this getting me through so much rn, u are amazing 😪🤍🤍

produced by @afternoon

can't feel my face, wanna peel it off of my skull?
how does it taste?? u drink my blood & it's cold
i wanna know, i wanna know
void for a soul, bottomless hole

caught on the end of ur astral chain
it wasn't that sweet, it's just aspartame
still tryna ascertain
how all this came from a bad first name

u wanna crack my face
new watch, wanna crack my face
you a dog, tryna track my pace
either way, i'ma have my say

what a sad thing!!!!
it's always happening
nothing everlasting

never, if you're asking
KNOW i'll nvr pass
autopilot when i mask it

what a strange dream
i thought everything would change
& it's changing...

for the worse, it's a curse
on the dirt where they lay me
"grass dont grow here lately"

astralChain

produced by @afternoon

i need something stainless
to paint on my face with
bad day, my life's grey
i stay where i stay & pray i cant taste it v___v

so impatient
cant wait to tug at my bracelet
so tired of life i cant stay
settle my pay then schedule my facelift

schedule my facelift

october 1st my new birthday
dirt cheap just words what the clerk say
turncoat lerp faith in a worse way
worst case i was dirt in the first place

u might wake up in a grave but still alive : )
if i have 2stare u in ur face and tell a lie
outta patience one last chance 2 get it right
i cant bare u anyway so nevermind

they call it a deadname
cuz if u call me tht shit ima kill u
put ur blood on th floor ima spill u
everything happens i will 2

drippin wax down my back like an e-nail
but my mirror dont say female :(
got me hidden in my shell like a sea snail
wanna change it in the past feel like luka with the d-mail

face;Lift

produced by me + @xainjaya
streamerlinks.com/xainjaya

"pastel figments" out now: https://open.spotify.com/album/32Degmbqyk8DIj0k3VgL7s

lyrics:

this, my favorite potion
transmutation, open wide

stretch my wings, i'm floating
sickle teeth and golden eyes

dim water where i lost my light
in the grotto after dark last night
look around and the stars unwind
it's just void and a sea of eyes

atlas - transmuting myself into a bat

this is a hostage situation!

@fern_shy

paranoid moving like boxxy, intrusive thoughts
seven digits prolly cure me in a week like some epoxy
thousand dollar gloves on, think i play for navi
this shit really major, i got smokes n mollies :P

thousand dollar gloves on
think its dreamhack way i brought the team back
i was busy getting to the greenbacks, gmk keycaps
mr beast could pull out 50 large id take the mystery bag
pop up hit him with that bxr bitch you getting tbagged

run with the bag like faith, big brother always watching
ratman hide in my den and stop taking my antipsychotics
can't choose too many options so i never wear any robins
aperture hq way our facility is filled with toxins

no thoughts head empty, i don't fuck with no nt
at my lowest but they lean on me, lois way the green on me
noise clone i'm numb, its static on my whole body
i don't wanna feel nothing, how many pins i need ?

paranoid moving like boxxy, intrusive thoughts
seven digits prolly cure me in a week like some epoxy
thousand dollar gloves on, think i play for navi
this shit really major, i got smokes n mollies

Major {fern_shy}

@fern_shy

im so hot but im so chilly
flameboy and wet willy
sovereignty i got a millie on me
i dont want no feelings
fox all on my jersey
taught i wasnt worthy
loch ness my bitch curvy
i need topsy but she turvy
i see ops im on alert i cannot stop they gonna search me
i'm riding dirty

i'm riding round way too dirty
i'm riding round way too scary
i just poured a quad operator perry
now i need an eigth of mary

orange glow exo but it ain't the rarity
keep the loot in my sanctuary
i don't even go outside
bank of america way too scary

i'd rather cash this check on the app
how long til yo neck gon break in half
from looking from back just to react
i know im pretty bitch take a snap

im so hot but im so chilly
flameboy and wet willy
sovereignty i got a millie on me
i dont want no feelings
fox all on my jersey
swiss perc bitch i see right through the bullshit u cant hurt me

im so hot but im so chilly
flameboy and wet willy
sovereignty i got a millie on me
i dont want no feelings
fox all on my jersey
taught i wasnt worthy
loch ness my bitch curvy
i need topsy but she turvy
i see ops im on alert i cannot stop they gonna search me
i'm riding dirty

flameboy&wetwilly {fern_shy}

Original description:

@afternoon

cameras on me like it's tmz 📸💥
wit the hard kicks on, DnB d(o_e)b
ima blow im sum tnt...
shuttin shit down likea emp⚡

smokin full grown man its strong ass weed o_0
got me on the ground where tha insects be !!!
f̷̢̨̛̞̦̻͈̤̫̩̳̺̺̲̤̩̹̯͖̫̮̞͕̥̗̝̯̳͈̳̪̤̻͔̺͚̘͖̮̺̭̬̹̙̙̱͓̻̮̺͎͇̩̀̌̉̀͗͂̄̂̂̒̂̈̄͗̏̿̉̑͂͛͛́̂̑͆̈́͋͆͗̃̄̀͑̌͘̕͜͠͝ứ̵̢̧̦̠̰̠͙̥̜̘̰̫̮̫̗̺͚̰́̏͆̓̌̄̓͑̈́̅́̏͛̋̕͠͝ć̶̨̧̡̧̨̩͇͓̥͍̰͚̱̘̻̪̝͓̼̳̗̯̗̭̺̤̦̥̺̥̯̳̻͍͎̭̱̩̞͇̪͖͍̱̤͚͕̺̪̟͚̊͆̓̓̓͘͜ͅͅc̷̢̧̡͈̝̲̠͕̦̖͚͉͉͇̱̦͙̰̯̯͇͉̰͇̘̬̏̒́̈́̄̀̀̀̂̈́́̽͒́̈́͒̊̍͒̿͂̓̄̈́͆̓͋̒̃̉͌̊͂̾́̃̽͘̚̚͜͜͠͠͝e̸̢̛̛͍̳͍͕͓̺͍͉̤͙̺̐̍͛̀̅͒͂̅̅͌̒̈́̈́̀͒̉͆͑̅̓͑̏̋́̽̾̌̽̾̒̓̐̏͊͛̋̐͗͐̋͐̓̊̕͘̕̚͝͝͝͝ͅd̴̢̛͙̬͙͒̑̂̒̏͂͒̔̆̾̆͊́͌͗͆͊̍̂̿̊͑̀̀͑̓̑͑̑̎͗̀̈́̏̌̒̂͗̄̄̍̍̉̅̈́̉͗̈́͑͌̉͛͆̓̚̕͝ ̵̧̲̖̼͎̤̳̲̠̰̣̮̟̳̭̖͕̘̫͖͖͓͈̞̫̠̦͖̝̳̖̖̮͖̩̣̰̪͎͈̀̾̾̿̕͜ͅừ̴̙̟̭̰̔͝ͅp̵̨̢̡̨̧̨̢̢̛̛̺̟̻̺̖̜͙̫̦͙͖̥̭̞̗͓̖̤̰̮͔̬͙͖̦̺̻̏̎̅̎̏͊͗̔͑̽͑͒͒͐͒̈́͜͜ off the dmt
28 gramz and it's all 4 me :3 <3

and itz alllll 4 me !!!!!!! ඞඞඞඞ

👃👃👃👃👃👃 I CAN SMELL THE PACK...
it smell exactly like that shit @ the sunoco gas :0
i think its getting bad ://
think i stumbled on a whip with a digital dash :((((
shit is making me sad..

praAAAAda 👟cloudbust
tryna leave i gotta get my shoes up out th house 1st :L
if money made u happy ill be smilin til my mouth hurt -->😄
spent a leg on sumn now itz holdin up my trousers,,👖 wowzers :p

BLOODMONEYLUNA - all4meeee w afternoon

@rubbishrubbish

hell on earth i know my luck
better than i know myself
who's that staring back in the glass
i swear that's someone else
2.5 hours in the mirror just standing still
a dozen hours in the mirror just standing still

bad dream
i dont wanna wake up.... *laughing*
i just wanna stay up all night
maybe on the way up, im fine

i read in too much it fucked up my spine
there's no i in team, drama queen it's a DNI
soul obscured i can't see inside
it's so absurd what we feel's alright
so odd to be human, wrong and alive
solid and fluid, we fall and we climb outa

Who even is that {rubbish}

Map out of dull&dour void

lyrics:

crushed opal dependency
hang around my neck on a woven string
every detail ive been cataloguing for a restoration spell that ill sing
tongue touch iron my blood in your drink sickeningly sweet sticking in my teeth
in the in between god willing ill weep
when the water rises over my feet ill sleep
dont bat an eye still just sat inside sat in silence satisfied
is that alright? is that alright with you? is that alright by you?
how much time? how much time did you spend unspooling the wound up lies that you set out on?
is it kind of cool to be disconnected from everyone that you feel you've wronged? is that alright?
is that alright with you? is that alright by you?
it was stuck in the back of my throat
all the words i thought i spoke
what is this, some sick joke?

chAMber

my mine #jheneaiko

after months in the making, i present to you: erased

this song couldnt have been possible without the help of these incredible people:
@mewatonin - helped me produce the beat and absolutely fucking killed it on that guitar !!!! 
@mental - mixed and mastered the entire thing and actually made it listenable

please go check them out, please please PLEASE,
and i hope you enjoy this.

<3

lyrics:
oo oo ooooooo
i wont give up
anyways
i know you're somewhere
what am i looking for?
oo oo ooooooo
i know shes out there

oo oo ooooooo
when will you get here
is it time?
i dont even know me
who am i?
oo oo ooooooo
who am i


song fights every yesterday
look bright when i see your face
i know im not lying
i see the truth

sun shines on a rainy day
long nights when im at your place
i know if im alone
ill be alright


dont say that you wouldnt hate me
cuz thats how ive been feelin lately
deep breath fore i dive
with a knife at my side
if i told myself i wont take shit
you said you missed the day shift
i said im feelin amazing
if we both at a lie
and you leave me to die
then whats the point in me staying?

dont say that you wouldnt hate me
i would too if i was you
like whatd i do?
one time offering, now im voted off, you got someone new?
i aint felt like this in a few years
i aint see it like this for the few years
please forget that youve ever known
its a fragile girl in my fucking soul


i know im not loved
and i know you're okay
sometimes it gets boring
in this vacant space i stay
 
maybe its enough
i hope that you're all safe
i know im not dumb
but i don't wanna be


erased

i dont wanna be erased
at all

i dont wanna lose myself
stuck in hell
feathered wings
with a gold laurel

no im not scared
i believe in you 


...

</3

face;Lift

atlas

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