thats my b*****

1/20

small heartfelt guitar song inspired by introvert by brakence
thank you to my dear friends @corefish and @dylanlongworth for getting vocals on this one :3 

lyrics:
i think I could try it, 
through the thunder and the lightning
in my head I try to fight it 
hold my stare before dividing
you left me no hole to hide in
circle back towards the dryland
babe I couldn't take the mileage
brain been rotting through the violence

but you won't stand down
through the brain rot, bloodclot, emptiness 
your head wound
i thought that I was better now I'm spellbound 
trapped inside the sediment in hell now 
(over and out)

i suffer through your vanity 
you drive me to insanity 
i guess i couldn't take the chaos
and the feelings gone, it's evident
i'm buried in the sediment 
and you conduct a brutal seance 

but i made no obligations, swimming through manipulations 
and i think that my frustrations have validity, it's limiting my 
brain functions, feeling reductions,
tied tongues and making assumptions
and we fight, i wish it was for something 
i keep trying but it's all for nothing

i think I could try it, 
through the thunder and the lightning
in my head I try to fight it 
hold my stare before dividing
you left me no hole to hide in
circle back towards the dryland
babe I couldn't take the mileage
brain been rotting through the violence
but you won't stand down

stand down (ft. corefish & dylan longworth)

Hello Miss America!

lyrics:
Well hello miss America!
I'm not the prettiest boy you've seen i know
but I been tryna fix it though
ill show 
that it hurts when I stay broke 
in my 
memories when I wanna die
but someone tells me why?
that its hard to cry
in my mind
I never wanna lie
then maybe its my fault
I wanted this way to long
babe I'm tryna be free
but how do in everything
cause maybe I don't want to talk
cause I been up for to damn long
and how I want
it if u got it now
I just wanna know if u will
love miss America
you
love
 miss America do you
love 
miss America you
don't have to love like I do
love
miss America
you love 
miss America do you
love me America do you
love, love
but America 
what you do to her
don't guide her never change
not America
someone different
no your so much
more to me
do it all again
nothing different
but my body feels insane
miss America
do you love the night
are you waited time
just to feel alright
I just wanna see
something in your eyes
don't wanna wait for my breathe
miss America 
are you here tonight
I don't know what do
feel like I'm dying
if its all my fault 
hope that your alright
hope that ill be
loved
miss America
you
love miss america do you
love 
miss america you
don't have to love like i do
love
miss America
you love 
miss America do you
love me America do you
love, love

Miss America

roadkill 11/16/21

lyrics :

relaspe it's out of touch
don't want you to see me hiding
i save it all for me
don't you

don't you call my name
things won't be the same
as soon as we change
does it feel like it remains

we fall apart again
survived the trainwreck
escape it all
cause i got nothing to tell you more

lust gon kill me slowly
don't you have to worry bout me
i'm all alone in this earth
can't make it out and i'll bleed

cause the public is sensitive i can't get rid of it
i don't wanna end up on those who convicted
i don't have all the empathy i was my enemy
leave my own good away

don't you close the door again
this is not your final path to find peace
you're the one who bring this up for your needs

so don't you close the door again
no this is not your final path to find peace
you're the one who bring this up for your needs

start over

sprains (drmabeats x sadpra)

"cause love dwells where it's synergetic"

produced by @dylanlongworth, @glitch-gum, and @callmejish
additional writing + vox by @azaleabettigole
mixed by @callmejish
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All my exes tend to lean nomadic
And leave a text beyond melodramatic
Obsessed with status
Reinstate old habits
While I’m stuck here listening to the static
(I’m stuck here listening to the-)
Show proficiency in misdirection
Ignore the red flags, alter my perception
Why do I miss you
Knowing I was misused? But it’s alright
‘Caused you looked fine last time i checked in

It’s a condescending, never-ending lie
With consequences unsequential 
Will I stop pretending everything is going fine 
When the martyr dies, I hope I find the answer 
Wishing I could make it happen faster 
Knowing by the end, I never make you mine 
‘Cause it takes two to fight 

I fear your loving is trepidatious
I’m here, but baby i've been so anxious 
It makes no sense, but it's absolute 
Can't stay as friends, leave me in solitude 
Gave a little, i watched you restrain it 
Start to wonder if i can attain it
Can't help but be apathetic 
‘Cause love dwells where it's synergetic 

Baby why do I miss you
I’ve been dying to kiss you
I know was so misused
But baby I was the issue
No, I take it back, take it back
‘Cause you don’t listen
We can’t bring it back, bring it back to the beginning
You were always in the right to you
Who gave the right to you
I had to stop myself from changing things in spite of you
I used to fight for you
But now you fight the truth
It’s hard to talk about it
I don’t wanna lie to you
And all my exes have this thing in common
They watch me lose myself like, far too often
But something tells me that I’ll find it standing at the altar
But now I know you’re not a prophet
And I’m not a goner

I fear your loving is trepidatious
I’m here, but baby i've been so anxious 
It makes no sense, but it's absolute 
Can't stay as friends, leave me in solitude 
Gave a little, i watched you restrain it 
Start to wonder if i can attain it
Can't help but be apathetic 
‘Cause love dwells where it's synergetic 
I fear your loving is trepidatious
I’m here, but baby i've been so anxious 
It makes no sense, but it's absolute 
Can't stay as friends, leave me in solitude 
Gave a little, i watched you restrain it 
Start to wonder if i can attain it
Can't help but be apathetic 
‘Cause love dwells where it's synergetic

synergy (feat. Glitch Gum)

synergy (w/ Glitch Gum)

art by @1dxn

(i know nothing bout ur life)
(just fuck off oh well i might)
(i know nothing bout ur life)

i guess thats just how it goes
but i wish you werent there
everyone else always knows
im confused i sit and stare  

its all a fraction of light
just sit down dont wanna fight
just fuck off, well i might
i know nothing bout ur life

one step back and now im gone
never listen, what i want
ashamed of where i am from
im so tired think im done 
think im done

i guess thats just how it goes
but i wish you werent there
everyone else always knows
im confused i sit and stare

how it goes

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tonch1/blend

I was thinking you the one
Had it all wrong
Just to see your true colors, damn that took too long
Don't wanna say its all lies
Hope you're alone at night
And when the party's over you think of me living out my life
I think I need a new drug just to pick me back up
We used to talk just for fun
Yeah that's the type shit I love
Think it's all in my head
Got no dopamine left in my brain
I can't be tracked since I left the frame
Ever since my life just wasn't the same, I guess

I'm too bitter now (jaded)
Feelings carved out (faded)
I just know you hate it
I just know you
I'm too bitter now (jaded)
Feelings carved out (faded)
I just know you hate it
I just know you

I love lying to myself apparently
Its been fucking up my health, there's no remedy (you know)
Your loves a drug I was wasted
And now you're stuck on my pavement
You working hard just to phase me
Too late this already changed me
It's alright (fuck)

I'm too bitter now (jaded)
Feelings carved out (faded)
I just know you hate it
I just know you
I'm too bitter now (jaded)
Feelings carved out (faded)
I just know you hate it
I just know you

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tonch1/blend

carved

prod. nio

jihoon
say you mean it dont you lie
know you feel it everynight
dont hit my phone
baby leave me alone
i just want you to go
and i dont know why

@user-592405802-921205295
Tell me will you ride or die?
Tell me why we fight and cry
Hurt you once hurt you twice
Baby you’re outta my mind
Baby I just can’t be that
Boutta make me go and relapse 
I just wanted you so damn bad
Maybe you can can just come back..

@meantyyy
yeah im sick and tired of your lies
tired of running on a tightrope
yeah i dont really wanna die
but i dont wanna keep my eyes close
yeah i think i just won a lotty
and after that you wanna fight bro?
keep your hands off my body
i know its hard for you to let go

yeah im sick and tired of your lies
tired of running on a tightrope
yeah i dont really wanna die
but i dont wanna keep my eyes close
yeah i think i just won a lotty
and after that you wanna fight bro?
keep your hands off my body
i know its hard for you to let go

jihoon
say you mean it dont you lie
know you feel it everynight
dont hit my phone
baby leave me alone
i just want you to go
and i dont know why

@shoko
Give me a chance baby
We’ll go and see the world alone
Patiently I’ll be here 
Singing your words so sweet
Won’t you just come with me
Baby I’ll be your dream,
Nothing is stopping me you’re my sweet melody.
Patiently I’ll be here waiting for you my dear
I’ll be writing you songs all night
Until I see those eyes
Patiently I’ll be right here
Whisper into my ear
Tell me you want it some more 
Tell me you want it some more.

phone ft shoko meanty

I love my mother
And I love my wife
She's my blossom
We creating life

Yea yea I'm the anime man
I be copping flights from US to Japan
Grabbing all the rent to shop designer brands
So so sad machine 
I have no friends

Screaming
Porter Robinson (x8)
(I be screaming)
Screaming
Porter Robinson (x8)

Yea I'm her Little AlterBoy™
I be moaning twelve semitones up
No air in between for Jesus baby
There ain't no happiness without your touch

She said she want a sweet time
So I watched the water unfold
Now she need something comforting
So I hit her with that wind tempo

Yeah I make her smile for the camera (x3) (flash!)
Yeah I make another chord stack

Yeah I make her smile for the camera (x3) (flash!)
Yeah I make another chord stack

I supersaw you on the street
I superfucked you in the sheets

Screaming
Porter Robinson (x8)
(I be screaming)
Screaming
Porter Robinson (x8)
(I be screaming)

stand down (ft. corefish & dylan longworth)

drama trial

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