bloodymary

prod me x.x (main lead: utaqqa/everill)
Credits:
@1lav

LYRICS:
baby tell me
am i enough for you
i just want you to adore me
and then be the one for you
i just want you to know that i'm sorry'
baby make me bleed
my throat is getting sore
you're the only one i need
girl i need you more
let's do it all over again
girl i need you by my side
carve a cross onto my hand

(x2)
i used to die for her
i used to die for her
i used to die for her
like girl just text me cuz i'm worried
i used to die for her
i used to die for her

i feel so useless all the time 
and i can't seem to fix it 
don't know if i'll be alive
i'm certain that i'll be
dying all alone
i might just end it all
i'm looking for you
but you hate me after all
bloody hands
a dark expression
no more friends
it's all due to your actions
i wonder if 
i'll be myself again
at any time 
i'll die for you again

(x2)
i used to die for her
i used to die for her
i used to die for her
like girl just text me cuz i'm worried
i used to die for her
i used to die for her

DIE FOR HER

SPOTIFY

DIE FOR HER [lavendr]

[VISUALISER ON SPOTIFY]
prod me fagzzz
master by @xaduma

@disoc8
hurry up n tell me, tell me wtf is wrong w/ me
u can't help me, u can sit n watch me fucking bleed :/
i told u i was sick inside,
u kissed my lips n said it's fine,
u swore u'd stay then let me die--
die, die.

bby can u let me carve ur name? or r we js not the same?
tear me up, then stitch me back,
then break my heart, i'll love the pain
like slit my wrists no turning back
i hope u watch while i decay
like bitch i do it 4 the drugss
n i do it 4 the fame <3

i <3 drugzz that kill,
seretonin in a pill
if i overdose tonight
would u still tell me that it's real?
i <3 drugzz that kill,
bby tell me how u feel
if i od in ur arms tonight
would u still luv me still?

@bandiicam
girl tell me that you love me if we lose everything
i dont wanna drown you out but bitch i swear youre insane
you sit and watch me cut right through my veins
i dont wanna look at your face i hate what you say
without you my love i dont think im alright
doing all my drugs just so i can get by
heart is so cold like i dont think i can cry
staring at my ceiling im like god please why
cut it just cut it, oh its one of my habits
i cant sleep or eat at night idk how i manage
we dont think the same, we dont think the same,
we dont think the same, girl you got me cutting on my veins

chorus lol

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song,
take care<3

I <3 DRUGS THAT KILL w/ bandiicam

produced by me

lyrics:

take me to the light before I hit the killing floor
there's a million tiny birds singing words I can't ignore
we were both born as rabbits, living in our abbatoir 
if i'm living just to be slaughtered, well then my heart is yours

see the sky, and it's moving closer
i wanna see my eyes, way before it's all over
my chest is getting tight, god i wish i was sober
can't tell if i'm alive, won't need to know where i'm going

/// 

and now i die here for weeks on end,
save me your eulogy

i want you to give back all that you took from me

you keep all your little words, not something i'd ever need

i live as a leveret, pray i stay evergreen

died here for weeks on end,
save me your eulogy

i want you to give back all that you took from me

you keep all your little words, not something i'd ever need

i live as a leveret, i'm living in atrophy

///

i die here for years on end, can you believe in me? 
as frail as the morning dove, i'll never have purity
all things decay in time, that's not excluding me
you're sewing my mouth shut when i didn't try to speak

died here for weeks on end,
save me your eulogy

i want you to give back all that you took from me

you keep all your little words, not something i'd ever need

i live as a leveret, i'm living in atrophy

Frail

featuring: @omgartixan @xovanity
produced by: @omgartixan
mixed and mastered by: @iwannabemissed
artwork by: @vuelure on instagram


[Intro: artixan]
Ah, ah
Ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah

[Verse 1: artixan]
Jump, jump, jump, all night at the nightclub
Doin hella drugs, snortin' fetty all night long
Its wild party baby, take your clothes off
Tell me that you love me and i'll show you off

And she wanna do my drugs so she'll go along
If she chillin' off the molly like a lil slut
Yeah baby go around me 
I know that you found me
And she listens to my song
Acting like the paparazzi

[Verse 2: cy4ne]
I wanna jump, jump, jump, all night long
We gettin fucked, fucked, fucked off that Tylenol
You got that speed, bro? Everything I asked for
So now we rave, rave, rave to this crazy song
Mentally deranged, addicted to that powder
Suicidal thoughts, speedballin' with a downer
Rogue mode on Safari, and I don't mean the browser
Ivory-haired bitch, yeah, she keep on moanin' louder, louder
All this molly got my pupils rounder
I just went to Christie's for that bitcoin money launder
Yo' bitch said she love me, 'cause she knows I'm makin' money
And you're sittin' in the corner, watchin' while I pound her
Jump, jump, jump, jump, jump, jump

[Verse 3: vanity]
Come take a bump with me and cy4ne
I wanna see, I wanna see, I wanna see
Celebrate more, 'cause the money double our way
I can never lose, 'cause I'm countin' all your hoes, wait
Faces goin' blue when I show 'em below my waist
Countin' multi bands, and your face is sayin', "Oh wait"
I'm a killer like I'm fuckin' Jack from '08
Goin' serial in my mind, I don't wait, yeah
Light your face like my little cig, oh, oh, yeah
Break a fuckin' bone like I'm Hawk up in here
360 on y'all, I ain't ever heard her
You could never see me like I'm fuckin' Cena
I just fuckin' have fun, you a fuckin' scene whore
You ain't never been the bands like I'm countin'

[Outro: cy4ne]
I wanna—, I wanna—, I wanna—
I wanna jump, jump, jump, all night long
I wanna jump, jump, jump, all night long
Jump, jump, jump, jump, jump, jump
Jump, jump, jump, jump, jump, jump

jump [+artixan +vanity] [artixan]

vanity
all the shit thats in my head i been kicking it alone
smoke a lil cigarette i aint feelin better yet 
i know all this shit im doing is gon catch me when im dead
so im sitting on my hands longing for a better chance

man i grip that blunt 
feeling stuck
engine cut 
lost my soul dont give a fuck
innocence can not adjust  
life is moving backwards 
can you catch her
everything is faster 
nothing lasts here
clutch it push it faster
ashes on my dasher
chug it till the black blurs
then make her fucking back hurt 
eyes red, numb head, fucked up again 
ending this chapter, it doesnt matter 
 

all the shit thats in my head i been kicking it alone
smoke a lil cigarette i aint feelin better yet 
i know all this shit im doing is gon catch me when im dead
so im sitting on my hands longing for a better chance

stardante
lemme smoke another cig
and lemme hit this blunt
im faded as fuck nah this aint no stunt
i already know what u on girl
but come here and lemme see u twirl
oh yeah love it when u grind on me
the feeling, it feels like ecstacy
doing lines in the club girl 
with ma twin, pouring up girl
u know that i love you
but this life  id choose over u

offkey feat. stardante (pr0xy & morecalcium)

@sn8kebytez
I said I love you
But I'm really not sure now
I said I want you but I don’t think I'm pure now
Could say I hate you but it really won't work out
So I’ll keep quiet, shout it out through this song now

Lyin' through my teeth
Been trippin' over my feet
Been so stressed that all I focus on’s weed
You say a lot of shit, and it’s never adding up
Tryna get shit through to you’s like taking adderall
I'm sorry, did I say something mean again?
Did I split my tongue and overthink my sentences?
Should I cut myself to apologize to them?
Should I keep my wrists covered up in bandages?

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

My phone never lights up, they never wan’ text
All the people around me say I'm a pain in the ass
I cover my face because they hate me in class
I don’t think I belong here, I'm a talentless mess
Tryna focus on my studies so I graduate
I don’t listen to the gossip cause it’s extra weight
I can’t let bullshit get in my way
I really hate my life but I'll push through it today

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

[interlude]
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh

Grlll y u tryna play me im srry 
im so numb I cnt feel my body 
Scars on me she kisses them softly 
Can’t believe I dated a thottie
She like put your heart in the bag this a robbery 
Made me so mad made me so salty 
But to her ts is just funny
Snorting pills it got my nose runny 
Can’t believe she thinks I’m a dummy
Tryna find out if u rlly love me
Tryna find out if she rlly fw me
Tryna get to ur heart can’t find the key
Only in my fantasy 
Ur the only 1 I dream of
Shawty got me beepin like a robot like I’m BMO
shawty crying on my shoulder she be turnin emo
All my home boys switched up now, I got backdoored
ya that’s why I never lack tho
You is just a bronyy u be built like hasbro
Remember being little watching MLP bro
only cuz my sister was watching ts too doe

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

thoughts w/ $nakebytez

Lyrics: 

She gimme Brains like zombie
Made it clear she wants me 
I’m like the undead
 rot  in her bed
She’s gona give me head 
no words said 
I’m corpse walking left for dead 

Cotton Candy massacre 
I her head game crazy 
Fresh and tasty  a peppermint baby  
Will you be my lady 
Will you be my bride 
I know the answer I can see it in your eyes

thoughts w/ $nakebytez

asht0nn

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