This is a demo that I made in 2022. I tried to finish it this year but im really bad at producing, and to be honest i have no idea how i mixed all of this (i don’t even know how to play the piano correctly lol) but the whole idea was in my head, so i tried to make it and it worked :) 

I’m not a big fan of sad songs (or slow songs in general) so i know this is kinda unexpected from me, but a friend encouraged me to upload this, so I hope you like it! 

Lyrics, instrumental, vocals and all arrangements by Asicnar
Recorded in one take
Made in Bandlab
Please, don't use this song without my permission, and don't post it as yours.

LYRICS: 
I lost my mind
Trying to feel your hands in mine now
 I lost it all
i cant find your footsteps in this path and

I dont wanna feel alone 
I wanna find you somehow
I stare at the door waiting for you 
 But I know that you're not coming home

No, don't leave me, no
I said when you decided to let go 
now im all alone
And i can't take this  

I'm scared, scared of my end
but how can I change that?
how can I learn from my mistakes?
when I was younger
everything was
better with you by my side

deep inside, in my mind
you and i, lived a life 
side by side, where we died
both together
its a lie, we’re divided
i still cry, every night
i let you die, i think i died
when you said goodbye
oh-oh-oh-oh


I lost it all
Tell me, how can I live with all this mess?
memories from,
my past mistakes,
missing every piece of you in my head
i cant go back
losing you broke me apart
oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

I'm scared, scared of my end
but how can I change that?
how can I learn from my mistakes?
when I was younger
everything was
better with you by my side

deep inside, in my mind
you and i, lived a life 
side by side, where we died
both together
its a lie, we’re divided
i still cry, every night
i let you die, i think i died
when you said goodbye
oh-oh-oh-oh

Lost It All (DEMO)

Asicnar