tellmewhatuwant

tellmewhatuwant (dltzk remix)

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i mean, do you even remember?
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in the vacuum of space you called my name, but i can't hear you
rot and decay, there's locusts in my brain but they're see through
know you already got acrylic stains on that sweater i gave you last week

look in mirror but i see you
opaque tableaux of what we were

look in mirror but i see you
opaque tableaux of what we were

achromatopsia

https://ffm.to/n2bg7w3

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

it didn't have to be like this
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(do you remember me?)

hold it close to you
broken bowed a new
i thought this was life
watch the thread unwind

we were in zion that summer
i was still trying to breathe
watch it corrode the isomers
everything i couldn't keep

all the nights that we spent being young
the copper rocks under our feet
the pastures never felt so wrong
up in flames your favorite evergreen

pull the needle through
laces lorn the center

i promise i wasn't crying
there was just smoke in my eyes
holding you until the morning
i'd fall in and out of the fire
wreathed in hollow ivory
christened collows bedaubing 

and i saw your body covered in roses 
and i started screaming, nobody noticed
the locket you gave me thread intertwined
tearing taut at the seams when it started unwinding 
i fell out the trunk of your dad's four wheel drive 
and we laughed it off when we called it a night
through the laurels and brushweeds we walked side by side
god you were so pretty even when we were crying 
cus' the rust started falling i ran out of time 
watch the world invert into infrared light 
lying lithe on the duff dying embers dissolving 
the smoke in my lungs couldn't stop me from calling your name
but i, (2x)

laurel

another semesters gone and i hardly
guess i'll sequester what i can't rearrange 
it's been a long damn while since a friend had said my name

sill out the corvette clost diptych erased 
roll out the carpet sit latched in a copper cage
i'm in the parking lot and you're still backstage 

i'll be front and center front and center front and center for you
just cus' they said cus' he said doesn't make it less true 
i'm scared to death i'm scared to death i'm to death i'll kill you just by saying hi (2x)

front and center

1/5
happy birthday to one of my fave songs ive ever made,, :3

og: https://soundcloud.com/dramatrial/bloodonmyhands

blood on my hands (anniversary edition)

7/26

coprod oldcollin on some of the backing guitars :3

lyrics:
you cant let me down
just feel it out
is it so ordinary now
i guess ill go somewhere
you could go 
whenever life's not fair
you can make it home
and i could tell you
and nobody's gonna get ya
like i do, like i do

when you call my name
i'm still the same
just unaware
but if that's who i am 
then i won't say all that now
think i'm falling off
i can't help that
nobody's holding on
tying loose ends upside down
but you're not listening now
no you just can't help that

no you just can't help but fight the fact that
this seems so unfair
can't bite my tongue to stop from speaking
lose my grip right there
it's a long way down
don't wanna touch the ground
but every time i hear the sound
i'm at a stand still
considering all of that
you know you cant let me down

ordinary (ft. oldcollin)

lungs (ft. jauntsen)

Megan's piano

fleurent

prod. me 

i watched the truman show and had a depressing existential epiphany
                  
   if this blows someday i wanna make a music video
     
  lyrics                                  
     
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call it progressive overload but i dont feel like im progressing

claim ill forever be alone if i dont learn all of these lessons

life is tearing me apart limb from limb just like a twister

and shes playin with my heart peelin slowly like a blister

cause i feel defeated and i want all this to end

conversations heated now they all want me dead

uh uh woah oh

they all want me dead (alot of times)

why do they all want me dead?

("your a dirty demon get away")

climax

call it progressive overload but i think im progressing way too much

im still alone but all these lessons helped me learn and stuff

lifes done tearing me apart and now i know im an emotional f***

("theres no reason to change")

("this is the only way")

blood on my hands (anniversary edition)

drama trial

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