Cycles

Moon

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halo2

diving headfirst into thickest fog of the ether

music by weaver
visuals by luhas https://luhas.neocities.org/

warmth keep me company
we share a face all the same
it hurts to breathe, screaming with ghosts in machines
i'll be precise fluorescent lights take me away to another place
there's no embrace in this state
in blurs i'll drive for days
my vessel dictates my shape
it's ok to forget my name cause i hate my form and my face
silent scream
forget my voice and your's rings out in its place
self destructing screens flicker in noise yet don't break
digital life exists in spite of that
encrypted names, miserable space cold to the touch

vessel pilot

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0hxjbytvJo

　顔を埋めて「いかないで」って言った日が遠く、耳鳴りと胎児のように蹲って、届かなさを思う。届くことなんて永劫にないし、それはとても尊いことだとも。
　違う世界のいきもの。例えるならば二次元と三次元、此岸と彼岸、とにかく違う。異なるロジックで作られた、二人が同じ空間にあるなんて可笑しいなって思う。
　だけど、街を見下ろせる展望台に立ち、闇に滲む月と街明かりを即席で写し撮ったこと、や真夜中の強い風、君の紅い瞳、交わした言葉、笑える話、全部思い出すのは妄想？
　顔を埋めて「いかないで」って言えないまま日々は過ぎ、私が死ぬまで抱えたまま終わる。秘すれば花と聞こえはいいが腐臭を放っている。けどそれが醜いとも思えない。
　同じ色の瞳を覗き、死んだらどうなるのかって訊いたら多分答えてくれる。歪なロジックで作られた、二人が同じ空間にあったなんて。
　そして緩やかに遠いままいつかはなればなれになるなんて、素晴らしく尊いな。
　街を見下ろせる展望台に立つ。雑居ビル、冬、地下、いろんな場所。思い出すのは、そんなとこ。朝焼けと去りゆく、残像に振り返り、君はいない。いつかいない。全部思い出すのは幻想か？
　今死にそうに立ち上がって、君のいる場所へと、息を切らせて会いに行けば何かが変わるのか？
　部屋のドアから伸びる長い廊下は。
　二次元と三次元、此岸と彼岸。
　今、もはや廊下はひどく長い。

長い廊下 [requiem] / ex. happyender girl

@Hexosphere

This awful place where angels break
The foulest dreams we set ablaze
Where is your shape?
Shiver in new ways
The saddest scenes
The wasted days

This awful place
This constant plague
We'll starve the shade
My light in chains

Every second's like a dream I'm entangled in
So I'm reaching, waiting for the end you softly said
If we were intertwined then you could read me at a glance
But it wasn't enough to kill half to become a twin
Never mind, never found the light
Time to overwrite
Thousand years ago, fused together like a kernalsprite
Never fine, never right, always fight or flight
Sick in body, sick in mind
One eye open with a knife
This pure decay has taken shape
I watch myself waste through my days
Where is my shape
Its fallen away
I watch myself waste through my days

This awful place
This constant plague
We'll starve the shade
My light in chains
My light in chains

PLAGUE [Hexosphere & Murrumur]

I know you're frustrated
And you know i can't take this
Live prey just fated
Torn apart at the skin

Will it resonate
And reflect in your head when my voice starts to break
Watch me suffocate
Never mind what I said, just prepare to amputate it
Dug a shallow grave for the sleepwalker that you sent to sea
Slip and score their clay
They were always awake, you don't know anything, no
We kissed with an absent face
Deep water I'm disengaged
Every day's the same
Fuck your help I don't care you're well meaning
I'll blindly wait
While the bluest flames set my church ablaze
You'll have to carry that weight
Sedatives aside all your words are serrated

And i know you're frustrated
And you know i can't take this
Live prey just fated
Torn apart at the skin

Did I always mean just to end up this way
Just to be a machine
While my wires bleed
Prostrate to God, yeah I know I'm unclean
Never heard you sing
Your cadence is warm but my ears fell deaf
And you'll hold your breath
Secrets you'll compress to yourself to the end

lamb

lyrics/vocals: me + @brynnmiche
production/mixing/mastering: me
sample: Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonaise

lyrics:

[sadfem]
months spent wishing you would take me back
wallow in my hell
indefinitely dwell
on love you gave me when i couldn’t give it back
i couldn’t give it back
i couldn’t love you
so you moved on and it made me sad
quit caring for myself
realised what i felt
when it was too late and you couldn’t love me back
you couldn’t love me back
i’m not enough to

[brynn </3]
never sleep, never eat
i always feel so incomplete
without you here by my side
things just never come out right
please come home, i am alone
i just want you for my own
when i have you, you'll have me
can't you see we're meant to be?
i'm not very good to myself
or to my body
this body that
you have given me
i don't take very good care of myself
and i absolutely refuse
to ever ask
anyone for help

[brynn </3 + sadfem]
never sleep, never eat
i always feel so incomplete
without you here by my side
things just never come out right
please come home, i am alone
i just want you for my own
when i have you, you'll have me
can't you see we're meant to be?
if it's meant to be
it'll come back
if it's meant to be, ooh no
it'll come back
ain't no time like now
don't live in the past
baby don't hurt yourself
tryna make good times last

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unfollow ur heart [+ brynn </3]

as featured on It's So Over (We're So Back) Vol. 1
https://itssooverweresoback.bandcamp.com/album/its-so-over-were-so-back

PLAY DEAD (Human Ver.)

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