Nathaniel Christopher unveils a striking new body of work that blends raw emotion with experimental soundscapes and hypnotic rhythms. Across these five tracks, Nathaniel captures the turbulence of love, identity, and self-discovery, crafting an immersive listening experience that is as vulnerable as it is visionary. “Mr. Sonic”, the project establishes its futuristic energy through pulsing grooves and layered textures. “Real Love” with heartfelt sincerity, exploring the search for truth and vulnerability. On “Shower Curtains,” Christopher embraces a darker, atmospheric palette, pulling listeners into an intimate and cinematic soundscape. “Virgin Mindset” pushes forward with bold reflection, embodying themes of growth and new perspectives. “Lost Relationships,” the collection leaves a lasting impression — a bittersweet meditation on heartbreak, healing, and resilience. With its balance of introspection and innovation, the album showcases Nathaniel Christopher & his ability to transform his deeply personal experiences into universally resonant music — a soundtrack for moments of solitude, reflection, and late-night journeys.

shower curtains


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We grabbed our happiness

I mourn peace and freedom. I mourn checks and balances, and the democratic consensus. I mourn every innocent victim of war—every child, every dream crushed by every tyrant. How could I not? How can you not?

Being pro-people and pro-peace isn’t being anti-anyone, it’s refusing to let pain justify cruelty. I love my Jewish friends, but I also mourn the moral consensus we once called “Never Again.” Because safety matters—yours, mine, theirs, ours. Everyone’s safety matters… That’s why my heart can’t stop singing and praying for world peace. I’m not anti-anyone. I’m anti-dehumanization. My hope is that the Jewish story can end in healing, not repetition. 

I can’t help but hope… because I believe we can protect each other without inflicting new wounds. Empathy isn’t a zero-sum game; it’s what makes us human! It’s what helps us survive and thrive as one earthly, democratic tribe. In fact, empathy is the ultimate weapon against evil! That is exactly why those who cannot feel it try to divide and conquer by calling empathy weak or dangerous.

Simone Weil wrote: “Imaginary evil is romantic; real evil is gloomy, monotonous, barren.” So when I hear friends glorify revenge to justify genocide, I weep… as if trauma could explain violence because it gives despair a proud story; as if moral drama, fueled by hubris, could heal the multigenerational void of helplessness left by past and future trauma. When a pacifist says “no more heroes, no more villains, just humans,” it’s treated as a threat, as if “you’re with us or against us” were unquestionable truth. 

But Nietzsche warned that those who fight monsters must be careful not to become them, and Hannah Arendt reminded us that fear of being a victim can make us accept the role of the oppressor. Real humanism doesn’t erase trauma, it transcends it! Pacifism isn’t naïve; it’s a radical commitment to ending the cycle of identification with force. 

Winning means grounding ourselves in moral coherence. Life is sacred. It’s not about picking sides between nations (or parties)… it’s about choosing compassion over cruelty. Sigh. 

And so well now, of course, I wrote yet another song—another “Letter to My Friend,” about Never Again. 💌

—
@bananasutra – Lyrics: “Letter to My Friend”

Hey love, 
I’ve been thinkin’, the air’s gone strange.
We built a bridge, but fear made the range. 
When did caring turn into crime? 
Since when did heartbeats choose a side in time?

You think my tears forgot their tribe, 
But pain’s one language, that’s the vibe. 
If I cry for Gaza, do I leave you dry? 
Or can both our ghosts learn to sigh and fly?

I’m not your enemy, babe, I’m the echo that remains. 
Every love I add don’t steal your chains. 
Peace ain’t a prize that one can win; 
It’s a wound that heals when we let it begin. 
Oh, Bananasutra sings again…

Your roots run deep in haunted clay, 
I feel that tremor every day. 
But if walls keep empathy out of sight, 
Ain’t we just living in longer nights?

You guard your story like sacred wine, 
But I sip my sorrow... it tastes like thine. 
Can’t “never again” be a door, not a wall? 
Must one rise so another can fall?

I’m not your rival, love, I’m the ache that understands, 
Two trembling souls with open hands. 
My heart don’t subtract when it starts to expand; 
It multiplies truth in foreign lands.

Pain is pain; it don’t wear flags. 
It needs no borders, no tags. 
Fear’s a thief, babe, it steals our sight, 
Makes day look wrong and wrong look right.

Would you rather win, or rather heal? 
Would you rather numb, or rather feel? 
If trust could hum a new refrain, 
Would you hear my note through your pain?

I’m not against you, I’m just against cruel. 
Love ain’t a weapon; it’s the rebel’s rule. 
Let’s rewrite Never Again for all, 
’Cause peace built on pride’s just another wall.

So hey, my friend, come dance instead? 
We’ll sing for the living, not just the dead. 
Bananasutra’s heart don’t bend, 
It blooms, it breaks, it mends. 🪽


[12] Letter to My Friend (Never Again) - GROWsutra Tzigane Arabesk Soul Peace Fusion Gipsy INDIE

Prod. @prodbyxander
Mixed&mastered by. @himynameiswonik & @solittleboykumira
Vocal. @himynameiswonik, @solittleboykumira

오늘은 너에게
달려가고 싶은데
너의 통금시간이 우릴 방해하려 해
i don't care i don't care fuck it

막차가 끊겼음 좋겠어
막차가 끊겼음 좋겠어
오늘 거짓말 좀 보태서
집에가지마 난 못됐어

나는 원익이야 fuckin baby
멋진 감성이야 flow는 sexy해
남자들은 게이가 될 수 있어
여자들은 나를 사랑하게 될 거야
매번 강조하지만 나의 감성은 trandy해

너가 너무나도 부러워 이런 멋진 날 만나다니 lover
시간이 없어 너와 빨리 밤 하늘을 보며 감정들을 열어
너의 마음은 예술이야
난 말해 오늘 밤엔 술이야

야 솔직히 말할게 처음엔 너의 몸만 생각했어
근데 너와 있다보니 내 마음 예전과는 달라
쉽게 표현하지 못한 건 있던 관계마저
잃어버릴 것 같았어 내 진심을 받아줘

baby 서툴지만 나 원래이래
이런 아름다운 관계는 
쉽게 찾아볼 순 없어 근데 여기에 있네
벌써 막차 시간이야
집에 갈 거야?ㅎ 땍땍
내가 맴매 할 거야 오늘따라 네 앞에선 나 바보야

사랑을 원했어
너에게 닿기를 
i just wanna stop chuchu  
시간을 끌었어 
막차가 가기를 
네가 내겐 star 두근 

두근 대는 심장을 본 
너의 얼굴이 빨게져
속마음 모두 알았어 
네 맘속으로 flowin 
i want you bae
간만에 둘만남았네 
i love you bae, 
분위기 녹을때까지 

slow, slow, 천천히
i want your feel,body
간만에 조용해 지더니 분위긴  
i love love  천천히, 
i want your feel body
간만에 조용해 지더니 분위긴

좋겠어 w/ KUMIRA (prod. xander)

EP Part.1 'Crush'

-Track List-
1. intro
2. Broken Heart w/ Meller 
3. 널 위한 일 w/ rheehab
4. 아이였잖아 w/ rheehab


beat by. Yusei
Vocal. ASEL

You are a liar
​
(V1)
If you call me.
when you find
ok i see you maybe on my dream
i'm just 니 생각에 i'm just 니 생각이
just want call you​
아마도 너를 감추지 못해
Why should I looking at my path
One action in the summer drunk
​yeah yo we want you
i still be want you
anyway call me. 
just looking for to
I'll do it for you.
​
(Pre chors)
You told me.liar
거짓말 하 지마 넌
내게 psycho 난 속아도
또 네가 좋은 걸
you are so beautiful
왜케 예뻐서 날
​
(H)
너가 말해 줘 내 허리츰에 손을
둘러감아 동네 한바퀴를 돌지
너가 말해 줘 내 허리츰에 손을
둘러감아 줘 늘 잊지 못하게 널

Intro (You are a liar)

(H)​
다 지워 버리고 또 와 일로
버려놓고 내게로 다 일로
날 위해 주는 것은 나일론
네게서 버렸졌어 와 일로​
​
다 지워 버리고 또 와 일로
버려놓고 내게로 다 일로
널 위해 주는 것은 나일론
네게서 버렸졌어 와 일로​​
​
이제 봐라 내 시 시간이 빠듯한데
슬기롭게 하지도.. 
내 깊은 안에선 난
자던 주제에 뭐이리 또 말이 많아 
뭐 뭐 계속 뭐 해놓고 해놓고​
어제 아져씨 또 그때 대화를 걸어
"버스비.."
잠시 또 사라 지는건데
"버스비" 아직도 생각이 나는데 왜 
일일 퀘스트 왜 ​왜 왜 yeah ​
​
(H)
다 지워 버리고 또 와 일로
버려놓고 내게로 다 일로
날 위해 주는 것은 나일론
네게서 버렸졌어 와 일로​
​
다 지워 버려요 또 와 일로
버려놓고 내게로 다 일로
널 위해 주는 것은 나일론
네게서 버렸졌어 와 일로​​​
​
계속 또 계속해 
계속 또 계속해 ​
계속 또 계속해 ​
계속 또 또 또 또 ​
​
계속 또 계속해 
계속 또 계속해 ​
계속 또 계속해 ​
계속 또 또 또 또 ​​
​
​

Stress  (demo)

Moon 0:0 pm

beat by. Be dar
Lyrics. ASEL

의미없슴


​(V 1)
아침에 눈을 뜨며 일어나
잠깐 설 레여도 나는 OH YEAH
아침에 눈을 뜨며 일어나​
이 소매 Okey 춤추는 나에게 on and on
​
숨은 라일락
숨은 라일락​
숨은 라일락​
​
seamy 없어 난 음악들만
우리가 아닌 혼자
love and your liar
love and your liar
seamy 없어 난 음악들만
우리가 아닌 혼자​

Daily routine (demo)

우리의 발끝을 잠시모아
날아가보자 하늘로 2 3 chit cha

마법같은 맘 마법같은 fly
lookin down the ville, 무섭지않아  

oh take me to the land,
land that I wonder
tryna find my peter pan


잊어버렸던 기억에 잃어버렸던 마음
검게 물든 나와 everything is grey

가끔 난 꺼내봐 순수했던 그때
아무것도 몰랐던
old time they in my mind

if someone gives some chance to me
maybe I will be confused 

달라져있는 많은것 
모두 연결됐던 것

가끔은 생각해 되돌린다해도 
똑같진 않을테니까 그래 너와 나의 사이도

우리의 발끝을 잠시모아
날아가보자 하늘로 2 3 chit cha

마법같은 맘 마법같은 fly
lookin down the ville, 무섭지않아  

oh take me to the land,
land that I wonder
tryna find my peter pan

You Peter

Dante's Creek (Cover)

you like a Touch my back
That was very young.
well 못해서 만만해 더 지쳐버려 got my back
지키라는 말만 해요 change is constant
이미 아무것도...                
내려가는 길에는 but
이제 봐봐 더 바빠지는 널
I'm like a desert of
바빠지면 낮에 잠을 취할 것
let's getting the car
늦은 하루는 꺼져
잠과 이별을 외쳐

​
you like a Touch my back
That was very young.​
well 못해서 만만해 더 지쳐버려 got my back
​
you like a Touch my back
That was very young.​
well 못해서 만만해 더 지쳐버려 got my back
​
would u
would u
할 일은 never not
cause u
cause u
할 일을 채워 더
​
힘이 들면 더 좋아
무력함은 싫으니까
힘이 들면 더 좋아
더 비싸고 싶으니까

만만한 사람 (demo)

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