself or miss the old you that you used to be
the person that can make people laugh but now i know it just memories
i try my best just to be social , why it's so hard havin' converstation
i make all these plans with all my friends but now i hope they cancel it

and i dont wanna sit back and act like its alright
lately ive been staying up all night (all night)

ghost inside my hallways my world is turning sideways
dark thoughts all up in my brain
 i need a therapist i am not okay
cant feel this pain for another day

laying on my bedroom , sick of feeling tired
tired of these demons deep inside my head 
running from my demons, it just never come through
drinkin' by myself tonight just to get through the night

late night ive been thinking 'bout you in my bed
late night ive been crying coz i cant pretend
timeflase lonely night you been in my head
i wont eat ,i cant sleep . like you wanted this

coz i cant pretend 
that we are more than friends 

laying on my bedroom , sick of feeling tired
tired of these demons deep inside my head 
running from my demons, it just never come through
drinkin' by myself tonight just to get through the night

do you ever miss yourself or miss the old you that you used to be
the person that can make people laugh but now i know it just memories
i try my best just to be social , why it's so hard havin' converstation
i make all these plans with all my friends but now i hope they cancel it

in my head w/ Roan x praYeR (prod. ocean)

theres something else that she wont tell me
theres something wrong with how she holds me

cuz i heard it in ur sighs
felt it in ur breath
I saw it in how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

as i watched our love die
and it took its last breath
i hated you for how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

i can understand it by the spaces in ur breath
and in everything little way that you dont touch me like you did
but imma write it off and say you goin through a phase
cuz im too fuckin scared to hear ur feelins may have changed
and i know, im fuckin stupid, cuz i dont listen to it
and i know, you goin through it, and ion wanna prove it
ignorance is bliss when somethings going on
im goin crazy what the fucks going wrong

theres something else that she wont tell me
theres something wrong with how she holds me

cuz i heard it in ur sighs
felt it in ur breath
I saw it in how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

as i watched our love die
and it took its last breath
i hated you for how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

theres something else that she wont tell me
theres something wrong with how she holds me

im afraid to accept the fact that somethings change
cuz ive grown so used to hearin u say my name

cuz i heard it in ur sighs
felt it in ur breath
I saw it in how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

as i watched our love die
and it took its last breath
i hated you for how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

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somethings wrong (prod. 5head)

2nd track off of "halloween but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
(intro)
your lips they taste like candy corn
you're the one that I really adore
think I've seen you before

(hook)
your lips they taste like candy corn
got your heart in my hands
don't drop it on the floor
take your mask off
think I've seen you before
yuh
you're the one that I really adore
don't know if I'll ever get enough of you
sugar sweet and your personality is too
calm, you make me calm down
and my life sucks whenever
you're not around
x2

(cozyboy: verse)
oh whenever you’re not around
and the leaves are coming down
your auburn hair on the ground
it’s october and i want you now 

call at noon even though you know you’ll see me at 4
so excited, forgot to lock the door
hit the driveway, damn my car is a mess
fore i see you girl my heart is beating out of my chest

oh
yea my heart is beating out of my chest
oh
yea i wanna see you slide out your dress
oh
yea oh you been my escape from the stress
oh
yea my heart is beating out of my chest

(forest: verse)
it's gonna suck when I gotta watch you go
and you don't give a fuck
cause you already know that we'll be in the snow
and the fall leaves yeah they cover around
covered in the white, yeah you're losing me now
yeah, I want your kiss
I don't really need a sugar high 'cause I got your kiss

(forest & cozy: hook)
your lips they taste like candy corn
got your heart in my hands
don't drop it on the floor
take your mask off
think I've seen you before
yuh
you're the one that I really adore
don't know if I'll ever get enough of you
sugar sweet and your personality is too
calm, you make me calm down
and my life sucks whenever
you're not around
x2

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candy corn ft. cøzybøy

prod me <3

lyrics:

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need somebody, don't wanna fuck me,
just wanna love me right

i need someone to, need me to come thru,
love me and hold me tight

i need to see it, i need a way to believe it
my feelings will change with the season, make me feel guilty for breathing

and i can't write a single song i'm scared of how it makes her feel,
she hears my song she thinks i'm wrong she's scared that i won't ever heal
i try my best to show you how i love you more and more each day
but understand i'm just a man i'm vulnerable to all the pain

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need you

@joshuasageart @alliknowispain @quinsea
shoutout kaylee <3

Heart Attack!! (w/ lil thuey & quinsea) [+ Nejdos]

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~ falling apart (feat. deadfish)

memories  [Prod. Aksil]

Just Drive

i think that i’ll be okay

produced by eeryskies

thanks for listening <3

I Think I'll Be Okay [prod. eeryskies]

Talk a lot, it never seems to stop,
nothing ever matters when your head is on top,
I cannot see straight, tell myself to calm down,
you don't wanna reason, too much for me right now.

Find peace in thinking of myself in the ground,
scars around me, but they'll never be found,
I scream and scream, my family can't hear a sound,
no one around me now...

I'd give you the world,
if that's all you want,
it's really not much,
my loves not enough.

Im not letting this go,
you have someone, I got no one to hold, so,

Scars (prod. Irby)

Sad Boy Nefelibata:

[VERSE 1]

i can feel the cold air on my face
i go numb as you walk away,

snow falls down and covers the street,
shimmering beautiful catastrophe

feel the aura surround my skin
i let it sink in

tear my chest open i cant breathe,
i guess now i know you dont love me

////////

[CHORUS]

ya things been fuzzy in my head again
I sip and let it in

i been stuck thinking about you a lot
still cant change, youre gone

ya things been getting cold at night ive been
tasting her moonlit skin

eyes go dark as sunshine breaks to dawn
still cant change that youre gone

////////

[VERSE 2]

packet of cigs and a bottle of gin 
i can tell we’ve changed again

faded alone ya it feels like the end,
she cant love an emotional wreck

////////

[CHORUS]

////////

[BRIDGE]

why does everything happen so fast i been 
stuck in the void looking back through the glass

i cant fall asleep and demons always surrounding me
ya ive been so fucked up lately

////////

[CHORUS]

(still cant change, that youre gone)

melancholy child

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Lyrics:
Yeah
Hold up for a second
let me tell you all my problems
Pain is creeping up
When I'm laying in my sorrow
People always thinking that I'm fine
But I'm not
Lying to your face all the time
Yeah
Walking with a straight back 
I'm not confident
Looking in your eyes
I wanna look away
I dont want you to love someone like me
I'll be the pain in your life
And the person you cry for

Yeah
I'm so sorry I cant give you all of me
Yeah I'm so sorry I pretend like I am free
Free from the demons I got in my brain
I am not fucking free

Yeah
All these people talking in my head
All these people wishing that I'm dead
Its hard to feel all these feelings
I wish I was blind
I wish I was dead
Yeah
Walking with a straight back 
I'm not confident
Looking in your eyes
I wanna look away
I dont want you to love someone like me
I'll be the pain in your life
And the person you cry for

I'm really sorry I cant give you all of me
Cuz if I do it will be the last of me

Yeah
Dont cry
Dont fall
Together
I dont wanna know that I brought you into this
Panic creeping up everytime you say my name
Feeling like you're nothing inside
I'm sorry

Sorry for not answering your texts
Sorry for not telling you I'm done
I wish I would be confident
Like everyone else
Not color my hair when I feel like I'm shit
The effort I put into feeling
Is like the effort I put into healing
I cant heal
I cant feel
I'm numb
I'm sorry for fucking you up

in my head w/ Roan x praYeR (prod. ocean)

Arxanick

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