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Love In Flames

Starlight Call

Faded Love

Nevermind.

used to hurt

We'll Be Together Again

Static Electricity

Track 8

“The quiet declaration. A final vow of devotion, whispered and belted through tear-stained falsetto — proving queer love songs can still ache soft.”

Best For Last

Falling Out Of Time (International Version) is Mokhtar’s most expansive and emotionally layered work to date—a minimalist R&B album that speaks in three tongues and countless moods. Written in English, Tagalog, and Malay, the project transcends borders and time zones, capturing the universal ache of change, memory, and quiet rebellion.

Each track is a timestamp from a life lived in fragments:

• From the melancholic refusal in “Ayoko ng Sunset Ngayon” to the cinematic collapse of “The World Is Shaking”,
• From the nostalgic ache of “Childhood” to the poetic defiance of “Cutting My Hair at Home”,
• From the imagined escape in “Life in Another City” to the theatrical finality of “One Last Dance Before My Inevitable Death”,


The album moves like a slow dissolve—velvet vocals over ambient textures, lo-fi percussion, and lyrics that feel handwritten. It’s not just international in language, but in emotional reach: every song is a passport to a feeling you thought was yours alone.

This version is for the listener who’s lived in translation, who’s felt heartbreak in more than one language, who knows that time doesn’t heal—it distorts. Mokhtar doesn’t offer resolution. He offers resonance.


11. Losing The Spark

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
You said you only call when you’re lonely
Guess tonight, I’m the fix that you owe me
Got your jacket still hung on my chair
Smells like your perfume and bad decisions in the air
We move like strangers when the sun comes up
And talk like lovers when the blinds are shut
Every time, it’s the same rotation
Half truth, half temptation

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m not tryna keep what’s not mine
But you keep crossing that line
And it’s all in the way that you breathe on my neck
When you know you’ll just leave in the morning, I bet

[Chorus]
We’re just temporary people in a permanent bed
Saying things we don’t mean, but they loop in my head
You don’t stay, and I don’t ask you to
But the night gets cold when it’s not with you
Temporary people 

[Verse 2]
Your silence got a taste I could drink on
One touch, and the hours get all wrong
You write your name in my fogged-up glass
And I wipe it off ‘cause we don’t do that
I don’t wanna fall where you won’t be
But my hands got a mind that they don’t see
It’s a crime how we both still show up
Knowing love’s something neither of us want

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m not tryna keep what’s not mine
But you keep crossing that line
And it’s all in the way that you breathe on my neck
When you know you’ll just leave in the morning, I bet

[Chorus]
We’re just temporary people in a permanent bed
Saying things we don’t mean, but they loop in my head
You don’t stay, and I don’t ask you to
But the night gets cold when it’s not with you
Temporary people 

[Bridge]
Your phone lights up, and I turn away
I already know there’s another name
It’s not love, it’s not hate, it’s a habit
And we both keep coming back to the static

[Outro]
Temporary people…
Permanent bed…
Yeah, we both know how this ends

Nevermind.

asanine

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