crew love (cover)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@eunhae
prod/mixed/mastered by me.
additional vocals by @riptenshi

i want myself back.

lyrics:
how could i look in the mirror?
all i see is someone hiding something
couldn't be any clearer
that i lost my way a real long time ago
did you really think you'd get this far?
are you truly fine with who you are?
cut the bullshit
you've been living a great lie
killed by guilt from the inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

(eunhae)
wait a minute
it'll be fine in the end
and if it doesn't
then at least we can pretend
we're in control and
it's all going to plan
i say i'm fine
but not and i'll just do it again
it's gonna take a lot of time
to heal from everything that makes me cry
i keep on trying even though i really wanna hide
i wanna grow but i'm still spending every day inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me
on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me...

spotify

do it again w/ eunhae

[LYRICS]

[dc98]
oh my god you're beautiful
sitting right there
not even a care

i got all my best clothes on
just in case you came along
but something you said
made me question it

i fell asleep in your arms
thinking about things that we did
you are my everything
but good things sometimes they just end

knew it would be me and you
'til the day we die
but something could go wrong
i can’t bring myself to wonder why

[quare]
yeah, i fell asleep in your arms 
and when I woke up you were gone
i thought i knew you better 
but it turns out i was wrong
when I was lost in the woods, i was looking for you
but you just drove me deeper, and i know now it wasn’t true

i’ve gotta retrace my steps
i was setting out on a quest
and what I’m looking for now
is a way out
you sang me a lullaby
to ease me in to all your lies
because i find you in the morning and
you left me in the night

dc98, quare, & jish - lullaby

https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi
https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

[josua]
i tell you what you want
and never what you need
cuz i don’t wanna talk
to someone who gonna leave me
you say that you won't
fuck that i'll never believe it
it’s my little secret

[suisei]
should i just let you be a throwback?
so we both have
another shot at real love 
and you know that
i don’t think that this ever gonna work
solely cuz i don’t wanna be hurt that bad again

[josua]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[suisei]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

[josua]
oh my god
it is all a facade
i swear i really don’t wanna be here w u anymore
even my body hurts
think i’m gonna fall on the floor
i wanna stop bein like i’ll just walk away thru the door

[suisei]
don’t wanna let you go but i’m scared at the same time
i don’t wanna let you know so i act like it’s all fine
but the man you want me
to be
isn’t me
now you got me asking myself..

[suisei]
should i just let you be a throwback?
so we both have
another shot at real love 
and you know that
i don’t think that this ever gonna work
solely cuz i don’t wanna be hurt that bad again

[josua]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[suisei]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

[suisei]
goddamn
how did i become so 
obsessed?
don’t know why i hate me so much
the fault is no ones
but myself
all cause
i wanted you for myself

[josua & suisei]
waking up at 2am
from a nightmare
theres a stranger in my bed
not that i care
putting all these empty dream
into a cup
feel like i’m in a drought

[josua]
you say that i’m the issue oh my god
kinda believe it more everytime you say it
and honestly i just wanna break me 
so stop looking for me
i really wanna run free

[suisei]
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
fuck it happened again omg!

[josua]
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate cuz
it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair just cuz
it happened again omg!

omg! w/ suisei & wyrscape

1/5.....a remix over tyler the creator's puppet from igor

lyrics + additional prod. - lightt

said im running, said im falling, said im running

said im falling in love (2x)

said im fallin in love
calling help from above
hope for seconds to spare
but i cannot get up
love twistin my mind
from every direction 
its shiftin my values
forget whats important 
im your puppet for life
need you in my time
need you by my side
need you in my life

i do so much for love but i cant get it back
sayin its all worth the risks, but i keep losing track
on how much time i spent on you, im never getting back
feeding for delusions, cant come to conclusions

i only want you nobody else
fillin that void, nobody else 
(said im falling)
said im falling in love (4x)

puppet freestyle

Daisy's Limerence

Produced By Arys Vance

Lyrics :

I shouldn't have been the one to be there
But I can't get this feeling out of my mind
Oh, I tell you that it's something more that I wanted to say
But I can't keep it to myself

Cause Oh, I know that you're the right one from the start
Oh, I never had this feeling in my heart
You deserve someone better than me
That is why I don't wanna go that route, yeah

And I don't wanna let it go
Don't wanna wasting my time
I rather just free my soul
Just whenever you are
Oh, what is up with all my feelings?
I can't let it go
But you wanted me to go on that road
Then I'ma let you know

She was the one to fill my heart out
I never had anyone like you to let my words go out loud
Oh, I don't wanna stay like this to define who I am
Throwing all the shades, I ain't with it

Oh, I don't wanna tell you
I know that you're the right one from the start
Oh, I never had this feeling in my heart
You deserve someone better than me
That is why i don't wanna go that route, yeah

And I don't wanna let it go
Don't wanna wasting my time
I rather just free my soul
Just whenever you are
Oh, what is up with all my feelings?
I can't let it go
But you wanted me to go on that road
Then I'ma let you know

I don't wanna tell you
I know that you're the right one from the start
Oh, I never had this feeling in my heart
You deserve someone better than me
That is why I don't wanna go that route, yeah

Limerence

12.22.22 - chattanooga, tn

i always paint myself into corners just to think a way out
find a way to let it under my skin and get abrasive with doubt
but still i'd let it punch a hole through my ceiling
so long as the bomb in the attic could find a home in my bed

peripheral friend

10.06.22 - colchester, vt

sampled in dog eat dog

icanworkthisallout

Single 3 of 4
featuring vocals & writing by @mythvalley
written, produced, performed & mixed by Micah Callari
mastered by @ryptage

LYRICS:
My angel numbers follow me around
And the sound of old hymnals ring when I spot them out and about
But I won’t think about it now
Despite how loud the calls of the faith are, I refuse to hear them out

And I really do try my best
To talk about it with respect
But damn, I’m not in your debt
And I stand by everything I said
Cuz this here’s as good as it’ll get
I won’t run but I’ll keep my distance
I guess I’ll tolerate your shit
And keep my mouth shut ’til I’m dead

‘Til I'm dead
After all is said and done
I’m searching why should I go on
I've never thought of seeing it this way
The clouds are parting
Is it real life
I’m just a girl who’s just a little bit broken
Is it worth just a little more hurting
I’ve seen you here before
I’m spending all my time with these numbers
I need some more
Of the signs
Need you to tell me why
I see it this way
I'll never get a break
My angels, they keep me in check

My angel numbers keep me in check
Cuz I never want to close that door and call myself a goddamn atheist
Agnostic’s good enough, I guess
When I can’t bring myself to go back into religion quite yet

And I really do try my best
To talk about it with respect
But damn, I’m not in your debt
And I stand by everything I said
Cuz this here’s as good as it’ll get
I won’t run but I’ll keep my distance
I guess I’ll tolerate your shit
And keep my mouth shut ’til I’m dead

I remember the day I prayed
My church wouldn’t end up shutting its worn down doors
I remember the day my faith
Was hurt far beyond the point of no return
I remember their words, I remember their faces
As they mocked me way out back by the trees
I remember the flowers, the flowers
The only symbol guiding from that moment on that I would ever see

My angel numbers don’t mean jackshit
If I listen to conspiracies about them, it still won’t make any sense
I’ll act as if they’re just a bit
That I did to give some clarity about why I’ve seen them everywhere I’ve been

And I really do try my best
To talk about it with respect
But damn, I’m not in your debt
And I stand by everything I said
Cuz this here’s as good as it’ll get
I won’t run but I’ll keep my distance
I guess I’ll tolerate your shit
And keep my mouth shut ’til I’m dead

Angel Numbers

Angel Numbers (feat. myth valley)

out on all platforms soon
prod, mixing and mastering done by me
lyrics co-written by @krysalisalis

lyrics:
It’s wind on my sails
It’s the sun as it shines down on us
I’m not anything other than myself 
How many times do I have to repeat myself,
I’m never going back to hell

Time stands still when you got it in your hands
I’m still here despite the best laid plans
I guess I'll just see you later

my ship still careens
as our sun beats down on both of us
you're not anything besides what you seem
how many times do I have to get so sick
until we both jump off

It’s wind on my sales 
It’s the sun as it shines down on us
I’m not anything other than myself 
How many times do I have to repeat myself,
I’m never going back to hell

alright, I'll see you later.

see you later!

I had a choice in life
when I met you 
I was a rotten mind 
What did I do 
You said your sick 
of all the shit I did (do)
But I admit 
this thing is something serious
I just want to know if my mind is wrong 
Just talk to me 
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I wish I’d never need it 
Hollow me 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong
Just talk to me (talk to me would you listen?)
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I’ll give another reason (honestly I’m scared of distance) 
baby please (ill be on my way ) 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong
Fuck your life imma worry about mine 
Took 2 more just to ease my mind
Fucked up once with a careful lie
I won’t learn from my own advice
high every night and I’ll tell you why
Fuck this life 
it’s a prison
I don’t need much 
just a little time 
But Time ain’t shit 
when you clear your mind 
Fucked my brain with a little lie 
Tell me why this shits alright 
Just hope and pray ,
That things will get better everyday 
This shit just overwhelms
My heart , with pain 
Praying for the day I die 
My minds so gone , I need some help
My life so awful yea I know
My minds so gone
My minds so gone 
My minds so gone 
I swear 
Just talk to me 
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I wish I’d never need it 
Hollow me 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong
Just talk to me (talk to me would you listen?)
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I’ll give another reason (honestly I’m scared of distance) 
baby please (ill be on my way ) 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong

https://open.spotify.com/track/0C04d0TcdH8P4fAwkjNloq?si=c51da8c6af3e4570

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