Sad Vibes

Baby Blue Umbrella

cover of bright eyes' song "false advertising"

false advertising

olive jacket, magenta hair
pale skin with a piercing stare
you see through my eyes to my brain
swallowed whole by an empty void
wondered if i'd be destroyed
but somehow you saved me from it

speak in tongues through a speakerphone
never see what i need to know
i always just do at the end
question morals and need support
swapping spit in a pillow fort
i'm drunk on a sunday again

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

white lies on the telephone
might cry if i make it home
but something tells me that i won't
water bottle of alcohol
on my teacher's desk in a middle school
we all must find our escapes

broken clasp on a cookie jar
empty cabinets, looking hard
for something to eat in this place
going hungry or maybe starving
myself because i hate who i am
oh, i do, oh yes, i do

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

frozen shut

https://rapperatlas.bandcamp.com/album/im-happy

i'm happy

where am i going?

you & i cover w/ atlas

*:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: * being alive's just a phase we're all going thru *:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: *

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktrGms0CT1E

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i dont feel anything (prod. trxpicvl) *video in description*

hey i went to a place and wrote a song about it!!! bool

i knocked on your bedroom door
and waited for you to answer
i bought you a crimson rose
smelled just like you did

i smiled at the view outside
and stood in your empty driveway
could tell that something was wrong
little did i know

my time there was running short
your kisses were my ambrosia
they melted into my skin
"darling, i love you"

it's awful that i must go
it's awful we have to part now
'cause i left my beating heart
in san diego

san diego

SAN DIEGO

with @nevermending

lyrics:

fading out
i can't see

something is breaking me
taking my faith and replacing it slowly
with what i don't know as my own
please point me back to my home

'cause i'm so trapped
in this god damn house

and i should be grateful
and swallow my pride
but i can't seem to stop all the longing inside
for whatever it is that i found when i left for you

your hand finds mine
and then we shall shine 

but i might not be
there for you this time

sorry to be
the bearer of bad news
but i can't do this 
you've got me blue

parking garage sesh

download <3

trapped

it's never enough </3

lyrics:
i'm prodding around this vacancy
this empty hole you left in me
i thought i'd fill it soon
with someone else's skin and you would too
i'm sorry for you how feel
i know you see that swerve behind the wheel
you see yourself inside the ground
and i know i can't fix you with sound

but i can try

if you'll open up your eyes
and i'll show you the way i dive
into this ocean of dismay
this terrifying grey in which i sleep
and there's no disguise
i just wait for my demise
as it comes towards me
it can't ignore me...

anymore

and i'll keep losing friends
whether it's to death or to the wind
it's such a passing trend
being a breathing and living person
at least it seems that way these days
with how often my loved ones slip away
i'm growing concerned for my safety...

i hope i'm not next
i'm too scared to die
the concept is frightening
but still i can try
and i hope you're not next
i love you too much
everything you say
i use as a crutch

so open up your eyes
and i'll show you the way i dive
into this ocean of dismay
this terrifying grey in which i sleep
i know the void
all my patience is destroyed
when i start panicking again
and start ignoring all my friends

but i hope i'm not next
i'm too scared to die
the concept is frightening
but still i can try
and i hope you're not next
i love you too much
everything you say
is never enough

NEVER ENOUGH

Atlas-My Body Is A Hell

@lilhappylilsad

yt: https://youtu.be/TZGW-dOO3sw

i met u / & my heart froze / ye / but for once i wasnt cold / my whole world / it was put on hold / ey / i could see us both grow old / i had visions for it all / and it made me want u more / i said baby take a chance with me / and im forever yours / i said girl we could get rich / we can sing lets make some hits / u said sure and took my hand / been recording ever since / it was me and u alone / no one was supposed to know / now they bumpin all our shit / acting like we owe them more / but i guess this is the life / that we chose it stress me out / but its slowly getting better / and i love that we got clout / we had nothing but each other / when we first was starting out / look at how they talking now / acting like they know us now / they dont know / they dont know shit / they dont know / they dont know me / only u / fucking know me / only u / really know me /

babe i miss u when youre not with me 
i think about you fkn constantly 
want u to fulfill your dreams with me
i know we'll make it they'll see

babe i know you have it tough 
i know that life's not enough 
but baby trust me it gets better 
i know im the one for u forget her

only u (prod. lilhappylilsad)

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ГРУСТНАЯ СУКА

я никогда не была глупой
я никогда не буду счастливой
грустная сука, грустная сука
да, это мой осознанный выбор
я никогда не точила клыки
я сразу была рождена острозубой
грустная сука, грустная сука
да, это мой осознанный выбор

перекрестись, когда видишь меня
подрываю твои убеждения
порчу твой день своим блеклым лицом
не волнуют твои возмущения
дикие псины боятся меня и огня 
это не совпадение
сижу и блюю на твой мраморный пол 
скалю зубы на тень в отражении

я никогда не была глупой
я никогда не буду счастливой
грустная сука, грустная сука
да, это мой осознанный выбор
я никогда не точила клыки
я сразу была рождена острозубой
грустная сука, грустная сука
да, это мой осознанный выбор

здесь мне никто не хозяин
лакшари лайф - не мой стайл
я люблю грязь - это мой кайф
улыбаюсь только кусая

перекрестись, когда видишь меня
подрываю твои убеждения
порчу твой день своим блеклым лицом
не волнуют твои возмущения
дикие псины боятся меня и огня 
это не совпадение
сижу и блюю на твой мраморный пол 
скалю зубы на тень в отражении

NEVER ENOUGH

atlas

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