BUSS HER UP w/ Umys

HEAVY (Sped Up)

Dog (sped up)

main channel @loveave

i have so much music sitting in the vault so i figured i would start pouring it out here. all of this was on my main account at some point but is no longer up lol
hope you enjoy! 愛してる <3

tracks:
0:00 u comin thru? (2019)
2:05 pain. (2020
3:55 symphony (2019)
5:31 bitch don't look alive (2020)
8:25 worthy (2019)
10:15 oldie flow w/ varius (2019)
12:46 novocaine w/ varius (2019)
14:41 nightmares (2020)
17:08 new eden w/ killer mantis (2020)
19:04 trap scholar w/ killer mantis (2020)
22:31 bossa bossa (2020)
24:14 bonds w/ e.clips3 (2020)
26:08 leave me alone w/ selvin. & e.clips3 (2020)
29:26 sadness w/ selvin. (2019)
31:15 untitled sad song w/ draffish (2020)
**also featured in ikigai's 2020 valentine's day video, much love to them <3 listen here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDReKomGF6M

avenue & friends, vol. 1 (2019-2020)

KILLING ME V SOFTLY (Live)

dreams_Frank Apollo remix

root of all ##flip

How does the warmth of a relationship become so cold?  Maybe forgiveness can shatter the ice that forms around our heart. Video and lyrics: https://intactsounds.bandcamp.com/track/cold

Cold

This is a sacred Lilith mantra and Black Madonna song, a chant of integration, healing, and shadow alchemy. It invokes the power of the Divine Feminine, the Dark Mother, and the Spider Goddess who weaves her web into Sacred Union.

✨ Use this mantra as a ritual song for:

Shadow work & ancestral healing

Embracing Lilith’s untamed power

Integrating fear of exile & reclaiming voice

Invoking the Black Madonna, the Dark Womb of Creation

Weaving love and hunger into One Sacred Web.

🎵 Listen, chant, and allow the vibration of these word.

Lilith Mantra | Black Madonna Sacred Song of Integration & Shadow Alchemy

I am the shadow, I am the flame,
The untamed voice you tried to chain.
From Eden’s gates I walked away,
No fear of night, no need to stay.

Lilith, rise inside my breath,
Teach me to dance with love and death.
No more exile, no more shame,
I call my power, I am reclaimed.

The serpent’s wisdom coils in me,
The womb of dark, the primal sea.
I claim the hunger, fierce, divine,
The lost, forbidden fire is mine.

Once I wove two webs of fire,
One of love, one of dark desire.
Now the hunger and the vow embrace,
In sacred shadow I find my grace.

No more exile, no disguise,
Lilith’s flame behind my eyes.
Spider-sister, strands aligned,
One web woven, none divided.

I walk with the Black Madonna,
Dark womb, fierce light of the Mother.
She whispers: “Daughter, weave as one,
The night, the fire, the rising sun.”

No more exile, no disguise,
Lilith’s truth behind my eyes.
Spider’s weaving, now it’s done,
Sacred union: all is One.

✨ May this song remind you that you are seen, honored, and held in the greater web of life.

✨ ALIGN. your nervous system with sacred rituals
✨ RISE. through ancestral healing & feminine alchemy
✨ BE. your most authentic, embodied Self

💫 Stay connected:
👉 Subscribe for more sacred songs, chants & community invocations
👉 Share this offering with a sister, brother, or beloved walking the path of remembrance
👉 Leave a heartfelt comment to ripple unity through the collective

May we align, rise, and be— together.

#sacredsong #unitychant #synarchy #divineharmony #ALIGNRISEBE

Lilith Mantra | Black Madonna Sacred Song of Integration & Shadow Alchemy

Mixed and Mastered by: @MISTERNEEK 
 
Artwork: Nicky Chulo 

Producer: @subdaio

Hol Up Wait feat. Mike Of Doom (prod. by Subdaio)

Stranger

Written and produced by Jada Nycole Ellise
© 2019

LYRICS:

INTRO:
Uh
Uh
Petty, petty, petty
Petty
Petty, petty, petty
(Can I, Can I)
Petty

VERSE:
Can I be petty (petty)
Let me be petty
She ain't me
What’s gotten into me
Is it my ego
All I’m sayin’ is
I feel the energy
This ain’t a real thing
She’s just a replacement
You say new year and a new thing
It seems like a facade to me
You say that to make yourself feel complete

CHORUS:
Enjoy painting with your temporary colors
That very soon will fade
It won’t equate 
Cuz you’ve erased what we so sacredly created
Can’t replace it
(P-petty, petty)

VERSE:
Can I be petty
Oh I'm so petty
Are you desperate
Am I just crazy
(Am I losing my mind)
And seeing my own things
Or is it really this clear
You settle cuz I’m not near
(You're settling)
Cuz you hate to be lonely
Don’t wanna let your heart breathe
Downgrade cuz you cant match me
Try but you’ll never find someone like me
Sailing along in your shallow sea
(Petty, petty)

CHORUS:
Enjoy painting with your temporary colors
(Yeah, yeah, because it's temporary)
That very soon will fade
It won’t equate 
(And it won't equate)
Cuz you’ve erased what we so sacredly created
(Everything that we've created is dust, dust)
Can’t replace it

Enjoy painting with your temporary colors
(You know that it's temporary)
That very soon will fade
(Yeah, and it won't, no it won't)
It won’t equate 
(No it could never equate)
Cuz you’ve erased what we so sacredly created
(Y-y-y-you should know by now) 
Can’t replace it
(You can't replace my love, yeah)

OUTRO:
Call me petty
Call me petty
Call me petty
Call me petty

KILLING ME V SOFTLY (Live)

Asal • عسل