inspo

stage fright

Frailty

misplace

my gf played some random keys so i made music out of it :p

heart

my new song off the map

by me , chasing luma and matt halves

off the map

i have nothing interesting or cool to say in this description

maybe im the problem

9/30

presave the gosh darn album: ffm.to/dramatrial
oh my god
i think ill go back home
tonight's been odd
i figure whats gone wrong

STREAM

home

10/4

presave the gosh darn album: ffm.to/dramatrial
the vocals are overcompressed and sometimes more prominent on the right ear but i was too lazy to rerecord so

i dont wanna wait for you
i dont wanna wait for you
i dont wanna wait for you
i dont wanna wait
i dont wanna wait 
i dont wanna

i might go overboard
feeling left in the dust
(on my own accord)
might need to go out more
standing still
building rust
laying on the floor

when push comes to shove
i tend to lose my balance (lol)
words intent with malice
cutting deep like talons
i can't waste my talent
time to clean my pallet
throw the vote
no ballot
cause i dont wanna

(2x)

idontwannawait

10/6
PRESAVE: https://ffm.to/dtre
one more step
fall over the edge
ill be thankful
for one last breath
our times uncertain
and death's a burden

relapse, replace
he don't wanna lose it all
relapse, replay
over and over again
was it something he said?
relapse, relay
the information to em;
relapse, decay
you'll never see him again
he was all in my head

(re)lapse

PRESAVE: https://ffm.to/dtre

i wanted to make the ending as loud as possible
special thank you @habiboi for the wonderful viola :)

10/7 (officially one week!!)

lyrics:
prepare me for the worst
expecting this to hurt a lot
so show me what it’s worth
cause i know that i talk too much
actions always have their consequence
building repercussions
am i cognizant?
could you be more condescending??
it’s never ending 
so please don’t waste my time

cause every second it takes
im only one step away
from breaking apart
i made a fool of myself
just a tool on the shelf
to break, bend, and mold
im so tired of the cold
and this feeling is getting old
(you'll reap what you sow, dont repeat last commotion)
i lost respect for you long ago 

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man
what the fuck
restart
(be nice 2 me)

(re)percussion

10/13

presave the gosh darn album: ffm.to/dramatrial
huge shoutout to @dead4cf for the amazing feature and @wood_lands for tracking extra bass :)))

ooo
can you feel the pressure
almost hundred degrees
and it fills the void
when you wrap your arms
around me 
and you say you're in love?
and you say you're in looooove
(i know what you like)

why she wanna talk to me
im sitting all by myself
she gave me company
and i can't take it no more
baby you're haunting me
im tryna know you better
you tell me its cold outside
oh baby you think you're clever
i don't wanna go home right now
so bae can we keep it up
this girl tryna get me stuck
said what the fuck
baby don't gas me up
so fuck all your first impressions
i only need you right now
It’s kinda rare that someone like you comes around

say you're in love [ft. 4cf]

10/18

presave the gosh darn album: https://ffm.to/dramatrial
huge shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/leytonmode for the feature they went insane i originally was going to have vox on this as well but i ended up scrapping them :3

lyrics:
i don’t wanna lose my patience 
but my face is turning blue from waiting 
every toll time is taking 
i don’t know if i can take it 
how do i live 
stayed up three whole nights i feel mindless 
wake up with my face where the sky is 
makeup left stains on my eyelids 

this is the part where i tell you not to go 
don’t leave me alone 
i can’t tell a soul 
you’re just like me 
you don’t wanna just be seen 
now im laying in the road 
staring at my phone 
will i ever grow old 
i know i’m free 
but i just can’t leave

patience [ft. leyton]

10/23

presave the gosh darn album: ffm.to/dramatrial
massive shoutout to @yazida-essia for going craz on the vocals :)))

lyrics:
i think i like you
but it’s hard to tell 
if it’s reciprocated 
i think i like the feeling
i might just lie to you 
cuz you can’t tell when I do 
that makes it easy for me 
but I will never be free 

boy i like you 
i don’t like to 
pretend i don’t 
cuz then i’d lie to you 
boy i like you 
i don’t like to 
just leave you guessing 
you might like me too 

cry on the side 
i die by your side 
i’d cry if you lied
you know better than to lie2me
cry on the side 
i die by your side 
i’d cry if you lied
you know better than to lie2me

you could get away with anything 
if you want to
cuz I like you

lie2me [ft. yazida]

10/25

kurtains cover :)

LIKE A FUCKIN BALLS!
LIKE A CEO!!

no magician (cover)

10/27

presave the gosh darn album: ffm.to/dramatrial
prod me & @ppparallex

i said hey (niztopia reference)
do you feel some type of way
you keep telling me to go
but you know im here to stay
is there something i should know
is there something you should say
cause this shit is getting old
and its kinda overplayed
listen i know its a lot
a little overwhelming
feelings bubble up
start to think im drowning in your secret
and i cant keep it

secret [prod. calder & dramatrial]

11/01

presave the gosh darn album: ffm.to/dramatrial

last song before a break, thank you for an amazing month and huge shoutout to @cmten for getting on this with me, as well as producing the back half :)
(also shoutout @chibaxf for spicing up the intro for me)

lyrics:
unsincere
i can tell that you don't mean it
but i guess i'll try again
next year
my hands a little shaky
guess i'm nervous for the backlash 
but sticks to ash
and the stones turn to pebbles
he loves me
he won't
so i'll rip all the pedals
and dispose all the wasted remains

try and try harder
again for myself, i don’t
care what anyone has to say
gigging a hammer around
yeah i’m finding the crux of myself where i lay
you didn’t tell them that I
care a lot more than I say
i didn’t learn all that info for nothing, babe

pedals [ft. cmten]

brakence - 5g (drama trial flip)

4/14
i made this for a niztopia competition and like this cover a lot sorry niz

niztopia - watch it burn (cover)

[im] so fucking high
and most people think im insane
im just creating space for what its still to come
the space between my body and my mind
the space where i can just be
my natural state of allowing
deep into the silent nothingness
listening
where i just observe
this space where i can go deeper

thank you for listening

aegis

2/23

small cover of eyes off the wheel im a star by jane remover bc i love this song so much

https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/e-o-t-w-i-a-s?in=janeremover/sets/frailty&si=72d5b7d333b846b0b46a3ceb6a044b9d&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

jane remover - eyes off the wheel, im a star (short cover)

i <3 webcage 

this song fills me with so much joy bc it was so obvious how much fun they were all having

https://soundcloud.com/webcage/noncents

webcage - noncents (cover)

4/13

PRESAVE: https://ffm.to/dtspe

lyrics:
feeling out of touch
last four months
aint been long enough
i stay in my room
and i don’t get out enough
failing expectations
i set for myself
i cant ask for help

feeling out of reach
lately it’s been
getting hard to breath
losing all connections
and no more sympathy 
set the bar too high to reach
not falling asleep but im 

falling under (your spell)

spell

5/16
CREDIT TO @henryyoder FOR WRITING THIS WHOLE THING AND A THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME RECORD AND RELEASE A VERSION OF IT THIS IS AWESOME LMAO

og: https://soundcloud.com/collectcallers/creepercussions?si=bdfbc7ad69a345478e42ec6f33cdd073&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
prepare me for the night, i’m
expecting i will fight some mobs
and i don’t have a torch
i haven’t really mined too much

never look straight at an enderman
ender dragon wants to fight me in the end
could you help me do a speedrun?
im having so much fun
so please just hop online

cause every block that i break
i’m only one chunk away
from breaking apart
i made a redstone machine
and some wool that is green
to mine diamonds and gold
i’m so tired of the co-o-o-oal
and this game is twelve years old
im in survival
creeper don’t explode me
i lost my diamond looting 3 hooeeeee
 
never look straight at an enderman
ender dragon wants to fight me in the end
could you help me do a speedrun?
im having so much fun
so please just hop online
i lost my diamond looting 3 hoe

c(re)epercussion

6/4
there is no real reason the song is named phil other than i think its funny

phil

nicotine (FL demo)

9/22
lyrics:
i been hard to reach
i been hard to reach
i won't pick up the phone
i been out of sync
i been out of sync and i can't let this go

diamond in the rough
is he good enough?
i'm not so sure
he's so off the cuff
he's sick and tired
doesn't have a choice
he tries to speak but doesn't have a voice
the only walls he knows
the four that's in his room
the time could pass him by
he wouldn't have a clue
and the strings lead back to you
and the strings lead back to you

strings

i think i like it here
might stick around about a year or two
they wont know i'm near
but ill be watching when the coast is clear

don't peak over your shoulder
you wont like what you see
the weathers getting colder
and i'm holed up underneath
but i'm ready for the feast

lets make this house a home
blood stained creaky floors
and broken countertops
its only half passed four
i see that you're alone and i wont stop
till i'm at your door

don't peak over your shoulder
you wont like what you see
the weathers getting colder
and i'm holed up underneath
but i'm ready for the feast

retirement

kart racing

1/5
happy birthday to one of my fave songs ive ever made,, :3

og: https://soundcloud.com/dramatrial/bloodonmyhands

blood on my hands (anniversary edition)

8/23

lyrics:
you only call me when you're drunk
you only text me when you're high & all alone
and after all these years i'm stuck
and i'll come over with the message from my phone
cause you told me
it's not what it seems
but it could be
you're pulling the strings to control me
just a puppet and the master
and i'm wrapped around your fingers
is it obvious, i'm falling for you
need no audience to tell you the truth
i'd do anything just to make you mine
oh, this time
oh, this time
and it's obvious i live in a dream
where everything is not what it seems
and i'd do anything just to make you mine
oh, this time
oh, this time
oh, this time
oh, this time
you told me
it's not what it seems
but it could be
you're pulling the strings to control me
just a puppet and the master
and i'm wrapped around your fingers

puppet master

coprod corefish also :3

lyrics:
pull me out of my head
cause i'm not thinking clearly
and fill me up with delusions
its just not nearly, enough
everyday feels the same
im stuck in the walls
and its too late
to go back now
im ashamed to admit
i'd probably quit
if i didn't wanna let you down

it gets harder to cope
when my body is folding over
no-body is home
and the walls begin to close and fall like dominoes 
let it all remiss 
i know it stall
it's way too close to call
on me to not let down

my body home
baby you never wanted to leave
this hobby cold 
i'm freezing blood is down to my feet
when i'm alone
my breathing set the pace of the steep now
let it keep now maybe

let down (ft. corefish)

7/26

coprod oldcollin on some of the backing guitars :3

lyrics:
you cant let me down
just feel it out
is it so ordinary now
i guess ill go somewhere
you could go 
whenever life's not fair
you can make it home
and i could tell you
and nobody's gonna get ya
like i do, like i do

when you call my name
i'm still the same
just unaware
but if that's who i am 
then i won't say all that now
think i'm falling off
i can't help that
nobody's holding on
tying loose ends upside down
but you're not listening now
no you just can't help that

no you just can't help but fight the fact that
this seems so unfair
can't bite my tongue to stop from speaking
lose my grip right there
it's a long way down
don't wanna touch the ground
but every time i hear the sound
i'm at a stand still
considering all of that
you know you cant let me down

drama trial

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