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twikipedia - again
@twikipedia

u told me it gets better

https://open.spotify.com/album/4yV8TF3N12LAIghIahg2H7?si=K6yEAfBFRLKSCp416xccfw

production, composition, & mastering by @chasesalvia
mixing by @vilsynth & @chasesalvia

i know you hate when i waste time
unalive
right from wrongs
a piece of litter turned my-

right where you needed me
i’m breaking, jesus please
who knows i barely sleep
i can’t get down on my knees
who do i look to be?
human or barely ceased?

these drugs were all i could find
the luxury sides
polar opposite feelings of dreading intertwine
these drugs were all i could find
the luxury sides
polar opposite feelings of dreading intertwine

not always true to myself
know i can’t live in delusions without knowing cause
it’s affects how i tell
always highly sedated and just pushing out the words to stall

for me
and you
god please
your truth
can’t see
too weak

(i don’t know, i don’t know what drugs to do)
(i don’t know, i don’t know, one slip up and we’re screwed)

right where you needed me
i’m breaking, jesus please
who knows i barely sleep
i can’t get down on my knees
who do i look to be?
human or barely ceased?

these drugs were all i could find
the luxury sides
polar opposite feelings of dreading intertwine
these drugs were all i could find
the luxury sides
polar opposite feelings of dreading intertwine

i know you hate when i waste time
unalive
right from wrongs
a piece of litter turned my life to a fraud

spotify

what have i become? [chase salvia]

flavor w/ killaura

OUT ON ALL PLATS

prod. sleepy x diameex x esskay

tryna talk to me
why you talkin 2 my friends?
i hope you know that i dont want you and
i hated us, yea i wanted it to end
and i cant do it all over again
and i dont even want you for a second
you a issue
crying need a tissue
baby i hate you with all my heart and yet i miss u
swear i knew it all from our start and yet i kissed you
talkin 2 me like ion know shit
that type of talkin get ya dome hit
you dont know me enough to tell me u love me
but thats the only thing i got for me thats coming
and i deserve all of my problems babe im nothing
and everytime i try n open up say something
i cant get words out
everything hurts now
what am i doin im js turnin into her now

everythin around me fragile
im a king in my castle
cant swim gotta paddle

friend or foe

I love this game 🌫

Lyrics -
I gotta stop
I cannot flop
I'm going crazy
I'm on the top
I get a bag
I get it fast
Wii sports resort, I'm flying past²

If you wanna talk, you get hit with a sword bitch
10 bull's eyes in a row, through a damn ditch
I been draining 3's, feel like pros, in the NBA
If you wanna bowl, getting strikes every day 
Real strange flow but I'm working on it
I'm going up, like that's ironic
People wanna tell me that I'd never make shit
But like every song so far is a hit
I got stacks, I got bands in my pocket
If he wanna talk, put his face in a locket
When I'm rapping feel like I can't fucking die bitch
No I'm not no fucking pussy, wanna fight bitch

(repeat hook)

I don't care about the numbers but they steady going up
Look like analogue clocks, got money stacking to the top
Bitches talking on my name, like I could ever give a fuck
No surprise, I keep walking not a word other than sup
Bitch
I cannot stop till my creative sense is satisfied
Slashing like regicide
Imma just keep making heat
and gaining respect, with hopes in before I die
I just been stuck at the bottom, I guess that it's part of the life
if you wan talk on my name, then you best know, I got-
Big guns, I-points on your head 📍📍📍
Big puns, like Sans, up next
Big pop, boy you no threat
Wii shop, I cop some threads
I just keep going cause I do not care
call me a pyro, how I got the flare
I just keep burning down like
I'm always on fire, bitch I'm a nightmare
(these lyrics are shit)

(repeat hook)

Wii Sports Resort🌊 (Shand)

ctrl+44 (w/ryen)2CB version

cover art by satomikazunori on ig.
demo i made back in february 2023
produced by @h45.

verse 1
we're running round with our heads all inside in out
grass all on the fence with her hair on the floor
take all the thoughts that you have out ur head i say
cuz the summer's bliss is all that we have for now

1/2 chorus
cuz our heads are on the surface
and no tears will come out ur eyes
(u get up and i fall down) x4

verse 2
i'm drowning while he's just making u watch
head underwater with all of ur hair in ur face
wake up and realize the things he has done
help me get out of this mess that im in

full chorus
cuz our heads are on the surface
and no tears will come out ur eyes
u stole all ur feelings
and she ripped her heart out her chest
(u get up and i fall down) x4

u get up, i fall down (p. bb)

you come home thinking “why do i exist”
you’re scarred up from your legs to your wrists, oh dear
that’s the 13th time this year
broke too many promises 
thoughts of thinking you’re worthless
live your life in constant fear

it’s okay that you’re grey
rainbows always fade away
but they come back 
and you know that 
and they always make someone’s day

you’re breaking at the face
you’re losing too much weight
you’re holding your breath and you’re stuck in your bed
you’ll starve yourself to death

no one’s on your side
they’re ignoring all your cries 
struggle to get through the night
you see the lights through the blinds 
they only care about you when you die

people suck the life out of you
that’s why you gotta pick and choose
i know it hurts but you've gotta heal soon

stare in the mirror, tell me, what do you see?
a vacant soul that’s worth prospering 
you’re not alone don’t you ever think that please
you’re worth the whole world to me

you’re not alone

the fearless leader cooked up on stream 
we cooked up in 20 minutes 

@somberpara
@1jayne
@xelsius
@wheeeaty
and izaya tiji or sum idk (xel had a dissociative episode all weekend so hmu if this was you)

ctrl+44 (w/ryen)2CB version

ASHSOCOZY