Some bonds transcend words, and some losses cut deeper than we ever imagined possible. This heart-wrenching rock ballad captures that devastating moment when you're standing on the edge of inevitable goodbye – watching someone you love slip away while feeling completely powerless to stop it.

Written during those final precious moments when you're 'grasping to the past' and wishing the night would last forever, this song explores the raw terror of facing life without your constant companion. It's about the shaking helplessness, the flood of memories, and that primal fear of being alone after a lifetime of unconditional love.

While inspired by the loss of a beloved dog, this ballad speaks to anyone who's watched someone they love suffer, anyone who's struggled with the 'fucking scared' honesty of grief, and anyone who's had to learn that sometimes love means letting go.

A powerful rock ballad that doesn't shy away from the brutal reality of loss while celebrating the joy and completeness that true companionship brings. Raw, honest, and ultimately a tribute to bonds that death can never truly break.

For anyone facing their own moment of transition – you're not alone in this pain.

Life Without You

It all started with a dog named Eddie — a scruffy little guy kids swore looked like a real-life teddy bear. When he passed in 2020, I brought his spirit back as a 3D bear: playful, honest, and the other half of me.

In A Teddy Named Eddie, we tell true stories from my life through pop punk riffs, alt rock hooks, and early 2000s nostalgia. Sometimes I’m in his world; sometimes he’s in mine. Always cinematic, always full of heart, and always a little magical.