mixed / mastered by lil narnia

wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when theres nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do
every second awake
every step that I take
is another one back
hoping one day you'll ask
if I'm okay
i'll tell you everything if you care to know
what its like in this hell
hoping your doing well
so numb I cannot feel
anything but this guilt inside of me
blame myself for things I can't change
all because of you
I love the way that you fucked me
hate every something that we could have been
again and again and again and again
why can't you just love me for who I am
why am I always so fucking upset
all of my pain and my love is the same
it comes from a place with no one else to blame
other than me its all self inflected
wounds that bleed inside and no one can see
self destruction is such a beautiful thing
how does it feel to watch me suffering
how does it feel to watch me suffering while i'm
wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when there nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do

baby i'm wishing you well
scratching the walls in my cell
the clarity rings like a bell
if only i could say farewell
to the winds that carry me
into the shadows that follow me
they will treat you well
don't forget to carry me
in your heart 
feed my body to my enemies

self destruction (feat. LOCAL ZERO) [prod. Charlie Shuffler]

was workin on an EP but i'm too swamped with work, so ima just upload tracks as they come

thanks for listening as always :)

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your feelings are more important than mine

Have My Way

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MAJILLA - HAVE MY WAY (PROD. NATIVE)

lil tracy & lil uzi vert - like a farmer *remix* (prod gren8)

depression at night ( @prodbygcozy )

Call Me by A$TRO_RAINN

Lyrics
[Hook]
tell me if you saw me,
and i had no money,
would you call me,
tell me would you love me,

tell me If you saw me 
And i had no money,
shawty would you call me
tell me would you love me
Shawty would you love me

[Verse]
all the girls are the same

only heartbreak and pain,

they just wanna play games

they dont want my heart they just want a wedding ring,

told her good bye,
i dont need that,
every body in my life.
ye they switched up,
like a switch blade,

damn that bitch fake,
cant belive that i made that mistake,

i just wanna see you with them clothes off,

shawty call me up late night even though my phones off,

told that girl,
i dont really wanna play that game no more,
but she like to come around like i love her,
i dont really wanna say but its over, x2

[Hook]
Tell me if you saw me,
and i had no money,
would you call me,
tell me would you love me,

Tell me If you saw me 
And i had no money,
shawty would you call me
tell me would you love me
tell me would you love me

[Verse]
hopeless romantic,
that how you had me,
my mama told me, 
boy better switch up you habits,
i cant give my heart out to anyone average,
if you wanna try me you know i get savage,

now that i got a lil cabbage,
bad bitches stick around like a bad habit,
she aint used to reply, now i be on speed dial,
whenever her man leave she call me on redial,

all cus i got a little money,
everybody switched up,
aint it kinda funny,

you aint used to know me,
now you wanna act like we homies,

ASTRO_RAINN - CALL ME (prod. Kuroime)

DOWN2RIDE ~ ライド [prod. rogeyyy]

Chill quick track I recorded and Put out.
Lyrics.

i just got a brand new girl,
she riding like she want 
all the diamonds and the pearls,
she gon let drop, let it twirl,
i wanna show her off to the whole damn world,

everybody know thats my baby,
ima let em know thats my mufuckin baby,
shawty drive me wild like the rabies,
she the only one, the only pne who drive me crazy,
 alright,right

riding riding trhough my home town,
wont you stay until i come down,
yuore the only one i wanna hold down  ,

im just counting racks in room,
no matter what i do im just thinking bout you,
i dont wanna say this too soon,
but you know that i love you all the way to the moon,

pull up in a drop top,
skinny jeans and crop top,
ye she love to fuck but 
shawty aint a thot thot,
fuck her with no rubber
cus condoms is just cock blocks,
eating on that pussy
shawty taste just like a poptart,


ye ye 
shawty sweet as pop tart
middle of the winter ye  shawty got the block hot
spending out the black card
catch me on the highway im speed racing like a nascar,

i just got a brand new girl,
she riding like she want 
all the diamonds and the pearls,
she gon let drop, let it twirl,
i wanna show her off to the whole damn world,

everybody know thats my baby,
ima let em know thats my mufuckin baby,
shawty drive me wild like the rabies,
she the only one, the only pne who drive me crazy,
 alright,right

riding riding trhough my home town,
wont you stay here till i come down,
yuore the only one i wanna hold down  ,

im just counting racks in room,
no matter what i do im still thinking bout you,
i dont wanna say this too soon,
but you know that i love you all the way to the moon,

ASTRO_RAINN - CALL ME (prod. Kuroime)

ASTR0 RAINN