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hypochondriac

intellectual greed

prod: jaelBeats
written: me
mixed and mastered: me
all plats:https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/summer-nights-2

Lyrics: 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
2x

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it a-

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it again

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us fall

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
4x

summer nights (jaelbeats)

prod mix master written by me

stream everywhere else too


Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

guitars by @alkylartist

prod @31sentinel and corefish



I break bones from the stress
Body done felt inept
And my soul to the test
Flyin' right out the nest
The control isn't etched
We could put it to rest
If the toll wasn't stretched
You could show me the best

I'm walking through the space
Talking to the same vagrant
I could find a way
I could find a way to change it
Turn another tabletop
Learning entertainment
Now I'm on my way
Body burning from the pavement
Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far
Living in a basement, I cannot escape this fate

I'll fight the cost
Let it off
Put it on my tab
I wasn't lost
I just thought
That it was my bad
Moving on
Holding up
And I'm running through the same bad
Fun, moving on
But I'm running through the same bad luck

Walking through the space
Talking to the same vagrant
I could find a way
I could find a way to change it
Turn another tabletop
Learning entertainment
Now I'm on my way
Body burning from the pavement
Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far

I break bones from the stress
Body done felt inept
And my soul to the test
Flyin' right out the nest
The control isn't etched
We could put it to rest
If the toll wasn't stretched
You could show me the best, oh

I break bones from the stress
Body done felt inept
And my soul to the test
Flyin' right out the nest
The control isn't etched
We could put it to rest
If the toll wasn't stretched
You could show me the best

Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far
Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far

VAGRANT

guitars dannyboyoo 
prod corefish

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
Lost in atonement, going overboard
To fall into place

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw then
Make a little content
Get a couple comments
Do it all again the next day in the morning
Hope it all was honest
Freezing up a big star to become a comet

And I didn't know that
Everything was fucked
Before we thought to face the ground
And now I'm
Tryna find the sun
But I can hardly settle down
Oh why am I staying up out of the sightline
Laying in wait from a far cry
Praying I'm late when the heart die
The heart die

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
I know my soul
But if I know myself I can't do the same
Fear of the toll and the blurry vision
I can't stay away
Lost in atonement, going overboard to fall into place

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw then
Make a little content
Get a couple comments
Do it all again the next day in the morning
Hope it all was honest
Freezing up a big star to become a comet
It's easier, I know, but then the feeling of control slips away

Bitch, I might
I might talk
But my gut is spinning all night
You give likes
Give me something and it's all right
A new cartridge in my pen made me all right
Made me all right
Made me, made me

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
Lost in atonement, going overboard
To fall into place

HEART

prod @gf5 and corefish

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

And now I'm constantly inside my mind
I'm trapped in a suit and tie
Feeling awfully objectified
They see me and scrutinize
They start to realize what the time spent meant to me
It's all in the crime of a mindset atrophy

I guess I couldn't solve all the riddles that you shared when you're next to me
Dissolve in the middle of the woods, it wasn't meant to be
Sulk by the phone while I waited
I need a little more in my lungs when I take it cause

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

I think it was all of me that left without myself from my suspension
Thinking my heart harbor thieves forever
I can't run from every sentence
Clogging my arteries, you know my heart can't take all the attempts
But I need to reassess us

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

Toss it up with my incompetence
When I'm in the eye of the storm I am the opposite
Somewhere where it's safe and it's warm
Where we can grow a bit
But I lost my faith in the world that was full of shit
I want it back
But slowing the tension now might be just what I need
Below interventions now I'm fiending for release

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

BLASTOFF

artemas - i like the way you kiss me, i can tell you miss me (full version, slowed reverb)

Lyrics :

I wanna slow dance
You're the only one I know, I wanna hold hands
All the limerence that I kept it to myself
Lead us nowhere, we been hiding in the shell
I know we gon' fell

But if we don't have it all
I'm trying my hardest to make you feel better
When I'm without you

They just tell me more
I should stay close with you
And I don't want you to get involve with anything
You'll be playing with fire

Baby, stay with me
Am I just an issue that will make you leave?
Something wrong?
Tell me, can you say it please?
I cannot fufill up on the things you need
Let it out baby, I don't-

It's all my fault, you know
I left the good ones in the hole
And I don't want them to treat you wrong

Take another shot baby, I just wanna stay
Living all my life, moment that you went away
Away, when you calm down for a moment I'll be
Waiting for the sun to come up
And you play your songs for me to hear
It's a beauty and a beast mode
I can't think about another one for you to decode 
I know that I've been on the wrong road
But I need somebody to talk to, it's a convo
So I cut ties with another bad apple in my basket
I don't wanna see it again

It's all my fault, you know
I left the good ones in the hole
And I don't want them to treat you wrong

Save you from the truama, I don't want any more drama
And baby, please just stay with me
Oh no, it's my fault
I need a call

I been finding ways for another safe zone for you in the world
Don't light it up, don't light it up for the pearls
Until they saw your face
I'm all alone
Try to find my home right before I know you until I fall

Just get it off right now
Let it out baby I just wanna hear your voice
Cause, all these songs are so melancholy
If you miss me back, then you better call me
Did they treat you wrong?
Did you get out of there?
Oh baby, it was all my fault
I know that you was right all along

Baby, I don't wanna let you down
Stayin' outside, everybody left town
Chasin' all the life that you're on about
We been out here for a couple hundred rounds 

Let it out, so baby, stay with me
Am I just an issue that will make you leave?
Something wrong?
Tell me, can you say it please?
I cannot fufill up on the things you need
Let it out baby, I don't-

I'm sorry for leaving you there
I should've known better before I talk to em'
Don't let it be up on your health, I'm cutting ties with them
And I'll cure the depression for you it is

All my fault, you know
I left the good ones in the hole
And I don't want them to treat you wrong

Just get it off right now
Let it out baby I just wanna hear your voice
Cause, all these songs are so melancholy
If you miss me back, then you better call me
Did they treat you wrong?
Did you get out of there?
Oh baby, it was all my fault
I know that you was right all along

Baby, I don't wanna let you down
Stayin' outside, everybody left town
Chasin' all the life that you're on about
We been out here for a couple hundred rounds

Oh, don't go away baby, please just stay with me

Eternal Reward

lyrics :

i stay with you now if you wanted something
wasted tears every nights over nothing
and im scared i'll be alone without you darling
protect you and me at all cost

i know that you want my acceptence
you think i had a choice for my balance
it's over for us when you turn it around

i can't sleep at night
cause you're waking me up
unless the sound of dynamite
it's all over the house

you're like a diamond shining bright
glowing up in the clouds
to say i'm not the type to fight them 
over it's all my head

over it's all my head
and every second i will be here with you
and the struggles that you're going through

i miss you more than life
i never wanna let go
everything we made it for ourself
no one will ever trying to break it

whatever you do
i'll stay safe
forever our eternity is left out
gone with my ability to save you
outside your misery

and i hope that i see you again
see you again
and i hope that i see you

and thats all that we got
it's a taste of a luck
right before we're in love
cannot tell you with words
i might leave it with us
all the things that i trust
can you keep me closer to you

and i know you might not get it
with the way i step inside
never had all these emotions
since you came into my life
wish i get to know to more
it's what it takes to be alive
and i hope that i see you again

i know that you want my acceptence
you think i had a choice for my balance
it's over for us when you turn it around

i miss you more than life
i never wanna let go
everything we made it for ourself
no one will ever trying to break it
whatever you do

i miss you more than life
i never wanna let go
everything we made it for ourself
no one will ever trying to break it

whatever you do
i'll stay safe
forever our eternity is left out
gone with my ability to save you
outside your misery

and i hope that i see you again

Ray Of Sunshine

lyrics :

[ dialogue ]
you have made it
how are you feeling
clear your mind
i will guide you through this journey
everything will be fine
as long as you stay calm and follow my path
embrace the unknown
follow the right steps
open your eyes through soft spoken past tense to the hall of egress
farewell

[arys vance]
she said she will find me
she will guide me
cuz i'm naive to my emotions
is she lying?
am i just overthinking that i won't survive
she will find me
she will guide me
she will find me a tree to sit next by
on my own

keep a distance
i know that you've been listening
and it's a last time that you hear my voice
knowing that i been going missing from the world
but i cannot win your love so i'ma do my own thing
cuz i find comfort in my own circle
i know it's lonely all of that it's just an external

can i trust you?
with angel wings cuz i see through
inside your eyes what can i do
to get out of fire and leave too soon
before i die the strings are too loose
you lost my heart and it's falling in loop
missing piece and i can't renew
for second life and i see the value

but i can't go out no more
these feelings that i can't ignore
i shut up lie down on the floor
i've never felt like this before
it hurts to see myself in doors
i walk until my legs get sore
it struck right down into my core
this final piece inside a lore
and i go

she pull out my heart and let me see
what is hiding inside i left the things i couldn't fix it to be
she does what i couldn't do

she said she will find me
she will guide me
cuz i'm naive to my emotions
is she lying?
am i just overthinking that i won't survive
she will find me
she will guide me
she will find me a tree to sit next by
on my own

clear your mind

search and destroy [ cover ]

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: too afraid to let inside
from a gaze you caught my eye
from the seams you know i'm trying to give in
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
lay my head down to rest
but i can't sleep 
cause the words that you said 
still haunt my dreams
and i've been holding onto something
time don't have the time for anymore
and my heads been to war 
watched him shape into yours
thought i found my cure
but you said and you swore that you wanted no more
than to be mine for good, just a lie that you wore
and it wears me down just to know i'm crazy
you were my comfort inside of the pain
and you were my cover when it was raining
never recovered and i
waste time in your eyes i gave in
and i realized got no time to reminisce
cause sometime i'll be fine just sit tight
leave me alone until i feel right
too afraid to let inside 
wanna save myself this time
through the seams you know i'm trying 
to let you in. 
(blank) 
too afraid to let inside
too afraid
and you know i'm trying
watch the seasons change
blood running cold and i start to feel deranged
thought i found the gold 
i just found another space 
that i can lay holed in and let my body age
no one else knows but 
i've been so fucked up
tryna find another reason to say that i'm done 
pick apart all my decisions to see i got none
never winning always telling myself that i'm gone.

covert

produced by @arysvance

lyrics :

i still remember everything about you now
for once in a while that i've been going off
i ain't vulnerable so i'll protect you from all the storm
but i'm stronger and wiser to anybody i don't wanna get involve

i'll bring all the flowers for you when you're gone
the magenta shades glowing into the dawn
hold my hand we fallin' under the sand
but we are far away from our fantasy land i'll be

right by your side
but i didn't know what you're going through
never been loved before all this is so brand new
and you're the right one for me i only need you

i'ma let you know
i been thinking about you everyday when i'm alone
i learnt to take my step and living out here on my own
i'm showing that i still need you
and i hope that i see you again
i won't be gone for you
when the sky will turning blue
when we fall we'll parachute

i wanna see you again
you're my everything
i miss your voice everytime you sing
i always pickup the call everytime that my phone rings
but i still can't find love that's only one thing

i stay with you and i don't wanna go back and take their advice
had enough had to cut them all off with my only knife
i need you in my life i've been all alone it's alright
i wanna see if you're my true love

i'ma let you know
i been thinking about you everyday when i'm alone
i learnt to take my step and living out here on my own
i'm showing that i still need you
and i hope that i see you again
i won't be gone for you
when the sky will turning blue
but when we fall we'll parachute

and i hope that i see you again

magenta

The Track Dropped not even 2 Hours ago and I already made this Mashup. Its not final I hope for an extended Instrumental Version on Beatport alot of Frequencies have been cut out due 2 Stem extraction Also want to add the vocals for the Drop but for now its Bonn the OG <3. Will update this one soon also with a Hypedit link for Downloads <3

Eternal Reward

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