lotta time

lyrics

mfs wanna act fr like that
blood sweat tears right on my back
blood sweat tears right on my back
and i got that shit that make u feel down
u dont wanna fw these sounds
packed up straight from town
you got a blunt pass it round

im tryna see where r my flowers
i put in a hunnid in an hour
you aint gotta be scared, dont cower
over the world, n im finna be louder 
all u just do is sniffin the powder
takin his time he'll bloom like flowers
everyday go im finna get power
everyday go im finna get louder

sometimes i really feel like the best
i rock with the stripes and checks
can we really get higher than this?
you aint know how much we got left
ion really wanna speak out my chest
ion know who i needa press
ion know why this bitch want sex
ion know why these bitches want sex

come in w goyard
my money get taller
i switch up the tec 
i really shouldve told yall
i hope this shit hurt
and i hope this shit will work

mfs wanna act fr like that
blood sweat tears right on my back
blood sweat tears right on my back
and i got that shit that make u feel down
u dont wanna fw these sounds
packed up straight from town
you got a blunt pass it round
mfs wanna act fr like that
blood sweat tears right on my back
blood sweat tears right on my back
and i got that shit that make u feel down
u dont wanna fw these sounds
packed up straight from town
you got a blunt pass it round

Blood, sweat, tears (me + ova)

kirk w/@knotstuntin (wise & twovrt)

tana - Lil Twin / No Heart (Nine Vicious Diss) (fixed intro + volume)

to get stuff off my chest

i really dont wanna do music anymore but its all i can do and have left
its the only way to get my thoughts out and to give people joy
i dont think i have a future for music at all though i am aware of my talent and that my works are liked by many, i want to quit this tho i dont have anything else. i force myself to make beats
ive been working since i entered my teens and barely found success but that success is slowly slipping away and im falling offi dont know what to do, i guess ill just keep doing this and pray because its all i can do
despite all of this im eternally grateful for all kinds of support. thank you all

leasings are available for the beats

enjoy the clips love you

€lips x_x

lyrics:

Life is a series of perpetual losses.

I don’t wanna be reading it all wrong,
Been stabbing it so long,
I’m blabbering phone calls,
Can’t fathom it go wrong,
Its happening so gone,
Im rapping this song,
One more and its on,

I trace the lines, but the map’s still flawless,
Every turn I take, I end where I started,
Everything ends and time runs out,
The clock starts ticking better figure to out (because)

You win some you lose some but I ain’t seen to win,
talk to everybody a minute just a second now I’m in,
then they’re gone and I’m gone is this where it ends?
diving deeper into my soul but I forgot I got the bends,

wake up every morning and I do the same shit,
stuck in monotony it’s causing me to probably sit,
and think about that one girl I really mess with,
but then I stop cause I remember she ain’t that chick,

damn this is life right now,
sitting alone I should be getting high right now,
because the only time I feel low is when I’m sitting on ground,
but it’s hard to feel up when there’s no friends around,

want to be an extrovert but really I’m just introverted,
I don’t want the extra hurt the burden so certain now I’m really hurting,
keep thinking how can I go on like this?
maybe I don’t think about it because ignorance is bliss,

Every step I take, it’s déjà vu in different shoes,
Wore the path thin tryna outrun the truth,
I built escape routes just to circle back through,
No matter what I choose, it’s the same damn view

Thought I’d break the cycle if I just sped ahead,
But the faster that I ran, the tighter it was spun instead,
The labyrinth ain’t broken, it was built this way,
And every road I take just leads me where I lay,


is it you or love I’m really running from?
feeling sadder from the dimming of the summer sun,
my mind is on a run,
touching things I’ve never touched,
feeling things I’ve never felt,
all I know is pain this is different from the cards I’ve dealt,

Cause depression is a cycle,
no it’s not it’s a straight line that I walk on or bike on with my bicycle,
because two lines never touching are parallel like us,
but I miss you everyday do you even give a fuck?


I’ve been runnin’ from the end like it ain’t at the start,
Tryna sketch a new route but it’s traced in my heart,
Every circle that I drew just became my own cage,
Every page I flipped over just replayed the same stage,

I watched dreams decay in the hands of time, Love fade to echoes in a hollow rhyme, I screamed at the sky like it owed me change, But the stars just stared back, cold and unchanged,

Spoke to shadows in my hallways, they were fluent in return, Told me endings aren’t a lesson, they’re a pattern you relearn, Every echo is a compass pointing back to what decays, Every silence holds the sermon that my memory betrays,

The sky folds inward, time loops like a serpent, Every path I paved was already in the circuit, Thought I drew a circle, turns out it drew me, Rome was never far, 
it was beneath my feet,

Lab (8strings)

mani