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blare - all the things

howd i let a cis white boy get ahead of me 

from my @sleepyzone fest set !
@dramatrial sample from the song we made together :3
prod. me

bruh these lyrics go kinda crazy 
lyrics:
they said i'm lying when my stummy hurt cuz IBS
fuckin w ur bitch on pictochat thru my ds 
steal all ur high-end clothes because i DE ES (like a desser u feel me?)
ur fuckin pressed about it 
and now ur dads getting pounded 
behind a walmart 
in the back of this honda
ur mom didn't want ya
the head was so mid
that shit was just like donda
you like opposite sex
the only opposite thing
is i make multiple checks (i dont im broke as fuck)
and u have multiple bros
and you'll kiss em goodnight
while u thinking about femboy clothes
and how u wanna wear them, well i guess who knows?
how bout u change ur fuckin name 
and let ur voice (trans)pose 
then u can get up on my lvl lil bitch!

[hook]
cuz im lookin for a better me
estrogen
thigh highs
chokers 
i need everything
how'd i let a cis while boy 
get ahead of me
give me two weeks i'll change your pronouns 
definitely
x2

BETTER ME !

i'm back i guess, only took me 5 months
thanks to @https://soundcloud.com/101delta for helping me mix the vocals

lyrics:
you and i on a bench tonight
just enough light to see your eyes
with you i forget the time
reminice when everything was fine

wanna run away, sorry if i wake u
left you so much love even tho i hate u
you know this all, i think it's fate

i hold it in and never cry
everyday at night i want to die
try and try for you and i
never really felt like mine
why is it so hard to be alive
i'm getting myself way too high
people around me and i just hide
so fucking boring i can't deny

my heart burning in my chest
i may die with my life a mess
waking up feeling dead
thinking about things i had

count to three and i'm on the floor
never enough always wanna have more
you act like youre perfect
never wanna go back
i'm sorry what's that
two seconds again you're mad
i been lookin for the right love
never seem to be enough
nothing in my mind look out the window
dropping tears on my pillow

i hold it in and never cry
everyday at night i want to die
try and try for you and i
never really felt like mine
why is it so hard to be alive
i'm getting myself way too high
people around me and i just hide
so fucking boring i can't deny
why is it so hard to be alive
i'm getting myself way too high
people around me and i just hide
so fucking boring i can't deny

you and i (p. lousy flowers x altery)

Prod. Acecoamy

this is NOT a remake

Release Date: 19/11/2022

hate grows

hate grows +Nevering (Acecoamy)

what's up world ? ! i'm here and im very gay!!! lets goo girlies <3
stole this beat from some guy named tom, like what? get bettr!
~ ALLEY!
--
aint nobody guide like me 
feeling so fly like a g6
ima be the pilot please
don’t be talking when im on the beat, sick
aint nobody right like me 
feeling so high, off of three hits
aint never coming with the weak shit
ima go off when the beat hits

tell me bout the game plan
cash it in advance, feeling like the man
ima need like three bands
master with the scam, pop another vance
i can’t fucking stand
all these fake ones, aint a day one
with a chill pill you should take one
on the come up, i won’t wait none

i aint say nun
but i wanted to, i would body you
when the days done
i been making moves, not a thing to prove
swear im in the zone
i can never be alone
now everybody hit my phone
hit em with the dial tone

ain't nobody guide like me ! ! !

Another song with the twizzy 

https://soundcloud.com/grimvvice

Self produced :)

hate grows +Nevering (Acecoamy)

Ashtrid, twentiv, syycade

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