Lapse

28mm - Lapse

EP "Hyphen Hyphen"
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03 - I See Myself

Stains

Thought it would sink in, I thought it would feel right, I wish I'd quit thinking, I wish it would seal tight, my mind keeps on turning it won't sit still, I'd keep moving but I lost my will.
Two ways to see it, I once had a feeling that I wouldn't free it, that I'd be alone dealing with the pain, its a loss, its a permanent stain. 

I can't heal you, I can't break through, its everything you did. Push me farther, make it less harder, will it always feel this way?

Caught in the rhythm, it spins and I feel sick, another black ribbon, my childhood went by quick, it was hard, to face, always struggled to find my place.
If we could hold on to everything thats lost, we wouldn't be sold on with our souls at cost, its the price some pay, living in the world today. 

I can't heal you, I can't break through, its everything, you did, push me farther, 
make it less harder, will it always feel this way?

I can't heal you, I can't break through, I can't heal you, I can't break through
I can't heal you, I can't break through, I can't heal you, I can't break through.

I can't heal you, I can't break through, nightmares hit so hard that they wake you, somethings wrong I forget to breathe, then I lose my drive for the thing I need, I wish that dreams didn't take so long, to come true, alone at night, drink a few too many take a couple swigs of Henny yeah I'm having plenty, just another night, got a few songs to write, I'm getting tired though, to be real, of all of these things I feel, and of seeing my family lose faith in me cause I haven't signed a deal. 

Push me farther, make it less harder, will it always feel this way?

 © As Was 2016

Stains

Getting lost in a Chinatown maze
Did a hundred the entire way
I wake up with her words in my mouth
Taste real cheap but they all slide right down
Yeah they all slide right down

I only wanna be
Drunk and alone 
I only wanna be
Drunk and alone 
I only wanna be
Drunk and alone 
I only wanna be

Coming up in a sick strip mall town
Learn to transpose the pain into sound
I wake up with four words in my mouth
Tasted good so I just spit them out
Yeah I just spit them out
Spit them out

I only wanna be
Drunk and alone 
I only wanna be
Drunk and alone 
I only wanna be
Drunk and alone 
I only wanna be



Credits

Written by Illicit Ghost
Co-produced by Elliot Jacobson and Illicit Ghost 
Mastered by Mike Tuccillo

Drunk and Alone

Drunk And Alone

sad titan

written by Roger Waters
produced by Illicit Ghost
mixed by Mike Tuccillo
release date: Nov 9, 2018

Money

you always fight

luv szn prod. 7spellz

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