i guess i'm homesick

⭐️ lyrics:

Lock myself in my room again
When I'm alone I can play pretend
That you're with me, laying in my bed
I guess some things are better left unsaid
You don't know how much I miss you
What more can I do?
I just wanna kiss you again and again, and again

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

homesick

stream

⇜⇪⥻ WAKE ⍟ UP ✪ IN ⍟ da ✪ $KY ⥹⇪⇝

EDIT: yeah i watched the stream, oddwin has sadly diagnosed this beat with the life threatening disease know as "overproduced". my dumbass was thinking too much.. 💔💔💔

read comment below for update frfr

loop by oddwin, prod by me

yes, this is different from what i usually post, but this time its... I ACTUALLY POST MY FIRST BEAT ON HERE 😱😱😱😱 (im surprised tho ngl)

its a challenge im doing rn... and i pray for the mother who birthed me that i atleast win this (i prob wont tbh ☠️) if you wanna join it too then heres the link if youre a cool guy: 

https://soundcloud.com/oddwin/oddwin-sample-challenge-6

sample used: BLIZZARD (oddwin) = 130 BPM

oddwin if u seeing this rn hi im ur (fakest) biggest fan, and im still sorry about that caseoh message that wont be said again 💔💔💔

yeah ik no pierre related thing this time cry about it 💔☠️

"PLEASE ODDWIN I NEED THIIIIISSSSSS" Oddwin Sample Challenge 6 - @prodxdre

used all the samples 

way worse than last time's submission I'm uninspired sorry :(

Oddwin Sample Challenge 6 (3rd)

atmos, texture: w chat
chords: kroma, spacestarship
leads: spacestarship
tried my best to keep the samples recognizable

oddwin sample challenge 6

skyline

[Oddwin Sample Challenge 6] - "Good evening cowards" type beat

im a 5 year old producer from iceland, korea (and the bronx sometimes) and i make beats on splice web beatmaker

used silly spring, w chat, spacestars, maybe gone vox, some of blizzard
inspired by @finestomusic

✦ "i'm way too close to death"
✦ unofficial remix [@ramzoid] [@kaycyypluto]

Ramzoid - Spells (feat. KayCyy) [Vanta Rosa Bootleg]

I: The Arrow

Clarity

A Remix/Redo of a great song. Thank You @lidogotsongs

Also Happy Birthday to Me!

flawed (Lido - Flaws Remix)

✦  trash heap // b-sides
✦  https://soundcloud.com/vanta_rosa

flawed (Lido - Flaws Remix)

Astra ✦ Nova