Feenin DEMO

people always think this is a breakup/love song... yikes
whatever butters your corn, ya know? if thats your vibe pewiod

sadly its an inner conversation with myself
... i wrote in bed while crying in my dorm because i really wanted to cut my journey short. 
chose to sing about it instead of hurting myself.

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LETTERS TO YOU (original)

Damaged Goods - Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Who knew little me could become heart broken 
Became so accustomed to pain that I lost my emotion 
And now I’m searching for a way to love without expecting your departure 
This time I won’t be quick to take off my armor

[Pre Chorus[
Wish I could be the man you always wanted
Wish I could give you everything you deserve

[Chorus]
But I’m damaged goods so how could I expect you to love me 
How dare expect you to fix me 
This isn’t what you signed up for 
But my heart’s got residual pain 
So excuse me if this door never opens
And excuse me if these walls never fall down
You can’t risk being hurt again
When your damaged goods

[Verse]
The new me wants to stay cuz this time it feels different
But the old me is stuck in the ways of moving like trust is missing
I hope you know I am doin my best self sabotage comes kinda easy 
But if I pull away cuz I’m afraid try your best to forget me

[Pre Chorus[
Wish I could be the man you always wanted
Wish I could give you everything you deserve

[Chorus]
But I’m damaged goods so how could I expect you to love me 
How dare expect you to fix me 
This isn’t what you signed up for 
But my heart’s got residual pain 
So excuse me if this door never opens
And excuse me if these walls never fall down
You can’t risk being hurt again
When your damaged goods

[Bridge/Interlude]
Oh’s

[Pre Chorus[
Wish I could be the man you always wanted
Wish I could give you everything you deserve

Marlon Atari - Damaged Goods

I Made Things Complicated - Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Who am I to miss you when I wanted you gone
Who am I to call you when I hung up the phone 
Who am I to text you when I left you on read 

[Refrain]
You must be so frustrated I made things complicated

[Verse 2]
I thought that this was goodbye now I’m waving you hello
I thought that we had reached our max now I think there’s room to grow 
Thought this was a break up now I’m writing you a song 

[Refrain]
You must be so frustrated I made things complicated

[Verse 3]
Cuz’ everything was perfect. Now I question everything 
Like are we really working or are we forcing us to be 
Instead of holding on we should just quit while we’re behind 

[Refrain]
You must be so frustrated I made things complicated

[Bridge]
You shouldn’t have to beg for me to love you
I didn’t know what I wanted and I hurt you
And you’re tryna heal while I’m asking to be your friend 
But can we just be friends

[Verse 4]
Cuz’ I kicked you out of my heart when all you wanted was to stay 
I used you for a title then I threw you away 
And now I’m thinking about you cuz’ there’s room in my bed 

[Refrain]
You must be so frustrated I made things complicated

Marlon Atari - I Made Things Complicated

If These Walls Could Talk - Lyrics

[Verse 1] 
I started a countdown to you
Looking at our pictures as soon as I wake up
I’m watching all your favorite movies
Cause I can almost hear you singing all the line

[Pre Chorus]  
They say distance is the good thing
Cuz’ the bed still feels lonely when you’re gone
I say so much it’s hard to believe me 
But will you take it from another source

[Chorus]
If these walls could talk 
They’d tell you I miss you
If these walls could talk 
They’d tell you I’m here
Sittin’ in the dark
Waitin’ for you to come home to be 
If these four walls could

[Verse 1]
I miss you singing in the shower
And stealing all my sweatshirts
And making them look better than I do
I like talking bout’ our future
And naming all our children
And picking out our neighborhood

[Pre Chorus] 
They say distance is the good thing
Cuz’ the bed still feels lonely when you’re gone
I say so much it’s hard to believe me 
But will you take it from another source

[Chorus]
If these walls could talk 
They’d tell you I miss you
If these walls could talk 
They’d tell you I’m here
Sittin’ in the dark
Waitin’ for you to come home to be 
If these four walls could

[Pre Chorus]
They say distance is the good thing
Cuz’ the bed still feels empty when you’re gone

[Chorus]
If these walls could talk 
They’d tell you I miss you
If these walls could talk 
They’d tell you I’m here
Sittin’ in the dark
Waitin’ for you to come home to be 
If these four walls could

Marlon Atari - If These Walls Could Talk

Light Again

Light Again [Prod. Take A Daytrip]

i wrote this song in 2019 for a class.

dark, spellbound tug-of-war between the human side and the supernatural in her blood. inspired by "Chilling Adventures of Sabrina", the song's written from the Sabrina's point of view. it asks what evil actually means... and if power is something to fear or embrace. 

cinematic, witchy, dramatic, and beautifully unhinged.

piano by gaines

JEKYLL & HYDE (original)

Piano/Bass The incomparable Brian Kennedy (@BKmusik)

When I hear your name
I jump out the plane
Thats how I fall for you
Opposite lane in the range
To get to you
Cause I know you'd do the same

And don't try to act
Like that's not love
When I know that you
Been through the same 
Stuff I remember
I know its crazy
But I know when love is real
So don't try to act like thats not
How you feel...

When you go away
I just want to scream
Thats how I call for you
Hydroplaning in the rain
To get to you
Cause I know you'd do the same

And don't try to act
Like that's not love
When I know that you
Been through the same 
Stuff I remember
I know its crazy
But I know when love is real
So don't try to act like thats not
How you feel...

How You Feel

Home.

I DO NOT OWN THIS BEAT . FULL CREDIT TO THE PRODUCER

R:ED

Wine

lost in my bedroom LIVE @ my bedroom 

i wrote this song months ago when lockdown first started and 9 months later i did a live version of it and now here it is 
long overdue upload but i love this song so whatev3rrrrrr

u can check out the live video on my instagram <3
https://www.instagram.com/tv/CHWEjmdAft9/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link

lost in my bedroom live

a place for me to shed some emotions...

bronx-bred siren with some global dreams

JEKYLL & HYDE (original)

Asmé

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