Unlock It + Better Off Alone sped up/nightcore

better off alone X clarity (sped up)

many preliminary exercises innumerable as sins – futile of themselves
designative of the ultimate means negate all faith by living it
put an end to this duality

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manifested from chaos between 2003 and 2012 while still an egg.
recorded in various locations, assembled and mixed at the enbion in 2024

7 Versatile

8.46 BLUE NOISE - Sarabande
14.36 Raffertie - Your Final Kit
18.50 Coil Musick - Montecute - The Angelic Conversation

Voice by @prisonreligion and Derek Jerman
Cover by www.instagram.com/grotesquevertige

BLUE NOISE - De toutes les Formes

Better off alone x Clarity (sped up)

Kil Marcel's Realist mix finds the Bornholm producer in the midst of a prolific twelve months. @kil_marcel has self-released the post-club EP Every Scar On My Body Reminds Me of You, a pair of albums in Regrets and I Am Deathly Sick, and had placements on Kavari's Ambient Tape 002 and Marmint's Tüskebölcső compilation. They have also mixed for Retreat Radio and Quit Music. KM's Realist mix typifies their uniquely omnivorous taste, blending nu-metal, gabber, baroque pop and cloud-rap, alongside reams of their customary ambient, noise and deconstructed electronics.

The first half of the mix conveys a disintegration of the music, the mix asserting effect at the disappearance of the music, at the disappearance of the mix - where lingers a caterwaul in kilobytes... a horror of the motherboard, the horror of an ongoing archive (the archive once had an evil selectivity, transformed now into a totality of imagination's impotence), horror of the unenunciably stricken by omniscience. There is consolation in the starting of the indecipherable, the sections of voice that butt against abrasion never distilling into comprehensibility. The only organon of language is non-language, which is a meaningful music - a radicality of the earphone... the earphone an alien hazing. A music against a listening - where listening disintegrates, so does a person, and the purpose is to disintegrate the person. To disintegrate the belief in the person of a person.
     There is a moment in the mix where the violent volume drops out for a second, for the extreme volume to return only seconds later. It is a charming flicker of the person behind the music, only for the person to self-erase at the moment of realization and re-introduce the state where the possibility of the music is that it outline anew a self-perception through repulsion. One listens not to hear. One listens for a tutelage in disappearance. One cannot have opinions on music... it is only effective where is witnessable the shape of a silent reckoning. 

But there is a second-half to the mix. Less computational, less a horror of endurance. If the first half is about the disintergration of the self as the only viability of language (music is language only more approximate to the actuality of feeling), then the second half is about what remains of the human - which is to say about all of the human, who is an agglomeration of unrealized remains - a matrix of glints crying out from a capsule that is boundless. The tincture of a remembered dance. The foreclosure of a person fully-formed. Memory and being and the indistinction now of these words. The mix's penultimate question is - can anybody hear me? So asks anything that lives. Such is the language of a glance, a brush, the dysfunctive tryst. Or so asks anything that has yet to imagine what it is or ever was.

Tracklist 

Korn - Clown
666vandal (deleted)3ème cime remix
mazes purr - en deçà (de) 
Wolfgang Tillmans - Make It Up As You Go Along (Salem remix)
Evitceles - Son Of The Moon
Cristóbal León, Joaquin Cociña - The Wolf House
Prospero - Broadcast From The Coming Dawn (w/ Pneumatic Detach)
Reptilian - Dominator [R-N-O remix] 
Kil Marcel - ID
Aphex Twin - Come to Daddy (Pappy Mix) (Roskilde Festival 97)
Dreamcrusher - La Haine
David Lynch - The Elephant Man
The Stranglers - Golden Brown
The Grief - (first track on "Au-Dèla 1990")
SADWRIST - ⟬⟬⟬ ✧ ¿ delusion kills creativity ? ✦ ⟭⟭⟭ 
William Friedkin - The Exorcist
Film Noir - Decry
Rosewater Elizabeth - Hazeldeane
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Kil Marcel - ID
REPTILIAN - Massacre
Quavis - N.D.A
Pafarazzi - 06 SERPENTYNY (prod. Brudny Wosk)
Kil Marcel - ID
Lil Peep - 16 Lines
LAITR - Aleasre
Lise - Where Is My Mind

art by https://www.instagram.com/grinnallll/

Realist Alive Radio 017: Kil Marcel

Cover by www.instagram.com/grotesquevertige
Voice : HALYZE / SUNLICKER / VERTIGE
Collectif : soundcloud.com/geometric-corruption
ZY (@project_zy)
RAIIKA (@raiikamusic) 6.34
23WA (@23wa) 8.32
PRODUCER DÉ (@producer-de) 10.55
CUTSPACE (@cutspace) 17.31
2926315 (@2926315) 21.35
VERTIGE (@d-o-l-l-002666969) 26.02
JHL (@jhlofficixl) 30.04
MAEL*LE (@mael_le) 35.04
CENACEAE (@cenaceae) 38.46
ZY 42.40

BLUE NOISE - ORGANA

Raiika is the Los Angeles–based producer and sound artist working in the space between cinematic ambience and industrial dissonance. Their music treats noise as emotion and silence as structure, building sound worlds that feel both sacred and wounded. Through distortion, texture, and voice, Raiika explores how beauty can emerge from ruin — how heaviness can become clarity.
Their catalogue on Bandcamp outlines a distinct language: Ave Maris Stella, DIRTMOUTH, and Scold’s Bridle trace shifting forms of devotion and decay. The Raiika Edits series extends that practice into reimagined club mutations, while BADGIRLSPIT REF*CKED — a remix album — reframes earlier material through the lens of other experimental producers, amplifying its chaotic tenderness. Across these works, Raiika’s sound remains instantly recognisable: physical, emotional, and unflinchingly honest.
Within Los Angeles’ experimental underground, Raiika has appeared across radio platforms and intimate live settings, bringing their evolving sound into spaces that blur performance, ritual, and reflection. Their practice bridges ambient composition and post-club energy, moving from quiet introspection to total immersion.
For Beats&Bliss, Raiika presents a mix that unfolds as a narrative of feeling rather than form. It moves through moments of restraint and intensity, holding space for both devastation and renewal. The result is a deeply human work — vulnerable, raw, and alive with motion.

Tracklist:
O Saala Sakraal - Moth Melismata Photophilia
E_Death - Born From A Wish 
O Saala Sakraal - Apokatastasis 
Sightless Pit - Whom the Devil Long Sought to Strangle 
Insula Iscariot - Acceptance 
SADWRIST - ЩIZΣПΣD⼳⁽℧⁾⼳ЩIZΣПΣD (Raiika Bring Her Back Edit)
Bring Her Back Scene 
Insula Iscariot - A Precognitive Dream 
Pharmakon - Vacuum
Raiika & Sueuga - La Insoportable Levedad Del Ser 
Raiika, MYEN, JHL - Scold’s Bridle 
KAVARI - Somniferum (MYEN Hex Dub)
Raiika & Sueuga - Return The Hunt To The Measure Of Dance 
BLUE NOISE & Raiika - Op. 102 (ft. Halyze)
Insula Iscariot - A Body Is Clutter 
7777 の天使 - Moonlit Mirrors 
Olivia Belli - Departure (Lullaby) 
Susan Atkins Interview (1976)
Robin Lorentz & Nicholas Chase - Bhajan_ I. Bindu 
Hildur Guðnadóttir - Bridge of Death 
Jennifer’s Body “Kiss” Scene
KAVARI - Talons (Interlude) -
NURSE3D - Under The Skin 
Sunn O))) & Boris - N.L.T. 
Exploited Body - Only Your Eyes Could See My Wings 
Raiika - Wake (feat. Ghozt) 
Ben Salisbury & Geoff Barrow - The Cult of Kaelego 
HIDE - Daddy Issues 
Raiika - Exit Wound (MYEN Remix) 
Raiika - ID 

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009: Raiika

the plastics within my bone marrow

“Before making music together, they started by injecting each other with hormones. Drawing inspiration from the deconstructed noise transfem scene, Elie and Astra Octarine formed @ultracute a noise and computer music project using their DIY granulators. A duo of disassembled dolls who are followers of the post-(anti-)club for academic bitches, overly manipulated by FLINTA spaces and pronoun circles, whose tracks represent the destruction of their own confidence. Their first album was released in August on the swiss label Herzkern. Bodily autonomy for all and free Palestine.”

Ultra Cute drop tonight a Realist mix which is not deconstructivist as much as an abolition of anything but the refinding, an assertion of solidity in elision of any containment, reappropriation as a singular personhood in reference. The probability where an internet’s wealth of hyperkinetic and emotive music is matched with the virtuosic destruction availed by computational tools. An everyday ultimacy, where pop music, fidelity and becoming are enacted via an annihilatory euphoria at-hand, made by two artists who shy not from euphoria’s detumescence. This is neither an academic music nor a postmodern one. It is a statement that in the extremity of toolkits and interpretation is discovered that which illustrates labile circumstances and bodies that in an explosion of actuality escape their own definition. ~Definitionally new, but a music that negates such words.

https://www.instagram.com/ultracute.asf/
https://herzkern.bandcamp.com/album/meowstrogenised-energy-pee

tracklist - 

Eks - Intro / Only Input
Yan Higa - 92.8 FM (Saskia Hack)
TALPAH - HOT LIKE BANGKOK (cult shotta + riz ortolani)
HFO & QUAVIS - Chasm
SABIWA - Pink Remix_ Fausto Mercier
Holy Similaun - To erase _______, to erase _______
estuary..fragmentation - it's all2 much
prey coded - a pound of grieving flesh
ਸੋਗHEAVENFIRST - BODY
Kat Nzingha - Heme (Uzâ a’amo REFIX)
astra.octarine - untitled11.mp3
bod [包家巷] - axial prayer crucible + Phoebe Isobel + Drogas + Losty
Acta Recordings - Caudal
Ultra Cute - +--== COLLATERAL BENEFITS ==---+
TANK JR. - HELLO
GATERROR VS FELIDAE - SCAM LIKELY
7777 の天使 - 03 Celestial Decay
c+ - when day breaks
Yan Higa - Night Shift (Digestivo Remix)
INBIO - Eviscera
xmyri - 02 ࿙ ࿚❀ (+lashes)
Kinked - Sounds of Smartphone Realities and Sink Spectralism
kinq - never-ending self sabotage
{{{iii}}} - hey, who really cares
Uboa - A Body, Shapeless and Divine
María Lionza - Canto Loango canto de sirenas
Ship Sket - Casting Call (ft. S280F)
Diamantista - can you hear the distant rains?

art by https://www.instagram.com/grinnallll/

Realist Alive Radio 030: Ultra Cute

postgender entity / biohacker apprentice / anti-academic sonic manipulatrix
1/2 of @ultracute
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next gigs:
23.08.2025 les digitales, bern (@ultracute)
17.10.2025 LUFF, lausanne (@ultracute)
xx.xx.2025 genève TBA (solo)

past:
30.05.2025 lausanne (duo with @lu-ci-ol)
28.03.2025 àDuplex, genève (UltraCute)
17.01.2025 secret location, lausanne (UltraCute)
19.11.2024 l'écurie gva (UltraCute)
28.09.2024 atelier crache papier, usine, genève (UltraCute)

7 Versatile

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