tell me baby

confession

What’s the point of life
If it’s repetition
dreams never sufficed
i guess everything’s in the same position
Find the right friends I’m sick of it
why influence ur decision
be done with how other see you
but it’s like a damn condition

My voice is fucking dead
But you get me singing with my head
I don’t make sense
this is how I think I feel
or maybe bullshit like you said

I tried to love myself
But what I couldn’t change became my complex
a gift of god but now I can’t go out always without a proud chest

I swear I’m not as weird as you see me
But I’m not given a second chance cuz the rumors blind the easy
i just want simple romance nothing more yeah that kind of “cheesy”
But I guess I was meant to explore the world by myself alone but freely

yeah and it does feel like I’m fucking chained
worked my ass off but it’s always been discredited cuz of my name
was the small light at the end of the tunnel really worth all that pain
I’ve got no one to blame but myself me and I and it’s hella lame

fuck this world

Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?

A black box that had never been opened
A padlock that had wanted to be broken
But with time and your presence, was awoken
With each moment the gears clicked, unspoken-

-Words saved up through the cracks they began to spill
You listened as they created the sunset that had finally filled
The world in thoughts, wonders, faith I never asked until
Questions arose from your lips… I don’t know the answers still

The hands of the clock move faster, the rooms now filled with more laughter
Sleep with the dream of death that’s how it was but now I’m after
Tomorrow and the day that follows close my eyes a hopeful forecaster
Best friend or lover not sure what god will write but I’ll follow his chapters

I wish the bond could be frozen in ice
People keep moving but we stay in the same paradise
With the heat of others never strong enough to splice
And I like that I’m growing, learning, and taking your advice

Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?

I’ve learned what it means to have stars in your eyes
The night gets more beautiful as you make your dreams arise
The glow of passion my heart skips a beat soul magnifies
The dance of your fingers with each step my spirit flies

Always gave never received it’s why ur beads never leave
Small friends resemble, echo, those who they love I agree
Never before loved both the silence and the nonstop speech
My emotions automatic that’s why the rings never cease

From acquaintance to a friend left me feeling warm
Chivalry is dead? No, wanted your attention of some form
The audience interaction was better than what was performed
“Hello”s joyous but on another scale “goodbye”s left me torn

An endless loop of noticing the small 
Things about you, in person and when you call
Your laugh, your jumps of joy, and can’t forget the best of all
The doses of happiness you share, spread, and install

Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love?
Is this love? x2

This is love.

run

kelix