irreplaceable you

THIS SONG NOR THE COVER ART IS BY ME

Both are by the Japanese girlband Sayo Pony (Sayonara Pony) so all credit goes to them for this beautiful work of art!

Hoshikuzu To Cosmos - By Sayopony

Walmart

Walmart Coda

A Thousand Songs About It All: Act 1 is out now!
Download/Stream: https://madilynmei.lnk.to/AThousandSongsAboutItAll
Album Merch + Vinyl & CD: https://shop.madilynmei.com/ 
 
Written and Performed by Madilyn Mei 
Produced and Mixed by Scrawny 
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson 
Video Animation by Scrawny 
Intro/Outro Animation by Madilyn Mei & Scrawny 
 
Lyrics:
I am an alien
My rocket ship is human bone and skin
I’m something smaller staring out the skull
With a panel of wire and
Buttons I don't understand
Spamming every one of them
So, does being human mean pretending to know
What’s going on?!
(Hello?)
What's going on?!
(Hellooo? Fine!)

Take me to your leader
I would like to have a couple words
Get your shit together
How do humans keep on getting worse?
I’d go back to space but they've invaded out there too

We’re doomed
(Will anyone tell me what's going on? No? I'm gonna scream!)
(AHHHHHH! Tell me!)

You mock the way I talk
And I might be a little bit behind
Trends and slang and other ways to fit the box
To not be not liked

Once it gets underneath my skin
It's hard to let anyone in
Again my walls go up
I’m on defense, my solitude is
Safer than having friends
Why do I feel alien?!

I am an alien
My rocket ship is human bone and skin
I’m something smaller staring out the skull
Through two big eye sockets
And I just don't understand
How to become one of them
Does being human mean
Pretending to be something you're not?
What's going on?!

Take me to your leader 
I would like to have a couple words
Get your shit together
How do humans keep on getting worse?
I’d go back to space but they've invaded out there too

We’re doomed!

I don't wanna be here
Don't want a body or brain or thoughts of my own
I don't know who’s there in the mirror
Wanna go home
Where is home though?

I don't wanna be her
Dissociate through another day
I don't know who that is standing in the mirror
Everywhere I look I’m alone

I am an alien
My rocket ship is human skin and bone
I’m over trying to fit in
Guess I’ll always be alone
Cause I just don't understand
How to become one of them

How do I be one of
How do I be one of you?

(Is anyone out there? Over.)
(Anyone!? Over.)
(I’m talking to myself, aren't I? AHAHAH. Over!)

How do I be one of
How do I be one of you?

5. Quarters

(1, 2, 3, 4)
Wish I could stick my memories
Under my pillow for a quarter each
Losin’ em like baby teeth anyway
So give me a quarter please

I just want a gumball at the mall

Here I am in a place I’ve never been
All alone, two decades old
My best friend is a cat who is buried in the yard
Across the country safe at home
Wouldn’t you believe the things we do to breathe?
The things we gotta just let go?
Endin’ up again in a place I’ve never been
All alone, two decades old

And I’m excited for Colorado
But not for the altitude
Got real sick last time I went
So I’m giving Mother Earth some attitude
All alone, watchin’ a movie
In some motel in New Jersey
Nobody here can hurt me
They don't know me well enough to

Here I am in a place I’ve never been
All alone, two decades old
Learnin’ different words for the clouds up over head
But the stars are still the same as home
Wouldn't you believe the things we do to breathe?
The things we gotta just let go?
Endin’ up again in a place I’ve never been
All alone, two decades old

I wanna move and never settle down
But I also want a chicken coop and a thousand hounds
Mind if I keep you in my collection?
I gotta build new friendships, new connections

Here I am in some place I’ve never been
All alone, it don't get old
Learnin’ how to cope with the fact it has to end
When I’m out of quarters in my coat
Didn't wanna leave Willy on the scene
Fig will have to learn to float
Startin’ over again in some place I’ve never been
All alone, two decades old

What’s Going On?!

Stream/Buy

It's Been So Long

It's Been So Long (Live)

No Kings (feat. Joan Baez)

Let Live & Let Ghosts

Static

Sophisticated Space

Sidney Gish on Audiotree Live

Imposter Syndrome (Audiotree Live Version)

You and Your Friends

Figure 8

i forgot to upload this to soundcloud but this is my new(ish) song called cat serenade!! i hope u enjoy it  :)))

lyrics:

i've never been the kind to fall in love
it's just me and a couple of fleas and that's all i want
cos i've got my back and my backs got me
and i'm good as good can be

is what i thought
until i met you

as branches swayed in the autumn breeze
our amber eyes met between the leaves
and somehow every sound around me
had broken into harmony

i'd never heard a sweeter melody

and i've been thinking for some time
how to spend all these nine lives
i guess maybe i could spend one on you

i don't know why i feel the way i do
my heads a little fuzzy and my feelings are all askew
but one thing i know is true is that
i'd go black and blue

to see you through
mmmm

let's run away, with our muddy paws
in the rain and watch the clouds part ways
and as the stars beam down upon us
a sombre shadow moves again

i never want this precious time to end

and i've been thinking for some time
how to spend all these nine lives
i suppose i could use another one or two

[instrumental]

and in the moons pale gaze
i ponder all those days i spent alone
mmm
but now it's me and you
and there's nothing that we can't do
and now you are around
we'll catch all the mice in town

and as we lay in the warm sunrise
becoming freshly baked sunshine pies
i'll purr as sweet as a choir of angels
and louder than a symphony

cos there's no place i'd rather be

and i've been thinking for some time 
how to spend all these nine lives
i guess just maybe i could spend one on you

ohhh just maybe one or two

i think i'd like to spend them on you

cat serenade

Hoshikuzu To Cosmos - By Sayopony

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