follow the snow trail
away from home
in to a place
where I belong
so I follow the snow trail
in a hurry
paint the streets white
with all your flurries

I'll follow the snow trails

I'll follow the snow trails all the way back home
return from a journey that felt like miles away
I remember when we'd play in the snow
my parents were worried and I'd ignore what they'd say

snow trails

how it feels to look back to the last 2 months of my life

time heals <3 have patience

lyrics:

i wish i could convey
the feelings i have felt
the striking light
of my heavy broken heart 

the pieces of myself
the memories i've held
it all comes back to me
like the cold in autumn 

how can i explain
that April is just a fiction
that i cannot remember 
the sweet sound of your voice 

oh did i screw it up?
or am i freaking out?
it would be nice to talk to you
to put an end to this 

(...)

so i will write a letter
as a tribute to our romance
and say the things that you'd expect to hear 

i just wish i could hand it to you
let you know that i regret the way i acted when it was over
but i'd rather keep quiet instead

(spanish blabbering)

letters

safe with me

6/8 + 217.5
4/4 + 140

hbd mum thanks for everything <3

you know i'm just not about it
you tell me i'm not around it
i couldn't be 
i couldn't be
i couldn't be 

but you're safe with me
while the sea turns a royal
hoping we fall asleep 
just hoping we fall asleep

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you see that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

don't you know
how hard i tried
to fall in line
and stay inside
this empty place 
why'd you follow me?
why'd you follow me?
was it all for me?


you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

safe with me

nivviana:
https://soundcloud.com/nivviana
https://twitter.com/nivviana
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0rbfTZ9d5GHrkRN0EO7s5Z

lyrics:
when i'm with you
i can see through
all the hard things
you make me wanna sing

ooh, falling for you, fell for you
ooh, falling for you, fell for you

am i what you want?
what you doing, can i take you out for lunch?
am i what you need?
do i make you feel like how you make me feel?
(2x)

fell for you
you see through all my insecurities
bending truths
you see through who i make myself out to be

what you doing, can i take you out for lunch?
am i what you need?
do i make you feel like how you make me feel?

am i what you want?
when it's over can i hold you in my arms?
am i what you need?
do i make you feel like how you make me feel?

when i'm with you
i can see through
all the hard things
you make me wanna sing

do i make you feel like how you make me feel?

when i'm with you
i can see through
all the hard things
you make me wanna sing

when i'm with you, i feel whole again

im sorry im just daydreaming

falling

falling (ft. nivviana)

song from 2021

never finished
kinda cool

alina (2021)

Most my friends I know are friends I cannot see
The ones I know are real are never real with me
And every passing year means things I cannot be
I'm getting older and I'm colder but it's fine you see

Just wish that I was wiser when I'm all alone
Change my mind every time I'm home and
Everything always feels the same
(Wishful thinking isn't changing things)
I know I can move away
Start a brand new life; live a whole new way
But it's hard now with nobody else but me
To say what to do or how to be

I'm feeling like life is stale so stale and the same ol'
I wish that I could say I miss you but I can't though
Maybe never really knew you; gotta let go
Cause everything keeps on changing while I'm changing
While you're changing too
You keep on acting like it's bad we do
But I ain't ever switched up sides on you
When things really changed, so why did you?

So why did you?
So why did you?
So why did you?

I know we have time to kill but that's a waste
Cause the pressure fails decisions that we have to make
But surely you will figure out the plans you made
But I think they fell through, now it's overdue, I cannot wait

Just wish that I was wiser when I'm all alone
Change my mind every time I'm home and
Everything always feels the same
(Wishful thinking isn't changing things)
I know I can move away
Start a brand new life; live a whole new way
But it's hard now with nobody else but me
To say what to do or how to be

I'm feeling like life is stale so stale and the same ol'
I wish that I could say I miss you but I can't though
Maybe never really knew you; gotta let go
Cause everything keeps on changing while I'm changing
While you're changing too
You keep on acting like it's bad we do
But I ain't ever switched up sides on you
When things really changed, so why did you?

(Oh)
So why did you?
(Oh)
So why did you?
(Oh)
So why did you?
So why did you?

Stream

changing

its been a while. this track means a lot to me. I hope it resonates with you as much as it does with me.

lyrics:
Words failed to be there
Cause you don't believe them
What I'd do to be there
Instead of leaving
Believing all you said
What you had meant destroyed me
Would I be here if you had just ignored me
After all
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called

And you were going outside
Tryna look for me in the middle
Of the places I had
Kept from people till you came over
But I couldn't hide from you
No I couldn't hide from you no more
You told me I was right
You couldn't keep it together
As soon as I had tried
To get away from you
Because I finally realized
That you used me to heal yourself
Instead of helping me see the light
And you're falling out
Out of love
Or was it a memory I made up
While I was asleep
Its beneath me now
Its beneath me now

I found solace in sadness
Till I got on my feet
I found comfort in what
The future holds for me
But sometimes
The thought of all of it
Encapsulates my mind
All the time
You were lying in my head
Despite all that
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called

And you were going outside
Tryna look for me in the middle
Of the places I had
Kept from people till you came over
But I couldn't hide from you
No I couldn't hide from you no more
You told me I was right
You couldn't keep it together
As soon as I had tried
To get away from you
Because I finally realized
That you used me to heal yourself
Instead of helping me see the light
And you're falling out
Out of love
Or was it a memory I made up
While I was asleep
Its beneath me now
Its beneath me now

heal

oops i uploaded this 1 hour late by accident i was helping my family with stuff sorry yall <3

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I couldn't do this no more
I ran and I fell to the floor
I felt it, I can't no more
I felt it, I can't no more

You said you're gonna save me
So why'd you go and leave me
Why'd you gotta leave me

I felt it, I-
I felt it, I-
I felt it, I-
I felt it, I-

I felt it, I-
I felt it, I-
I felt it, I-
I felt it, I-

Came looking for me back then
Fears are ripping me, they're wearing me down
Got exactly what I wished for
Then why'd I end up seeping through the ground

Then why'd I end up seeping through the ground?
Then why'd I end up seeping through the ground?
Then why'd I end up seeping through the ground?
Then why'd I end up seeping through the-

I felt it, I-
I felt it, I-
I felt it, I-
I felt it, I-


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Lumen

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I’ve been keeping doors open
But I’m inside all day
Should I wait? Or should I stay?
I’m prolly never gonna be the same cause I
Know I have so many clues
Where I’ll be; is it even true?
I’ve for once finally realized, I never really knew you

And I spent a couple years away
I’m playing with the air
But things move south in every way
You know you get it sometimes
But you forget em’ like lies
That’s all I know
Maybe I’m getting old

Maybe I’m getting old
(I’m losing time now)
Maybe I’m getting old
(And I don’t know how)
Maybe I’m getting old
(To make things right)
Maybe I’m getting old (Maybe I need some peace of mind)
Maybe I’m getting old
(Too much to think about)
Maybe I’m getting old
(Oh where's the end of it now?)
Maybe I’m getting old
(I don’t know at all)
Maybe I’m getting old

I think less, I do pretend
That I still know everything
(But it’s not the same, it’s not the same)
Unfortunately I can’t reach the feeling
That I’ve wanted for ages
(I’m on my own)

I’ve been keeping doors open
But I’m inside all day
Should I wait? Or should I stay?
I’m prolly never gonna be the same cause I
Know I have so many clues
Where I’ll be; is it even true?
I’ve for once finally realized, I never really knew you

And I spent a couple years away
I’m playing with the air
But things move south in every way
You know you get it sometimes
But you forget em’ like lies
That’s all I know
Maybe I’m getting old

Maybe I’m getting old
(I’m losing time now)
Maybe I’m getting old
(And I don’t know how)
Maybe I’m getting old
(To make things right)
Maybe I’m getting old (Maybe I need some peace of mind)
Maybe I’m getting old
(Too much to think about)
Maybe I’m getting old
(Oh where's the end of it now?)
Maybe I’m getting old
(I don’t know at all)
Maybe I’m getting old

Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
And I’m getting old
And I’m getting old
And I’m getting old
And I’m getting old

stream

gettingold

anotha one

massive thank you to @nshvllmusic for guitar stems in this <3

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sc: @iamalimusic1
insta: https://www.instagram.com/ali_alkazrji/
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sc: @nshvllmusic
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Lyrics:

I broke my own heart
I should've known from the start
Why'd I let myself fall for you
When I knew that
Times fade so soon
I lost my mind
Tryna rewind
Back to times when we'd
Talk all night
Not a care in sight
For the world outside

And I miss it
Oh I miss it
Oh I miss it

We planned ahead from the start
We'd meet and we'd ride in the car
I'd take you places so far
You'd forget what you wanted all along

I broke my own heart
I should've known from the start
Why'd I let myself fall for you
When I knew that
Times fade so soon
I lost my mind
Tryna rewind
Back to times when we'd
Talk all night
Not a care in sight
For the world outside
And I miss it
I miss talking to you
When I'm stressed and
You find a way to fix it
I became addicted to you
I can't believe its true
I wanna be there with you
I can't fall in my room again
I can;t leave the feelings I've held
I can't walk away again
I won't walk away again
 
Why'd I let myself fall for you
When I knew that
Times fade so soon
I lost my mind
Tryna rewind
Back to times when we'd
Talk all night
Not a care in sight
For the world outside
And I miss it

broken (w/ Ali)

Sugarcoated Dreams

music for the future.

contact: bren@realizedelusion.com
personal reach (non-business): astraleofficial@gmail.com

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