

I’ve never hated myself more than this 
I’ve got to change I gotta get on my feet
And just do something 

I wanna talk to you but Im not meant to 
Seeing my friend get love 
While I get none 

But I wish  was you my better half 
I try to put myself out there 
But I get no response It shouldn’t be so hard 

But this don’t come naturally to me 
Maybe I can do it after all 
After all I’ve done it before 
But I forgotten how

If I die tonight 
What will I be leaving behind? 
I just want to have something 
That’ll prove I was worthwhile 
Something that can make you smile 
Something that can make you keep going for miles

i can do it demo 1

astonisreal