A lonely flower lost in her own thoughts, inevitably carelessness will take control of her actions, over and over.
So originally the goal behind this track was having it be 110 bpm, start with a slow piano intro that would develop into more electronic drops with saw stacks and such, but I randomly decided to try it at 182 bpm and ended up liking the idea a lot more and just deciding to continue on that path for writing the song, and while doing so i ended up focusing a lot of on the thematic side of the piece, which i wrote with a story in mind first, which was one about downfall into melancholy/corruption of mind represented under the form of a flower, thus why the title, and is also why I wanted to be some parts to feel really glitchy and is how I ended up choosing some elements of the song like the operatic voice towards the end and the outro specifically, as well as some of the sound design focusing a lot on down sampling elements, then after that pretty much focused on making everything feel as Artcore possible.
Overall had a lot of fun making this, although piecing all of the individual ideas was pretty hard, especially when it came to writing the verses, but still pretty proud of how it turned out and I hope you guys will enjoy and be able to feel what I was trying to portray in the song!

Λmaryllis

Music producer/composer and part-time witch. 

I hope you guys enjoy my music!!!

If you want to upload or use my music please contact me first through my discord or twitter.

Discord: astolsko

so manic It kills you
so funny you die
there's always so much going on...

some grass (for touching):
https://i.imgur.com/RbnIsLD.png

Λmaryllis

Astolsko