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quick lil edit to one of my favorite tracks from Urban Flora.

enjoy!

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Alina Baraz & Galimatias - Fantasy (Unexotic Edit)

crybaby (prod. lederrick x lil peep)

http://lilpeep.com

http://lilpeep.lnk.to/benztruck

Benz Truck

Stream

benz truck (prod. smokeasac)

Come Over When You're Sober

save that shit (prod. smokeasac x iivi)

Awful Things ft. Lil Tracy (prod. by smokeasac x IIVI)

I might gonna go personal on this one, I interpreted this song as how i am going to be crazy if God take His love away from me, cause lately I feel blessed.

It has been really hard for me to express/address some things in my mind, and I've been keeping myself away from a lot of things to actually take my time looking for what I wanna do in life & all the other bs.

These past few months has been a real struggle for me, physically + mentally. I went through a shitload of health checkups, medications, therapies, IVs, etc. Yet, I still have to act strong like nothing happened or tryna act ignorant when I'm actually not okay.

I know I shouldn't be such a dramatic bitch about this, but I owe Him. I owe Him my life, I am surely gonna go way more crazy if I don't have Him holding everything together and I am so grateful that I have music as some kind of a therapeutic thing for me to go through my hardships.

If you're reading this, I just wanna say thank you so much for taking most of your time to actually listen to what I made here on soundcloud. 

I hope you like the things I put here, means a lot for me.

with love,

Gamaliel

c R a Z y

https://soundcloud.com/lukas-mckay on the guitar

gonna start to post more often.

I can't think of a name w/ Lukas

An emotional piece featuring California talent YUNO. This track is a call back to 00's emo music packaged in a contemporary trap beat taking you to a roller coaster of EMOtions.

Produced by: naldooo
Composed by: naldooo
Writen by: Tristin Luu, Naldo Rendison

https://soundcloud.com/yunox

Paris, Texas Pt. II (feat. YUNO)

Falling Down

Lil Peep & XXXTentacion - Falling Down

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

Apple Music - https://foundation-media.lnk.to/eliworthless

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4Q6hOZoviHB2yT9igwLtQc?si=2Jqt3LRnSvOwzIuedoHIGA

eli.

https://www.imelilucas.com
https://www.youtube.com/elilucasmusic
https://www.instagram.com/imelilucas
https://www.twitter.com/imelilucas

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

Kardo Arghost ft. Erlanggs - I Wont Cry For You

"Lyrics"


*yezter*

Wake up don't need rest yeah
i've been working hard damn,but baby make it hurt heart yeah
walk around this town and tryna figure it out shit been trapped in my head yeah

Go away you go away? you fucked me up,get the fuck away
you think im  really care about you? not at all,i don't care i don't care when you run away fuck you!

Goodbye and go away
i've numb to all of this 
cause everythings falls apart
and i can't make it
everythings falls apart

*yuandirty*

stay away from me,stay away
don't make my heart break again
i'll try to forget you,cause im like
live in the world full of pain yeah

yeah baby now you know that's why i hate you
please baby don't do in two

stop talking i don't listen you
i'll run away from all the things i do
leave me alone in here 
i don't fuckin care , i will never be
and you gonna fake

OH GOD DAMN

you can't feel anymore
close your eyes in the dark like an i was there
i probably think to do better
fuck what you say
keep my shit together

Oh candlelight please save me

pretty heartbreak ,  thank's you make it
i've been fucked up , yes you got it
i pray to god never see you again
and i pray to god didn't see you again yuh

*yezter*

now im wondering why do i keep make the same mistake
now im doing sippin lean till i forget
all your love is fake
all the things you said
don't mean anything 
you better of dead

goodbye and go away
i've numb to all of this
cause everything falls apart
and i cant make it
everything falls apart

yezter & yuandirty - Goodbye // Go away (prod. Ocean)

this is throw away song nikka 
1 hour progress lol

machinegum - Akhir(prod.Guala Beaz x Paragon)( throwaway song

Dear Grave Expert I album is coming soon!

Paris, Texas III

Paris, Texas Pt. III (feat. suisei X Wicigo Shawty)

Video on youtube https://youtu.be/-GtW2BYYIA0

Stream Go Away on
Spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/6BI1jQG7WC87LzBCZBzrUw?si=wTEQadY-ReWvnVkTrpS6Fg
Itunes / Apple Music https://music.apple.com/us/album/go-away-feat-lil-chucky-single/1486864983?ign-mpt=uo%3D4
Deezer https://www.deezer.com/us/album/118078312?utm_content=album-118078312&utm_medium=web&utm_source=deezer&utm_term=0_1573149292&deferredFl=1
Amazon https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0815PY2KV
Youtube Music https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=wDoQx_xic5Q&list=RDAMVMwDoQx_xic5Q
etc.

DEEMUST EMAIL - djunkiehop@gmail.com

Written by : Deemust & Lil Chucky
Beat by : Alif
Mix and Master by : Deemust

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Thanks to
Lil Chucky
https://instagram.com/lilchucky0204
Alif
https://instagram.com/byalif

Go Away ft. Lil Chucky (video in desc)

Tears Turnt Fear

CapsCTRL : https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

chorus:
we got much to talk
we got much to walk
everything between us seems so far away
i know i gotta go work on me, you know you gotta go work on you
girl, i know its hard for us two

verse 1:
every time we met, every time we fucked
you got that "what the fuck im doing" look on your soul, it got me worrying
girl, the hell im supoused to do, never met you on rendezvous
put my heart closer, you always zoning. im lowkey tired of all this shit

bridge:
never met you on rendezvous, know that we all got our own issues
you aint even trying on me, pushed me around like a king
girl, i'd die for you

verse 2:
playing behind ma back, like i dont know ya
you dont know me, i got ma own source yea
ma bros got ma back, like a soulja
tellin me its fucked up beyond recognition
but i keep turnin on ignition
acceleratin to ma annihiliation
getting fucked up by ma obsessions

chorus:
we got much to talk
we got much to walk
everything between us seems so far away
i know i gotta go work on me, you know you gotta go work on you
girl, i know its hard for us two

verse 3:
early on january
you wanted a break for awhile
said "we had difrent resolution on this whole relation-shit, i feel guilty taken you for granted"
wished we had more time to conversate

because you made me feel alive
i know its just a little things
when we lay, you made me feel so warm

Rendezvous

Rendezvous (Prod. CapsCTRL)

IG - @3xBravo
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvlNyC-3SrcL5LBqTkJtc4w?view_as=subscriber

Heart Gone

summer nite w/ warren hue (prod. young taylor x polar beats)

*lyrics

getting right its getting right but its getting wasted
ive been on my own lately i don't figure it out shit
im trapped on my mind in this place and its hard
to tell you what i feel everyday is just getting worse

texting me when you sober
and this piece of shit will be gone
you know airplane mode on my iPhone
i don't pick up my phone since you be  gone
 
and im just running round this fucking place and i don't know why 
is easy for you but its hard for me you know im tired


just show me how to play this game
and i just take the pain away
why don't you go on my way
you know im sick of this 

all your words are covered by failing lies
look me in the eyes and tell me you really loved me
and i cant show you how im broken
cause when i need you but you not there 
and we never did the things that we want yeah

YEZTER

@yezter - failing lies

"people change"
prod by : WellFed

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@yezter
@lilcometboi

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artwork inspired by @dominicfike

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Rendezvous (Prod. CapsCTRL)

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