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lyrics:

baby i’m back to square one
where the hell r u
a single reassurance
wouldn’t fail to ease my mood
fucking forget it
u left b4 i got to u
rinse and regret
ur single action that caused us to
go back to square one

we didn’t need to take a look to notice that we're regressing
in a picture perfect world where it wouldn’t get depressing
i’m standing by you

it took you forever to notice that you no longer need me
like the way u did before whenever i barely knew me
i found myself but lost you

when the snow hits you’ll intrude
i can’t be lying to myself bout how you move
absence holds control

stream :)

square one

lyrics :

it was something i don't wanna go
heartache got me die alone
it was something i don't wanna go
heartache got me die alone

it was something i don't wanna go
heartache got me die alone
couple years moved on i'mma take it slow
my head got me dying low

there's no choices to go i can't keep focus
try my best but they still won't broke us

all it was a heartbreak got my life for show
she was staring at my face got me hanging low

all it was a heartbreak got my life for show
she was staring at my face got me hanging low
every night she went the wrong way now she take it slow
everybody got new taste everything she knows

back then was crying but i'll keep in trying
to stay in my life and that's all i can find
can you keep up
i can't wait for all those stars
don't wanna suffer again and i

breath in seeing everything that i was gonna keep it secret
feel like i been stuck up on this deep end
the end cut through my arm now i'm bleeding
seeking anything but forgiveness

all it was a heartbreak got my life for show
she was staring at my face got me hanging low
every night she went the wrong way now she take it slow
everybody got new taste everything she knows

it was something i don't wanna go
heartache got me die alone
it was something i don't wanna go
heartache got me die alone

couple years moved on i'mma take it slow
all it was a heartbreak got my life for show
she was staring at my face got me hanging low
every night she went the wrong way now she take it slow

all it was a heartbreak got my life for show
she was staring at my face got me hanging low
every night she went the wrong way now she take it slow
everybody got new taste everything she knows

all it was a heartbreak got my life for show
she was staring at my face got me hanging low
every night she went the wrong way now she take it slow
everybody got new taste everything she knows

a lil surprise drop cuz why not :)

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Lyrics:
Meanty:
There's no assumptions
Pulling up I hit you at your throat
Yeah I'm all in
You don't even know that I'm a ghost
Go and run it
I don't really wanna talk no more
When you see me know that I ain't ever gonna knock your door

I'm impatient 
Hate it when you're coming through
I'm just faded
Changing
Like who the hell are you
Yeah I know that I ain't ever gonna fight her
Always blaming me cuz you just know that I'm a liar
Beside her
Don't wanna mess it up
Always wanna go and be all the things you want
Yeah I don't even wanna
I don't really wanna talk no more
When you see me know that I ain't ever gonna knock your door

@maxrrss:
wating for him to send lmaoo

Meanty:
There's no assumptions
Pulling up I hit you at your throat
Yeah I'm all in
You don't even know that I'm a ghost
Go and run it
I don't really wanna talk no more
When you see me know that I ain't ever gonna knock your door

I'm impatient 
Hate it when you're coming through
I'm just faded
Changing
Like who the hell are you
Yeah I know that I ain't ever gonna fight her
Always blaming me cuz you just know that I'm a liar
Beside her
Don't wanna mess it up
Always wanna go and be all the things you want
Yeah I don't even wanna
I don't really wanna talk no more
When you see me know that I ain't ever gonna knock your door

Door

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Door (feat. max ruben) (prod. yoku)

@55depths
@t1gerstar
@ri4h
@pinkopoika

distancing little by little, until ur GONE!

prod/mixed/mastered by deathright.
cover art by tigerstar and PINKO POIKA.

thank you to gray, riah, and pinko for working on this with me.

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flash forward! - tigerstar, ri4h, PINKO POIKA (deathright)

lyrics :

i stay up til this morning
cause you ain't the one i'm calling
i was out the town and you waste your time
been out my prime tonight
i know the same days go by that's boring

oh you don't see the same way i do
cause you went on my place i keep you on hold
baby i love to always start it all over again
i can't wait until it's the end i know that i will get sober
we should calm down and should talk about it
i'm down to fix it out but i can't help but explore it

i lost but i'll keep going
cause i still see the light as i'm falling
i put my back against the wall and wonder why this life is falling down low
as we go it gets over
the trees have grown to tall
remember me at all
not much to say we get insane when we're older

and i'll keep on callin and callin until you pick up
tastin i'm wasting my lifetime away

i need you close to me again
you don't keep that promise i'm in pain

baby i love to always start it all over again
i can't wait until it's the end i know that i will get sober
we should calm down and should talk about it
i'm down it fix it out but i can't help but explore it

oh you don't see the same way i do
cause you went on my place i keep you on hold
baby i love to always start it all over again
i can't wait until it's the end i know that i will get sober
we should calm down and should talk about it
i'm down to fix it out but i can't help but explore it

goodluck

lyrics :

there is no second chance for you to
get up and start over cause now we're done with you
can't replace with somebody who found out the truth

let it be right there don't even try to fix it all
no one will care about your story to tell
left it all without nothing to lose
so don't be who you used to be

no more second chance for you to walk around with freedom
you don't deserve to be in heaven no more truce
cause i let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore cause i'll let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore and move on for good

i don't wanna wait in here for any longer
there's no room to breath out any air for you
and the mirror broke into pieces

there is no second chance for you to
get up and start over cause now we're done with you
can't replace with somebody who found out the truth

you've own everything you've ever need
and no one to hold you still falling over greed

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore cause i'll let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore cause i'll let it be right there

don't stay don't say anything just you
keep on keep on wondering if i be gone
you won't see me anymore

to find peace

lyrics :

relaspe it's out of touch
don't want you to see me hiding
i save it all for me
don't you

don't you call my name
things won't be the same
as soon as we change
does it feel like it remains

we fall apart again
survived the trainwreck
escape it all
cause i got nothing to tell you more

lust gon kill me slowly
don't you have to worry bout me
i'm all alone in this earth
can't make it out and i'll bleed

cause the public is sensitive i can't get rid of it
i don't wanna end up on those who convicted
i don't have all the empathy i was my enemy
leave my own good away

don't you close the door again
this is not your final path to find peace
you're the one who bring this up for your needs

so don't you close the door again
no this is not your final path to find peace
you're the one who bring this up for your needs

start over

lyrics :

you don't have to leave me out
just follow her path and go
there's no one to stop you out there exept you
find the rest and i will help you find the truth
can't go fix the time we cannot let you through
so long

i know everything you want
if i left you gon be sorry
you have better things than nobody but you

my time i've waste is gone
you tryna hide your stories
and everything you've done
because your action speaks louder than your words

don't go

until you're wide awake
woke up in hollow places
it's better safe than sorry

and everything is gone
and now you're own your own
that place has saved your soul
let you be there i don't expect you to return
don't settle down to talk
there's so much more you wanted
can't let the past go and the things you can't control

oh why won't you let me be
this place can barely breath

i'll let you be okay
and nothing feels the same
it's not your final path to find peace
don't you close the door again
this is not your final path to find peace
there's nothing to justify your mistakes

know everything i know everything
know everything i know everything

leave you dead on the open doors
greed can't help you be something more
see through threads like i did before

first time i know should have leave you dead
then reset tryna find a chance to live again
you deserve your own downfall
and hit rock bottom you taste the pain too hard
and let it stuck in your brain

keep that close and you don't follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

you're stucking inside and tryna be somebody else
put that aside and all the trophies on your shelf
i refuse to die cause i've been doing this for hell
buried alive only your name is on the graveyard
too hard to quit and i move on
showed up to your funeral with my suit on
the tears gon drown me

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it
you think that you're good on your own
if she knows that i escaped from your reality

oh i know everything

find peace find truce
shouldn't have belong in this youth no
living a life in illusion
passing away in confusion
it's all i got for you to stay
i'll say it out let me demonstrate
does it happened to be complicated
modulated
learn to take new routes
heading in south
finding a ways to getting out of the same old ways i know
but i won't take anything
it's my way i'm following
the right way they tell me things

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

oh the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

keep that close follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

lyrics :

i had the way to go
to know where you keep your soul
i know it all before
tone down

and i need to see the light gone
everybody die in their sleep with all the lights on
i need some shit to calm me down or keep on cry on
i didn't say that you should leave or you should die alone
you're on that same old shit i can't even break it off
all of your goodluck you always tryna take it off
follow the past in her way no you can never lost
i needed space for my brain so i can take it off right at the top

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends
i carry on until the end

i'm tryna keep it all up
many things were trying to escape from that truck no
so take that lead on her way and go

i'm gone i had it

i had this shit enough i'm bout to start recording
lost out on your road and so i telephone it
hold it cut me off on the chorus scoring
baby i can't take many things at once i'm tryna exploit it
you go grab that money and fame
and i'll burn it all up
throw it out to the cloud you be going insane no
this ain't a guide to your death
only you see is a thread
no i ain't done with you yet
better drag me to hell with that sin

i'm tryna keep it all up
many things were trying to escape from that truck no
so take that lead on her way and go

i'm gone

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends
i carry on until the end

i take it all it's on your head
the bounty that i tryna find
it's on your lens
you know it all from my old friends

no this ain't the past yet
feel like i'm on acid
always come and go i'm gonna leave you in the past tense
fuck it all up no you can never gonna have it
did it before addiction turned into a habbit yeah

outside i'm nothing
inside i'm suffering to death
outside he's nothing

cut it off dead i'll be over in this space now
i don't even care what you gonna saying out loud
it don't matter anymore cause everything you've done now
bet you cannot win that shit cause you keep on your crown no
coping mechanism tryna get out of this town no
fill that shit with water in the ocean i'll might drown no
no one cannot save you anymore go help yourself out
you gon let yourself down yeah

and never

lyrics :

you can't calm down
and you keep that crown for life again
this won't back down
i see you woke up
you're on your anticipation

can't erase the things you done
if everything you want now is vanish of your existence
phone hold off again
you went out insane before i lost you

cause i got this feeling in my brain
melatonin can't even get out of my head
cause i've been fucked up laying down inside my bedroom
all of your words don't mean shit
tryna cover all that pitfall

and the things that i have said
it don't matter if you gon bleed it on that red
all of the hatred that is flowing down your face
can't get rid of yourself i know you gon replace me off this time

i'll be hanging over the edge
i'll try my best to avoid all cost of your face yeah
no i don't wanna talk it again
all of the paranoia going on the space in my head
cause i know you want all that luck
face you call on that struck
now i know what you up to
and get my offer

yeah you said you wanna fuck it all up
and you said you don't want anything to do with your love
it's only me it's not us no more
never be in the end

can't erase the things you done
if everything you want now is vanish of your existence
phone hold off again
you went out insane before i lost you

cause i got this feeling in my brain
melatonin can't even get out of my head
cause i've been fucked up laying down inside my bedroom
all of your words don't mean shit
tryna cover all that pitfall

and the things that i have said
it don't matter if you gon bleed it on that red
all of the hatred that is flowing down your face
can't get rid of yourself i know you gon replace me off this time

time
i'll be fine right through my heart and my soul tonight
sharpen all your piece of knives and cut off it all what you don't want in life
i watch you fall and i'll be fine it's obvious that i'm alive
i told you so this world is so cruel

your own good

produced by me 

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lyrics:
if kissing him goodbye
was ur way to play it safe
then leaving u by five
shouldn’t make u misbehave
he needed u inside
but u didn’t wanna stay
a needle in my eye
will be the reason that

i won’t b the first one
stepping out of here
out of fear
watched them say ur name
it changed the atmosphere
blood was smeared

first five weeks
you’re held wit love
next five years
you’ll hold a grudge

Newport between ur lips
i’ll light it for u
before u ash it out
il take it from u

start over

arys vance

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