𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

[LYRICS]:

boom, rocketship
riding on a spaceship
i don't wanna face it
i don't wanna chase it
i just wanna make it
i just wanna make it

yeah, i'm in my zone now
now i'm never slowing down
freekstyle, baby, i don't no brakes now
all gas, yeah, i'm up off the ground now
all gas, yeah, i'm up off the ground now

come down, baby, yeah i'm coming down
off the drugs, yeah, i don't hear a sound
deadwood co, i flex for my brothers
they make me feel loved like no other

no other, baby, i'm no other
my mother, i do it for my mother
suffer, baby, yeah, i won't suffer
when i die all alone in the gutter


rocketship (make it) [prod. LMP_45]

better ending W MisFiiT(web)

Tolerance. W MisFiiT(bornhero)

the last time until the next time (secre x chris marek)

spacewalk (tiedforsilver x feya bisseau)

the lesser of two evils (hollowprpl)

sorry in advance (flesh x bloodcryY)

i am not of earth (tiedforsilver x hollowprpl)

lyrics 


i know too much
i know too much 
oh ive grown so tired
girl im throwing up
i know too much 
we know too much
theyre all watching
i think theyre after us
i suffer here
alone again
and i cant stop these thoughts
in my head 
its over now
let me go
cuz im under earth
n ur under oath

its too much
after all
and i knew that
but you let me fall
and im too weak 
after all
do you need me
like at all

in this forest mist
i return to dust
and im over it
except im really not
and in this village shack
it whispers in the dark
am i coming back
before im dead and gone
hold me tight before im gone
before i lose myself again
im losing faith in myself
i cant talk to any friends 
i cant talk with anyone
youre better off leaving me numb
just in the corner and im slumped
in the bathroom throwing up

its too much
after all
and i knew that
but you let me fall
and im too weak 
after all
do you need me
like at all

the last time until the next time (secre x chris marek)

ashtodust