Encontrarme no es suficiente...

rnb20*17

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chill vibes to relax and hangout to

Don’t read it because she’s lying (she knows it so she shows it). Don’t think this much at home. If u got platitudes in yo head…..JUST DONT SAY EM.

Feels like a lie like my heart is going to pump out of my chest. A lie about my conventionality to people that don't matter, also a lie about my growth to people that do. A lie about my person to everyone. There is a schism of where I am and where I want to be that can only be achieved by long term investment but I just crave crave crave crave to be instantly gratified. LOL. I should not delete this stupid caption to acknowledge the shame of self-betrayal and the wound it leaves. I write this to depart from the dead skin but not dispose of it. Read and weep at All these dumb platitudes that aren't even funny. Because all these funny insincere words are just me lying to everyone like I used to. To everyone's long-term detriment but to postpone a short-term realization of shame. Because I am literally too guilty all the time to even bear a moderate average amount of shame. I want to be stronger than this but I'm trapped in the cyclical need for strength to handle the shame I feel constantly but lie about to not confront because Ultimately I lack that strength but I need the strength, I need to break the cycle. Sorry for the dumb caption originally. I want to be as funny as I can even when I'm incapable because I don't want to be alone. I need constant validation even though I am self aware of the fact I should try to be strong enough to stand alone with an internal understanding that I am valid. I want this to be temporary, so I am sorry for the time being where I am not where I want to be. I will achieve this growth by the correct and most sustainable means, however long it takes.

FebMar 23

promise

<96 dream 2>
1. 命運 fate 「intro+9am6master」
2. (!)核聚變nuclear [+9am6master] 
3. luv(hate) myself/w TAVA [+9am6master]
4. 炫·舞 [+9am6master]
5. 淚·落 [+9am6master]
6. 殭屍物語 zombie talk/w wewe sin [+9am6master]
7. I knw u,do i ? [+9am6master]
8. on/off-line ［+9am6master]

prod.@9am6master
cover.@lenimon

3. Luv(hate) Myself W TAVA [+9am6master]

Bigger Than Life Or Death

Lick Back Remix (feat. Future & Young Thug)

Written, Performed, Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Chandler Rogers

more music soon

FADE

I never wanted 
To feel like this 
I never 
wanted You
to go away 
Like ripping pages 
From a half wrote book
Now faded letters 
From the ash, remains 

And I know 
You’ll fade 
And I know 
You’ll fade

I gave the world to you
from off my back 
I watched you
Let it fall, away
Too heavy for your heart 
You said 
I’m left with nothing 
But your name 

And I know 
You’ll fade 
And I know 
You’ll fade

And I know 
You’ll fade 
And I know 
You’ll fade

Fade

Prod. me and i sing wow arent i nuts

Go listen to the original it is way better it is so good:
https://soundcloud.com/oakscreen/in-my-head-2

I actually made this ages ago when I first heard the song, but just refused to release it for some reason, but here it is, it ok, i like it, it cool, it pog, it go, it dont, i dunno.

ty to @oakscreen for making amazing shit and ty @mistmurk for forcing me to drop this.

Oakscreen - in my head (Suroki Cover)

thank u eve for making this song with me
https://soundcloud.com/mimideathh

eve da bro fr fr!!!

Heaven With Mimideath

(Prod. Artist)

(Chorus)
I fell in love with Shopping the mall
Buying it all
Shoes and the cars
Buying it all
I fell in love with Shopping the mall
Buying it all
House and Awards
Buying it all
I fell in love with Shopping the mall

Buying it all

Watching 👁️👁️👁️ w/ Dolly + Twikipedia [prod. Elxnce + Dltzk]

Lyrics: 

Verse
Violence in our silence
do you see what I see?

Beating, beating,
this wake up call
nobody speaks up
What’s the source of it?
 
Hook
Maybe i am lost inside or
Maybe I am now found
Can’t ignore the pain they’re causing
Inside of them, right over here
 
Verse
Empty heart empty heart
Put down put away
Fear roams the city sky
Forget about me
 
Beating, beating,
this wake up call
Beating, beating,
nobody speaks up
What’s the source of it?
 
Hook
  
Bridge
We can’t understand
What we don’t see
In front of our eyes
Enfolding
 
Two glasses of wine
Mouthing theories
This is more than
This is more than you and me
This is more than you and me
 
Hook

Pantomime

Broken Spear - Emo Cruise

https://www.mediafire.com/file/kpo2qg8m6oaag6a/kuronuri%2528short%2529.wav/file
original:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BekVGwSX3c

kuronuri(short)

@y4ndere @h1yori

i rest my head and sleep pretending
that i am fine and that i never let you down
fall in this cycle of unwanted actions
suicidal an unconscious state of mind x2

thinking back
i realize
i was too blind
now my heart is numb
you were never honest
this time i can tell
you always break your promise
wish i could be indifferent
my brain is in dissonance
  
this burden that i carry
wish you could see thru my eyes
you said that i should grow up but
you could never live my life
and i would never trade it 
i know that ill make it thru
the night, ill be fine

ive been self reflective lately
i know i cant fix everything 
but it feels like im running out of air
every time i wake up and youre not there

fine「prod. yandere + hiyori」

[LF195MP3] V.A. - ぶーと・こんぷれっくす！
DL : https://archive.org/details/lf195mp3

[LF195MP3] ひとりぼっちブレイク [ぶーと・こんぷれっくす！]

betrayed 「prod. yandere」

Vocals and instrumentation by Fifty Grand

"LOVE YOU
to the broken pieces that I left you in"

Angeles Crest Highway

karnaboy - my best friend (former hero rework)

prod @taylor

[lyrics]

can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
it's starting


can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
it's starting

wake me up I'm tired of all this dreaming
wish for futures I just can't believe in
try to grip tight but it all slips away and it all slips away again
maybe that's what the cards portend
these eight swords, world stuck on the end

I can't I can't I can't I can't
I can't I can't I can't I 

can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
it's starting

can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
it's starting

I ran so far
   need a map of the cosmos to navigate my headspace
I hid so long
   feels like I've been here before I'm not thinking straight
I ran so far
   left turn down the hallway don't know if I went this way

I can't I can't I can't I can't
I can't I can't I can't I 

can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
it's starting

can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
can't get away
it's starting

Download & Streaming

m1dy - Loveless (Preview mix)

01 Invisible
02 Rewind (m1dy vs M-Project)
03 Shut up’n’dance
04 Mokzu

Title: THRASHKICKIN'
Artist: m1dy
Label: EZiKi
Cut number: EZKCD005

m1dy - THRASHKICKIN' (Preview mix)

M1dy - Cold Pizza

prod: yandere
vocals: kerosene + crescent
lyrics written by: yandere + crescent

Stream us on Spotify! https://open.spotify.com/artist/5EyYculuuhEIKCu9IClSV7

Crystal Statues

Lose Control ft. kerosene, crescent (prod.yandere)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVaX66m5neM&ab_channel=20%2C00

yesterday

original: https://soundcloud.com/sebseb122/bonerr

BONErr (pop punk flip)

prod @januaryyy
vocals by @odel007 and me
mix n master by me

stfu! x_x ft. odel (p. jxlyy)

World in Color

something different i made that i dropped on a alt lmk what u think also added some stuff to it if u listened to the original

Different Kind Of Love

be proud from where ur from. even tho the rest of the area hates u
https://soundcloud.com/team-industries
@user-177606669
https://soundcloud.com/animesxcks (assonance)
https://soundcloud.com/twerknation28

Heaven With Mimideath

Onel G