I’ve never identified as anything but a straight white guy but i love this song.

Is it appropriate to call my they/them gf my "Girlfriend"???

It’s been what like,,5 years? And still this song means so much to me. I discovered atlas through a furry which feels pretty accurate lol. I really needed this song when i was first exploring my gender, now im fully out, had the procedures i wanted

you way less likely to be stared at by a old white man in a moving car

what is your concern with what I got going onnn

only god     Apr 18, 2025, 1200AM 2025-04-20 18_43.m4a

thank you for ALL the support 
mixed by @tevinwmusic
prod by @yungameba

music video: http://bit.ly/2yaRgA1


I like to think I’m well-equipped as any other average guy 
but I just can’t discover love and I don’t even set my standards high
on top of that, I’m camera shy, maybe I should opt-out of the dating pool
and be an undercover tinder samurai

cause I would rather type online than whisper in a dingy bar
and swiping left and right could be my new bushido ninja star
and I’m well-versed in virtual lovemaking ninjutsu 
on every profile pic I post, I’m posing with my shitzu
or flexing with my shirt off cause I heard that gets you hits too

Especially OkCupid, I’m like Eros or the cherubs be,
I pierce hearts of women with my cursor and my arrow keys
and disregard my Roman roots and choose a font that’s serif-free,

trust me,

 I’m a tinder bio brainiac
the way I kindle fire with matches, I’m a pyromaniac
on christian mingle, I’m a casanova,
if ya’ll don’t think so, y’all can ask Jehovah
check your inbox, he might send an answer over

I wish I had the muscles of a granite sculpture
I would log on ashleymadison and bang adulterers
I’m so lonely, I’ve considered farmers-only
just for someone’s arms to hold me
also, I’m really big on agriculture

but if I had that body of a grecian god
I would trawl on pof.com and use it as a fishing rod
and hope I don’t get catfish,
the fact is if I did, I’d probably play along cause god knows I could use the practice,

and if I’m aching for my roots, I’d visit shaadi.com
message islamic wahhabi hijabi hotties “salaam”
and sunni, shia, those are both denominations I respect
cause I just care for our connection, 

I don’t care about the sects

sometimes I uninstall my apps in reckless insurrectious rage
and then regret it while I check the craiglist missed connections page
and then I think that I should get out more and disregard my mobile cell
and get to know the local teller at my barnes and noble well
and check out what she’s reading while she’s charging up my total sale
and ask her if she likes the novel,
and once she answers, ask her if wants to grab some coffee or some ice cream waffles,
and she’d probably say that’s awesome, 

 I’d ask her when she’s off of work,

 she might answer “midnight”

 I’d tell her that sounds awful, 

what a bummer, and from somewhere
I might muster up the nerve to get her number,

 and I would ask her what her digits are
and if I play it right then I can disregard my ninja stars, 
say sayonara to katanas and my other weapons too 
and try committing by committing online dating seppuku

tinder samurai (video in description)

self-produced; this one's pretty cute 

guitar recorded on my fender tele 
drums from a few different sample packs

this is a sunny sky, this is a starry night 
this is an afternoon i'll spend inside your arms, held tight 
this is a question mark, this is a final thought 
this is a happy ending snuck into the epilogue 
this is a seperate building, this is the journey there 
this is the scenic route, this is your messy hair 
this is a promise kept, an honored lesson, taught it to you 
through the momunental light alive inside your amour suit, and... 
this is the reason i've been shaking when i speak 
always terribly afraid to make mistakes and make you leave 
it's a shame i'm scared of heights, 'cause when you sweep me off my feet 
i feel the ground beneath me start to sink into the sea 
i can feel the clouds above me coming closer to my touch 
i can almost taste the heavens, but compared to you, it's much 
the same as everything else... another book on a shelf 
it's just too hard to explain, so i'm repeating myself, like... 

this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, you'll always know me better 
this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, so i'll be yours forever 

this is the celebration, this is the party hat 
this is the cellophane in which my heart is wrapped 
and i'm peeling it back, 'cause i'm feeling the love 
this is absolute bliss, this can fit like a glove 
this is peace on the earth, this is me, what it's worth 
i'm not a hundred percent sure, but still 
this here, this is a final draft, this is an epitath 
for every negative emotion on a seperate path 
this is the safest feeling ever to be felt 
it's a message in the morning that intends to make you melt 
and honestly, this is my magnum opus, this is a story book 
where all the illustrations have super-friendly sorta look 
a cordial shook hand at an important event 
with stainless steel silverware and a porcelain dish 
it's the weight of the pull inside of a torrent of fish 
a metaphor used precisely to make it more than it is 

this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, you'll always know me better 
this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, so i'll be yours forever 

this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, you'll always know me better 
this is a broken record, this is a broken record 

art by bennie (www.instagram.com/cozylile)

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broken record

prod @rainlord
mixed by @ibr

lyrics: http://pastebin.com/BktFpHc4

look, I won’t pretend I understand it babe, the afterlife and all
but as you died you promised me that you would try to write or call
and I’ve been waiting ever since, every sunday I hold seances with like-minded adults
and roll your corpse into the living room and try and find your pulse and then repine at the results, I’ve even got my windowsills lined up with ultraviolet bulbs, shrunken shrines of human skulls and other signs of the occult but now I’m at a fucking loss, cause honey, nothing seems to work…
 
like I’ve been astrally projecting my body beyond my dreams
through the fabric of space and time so you could me spot me at the seams
I ventured through the upside-down hoping you caught me in between
but maybe if you’ve got the tech, then you could haunt me on my screens
 
like you should infiltrate my news feed
I swear no one would notice
you could float beside some bogus buzzfeed quiz about the POTUS
be a pixelated phantom ghost
on clickbait propaganda posts
and dictate what you’re thinking through a catchy headline
like “one weird reason why it’s great to be ethereal”
or “twenty signs you’re dead now and your soul is immaterial”
 
or if it’s late at night then you could swoop in from the shadow realm
and talk to me through pop-up ads that show up over adult films
on anything you’re into, we could start with milf, or facial,
you could beam your interspatial spirit into interracial
if you’re feeling sorta formal, we could pizza date on Skype
and I could call the coroner over n’ we could share the corner slice and when it’s time to go to bed, then we could leave our cameras on
and if the netherworld has one-day shipping free on Amazon
 
then you could slumber as you ship yourself, I swear this shit delivers quick
or send me the address and I could meet you by the river styx
I’d twitter beef with Namtar by the Tigris and Euphrates
I could snap you while I’m snagging sacred threads of life from Hades
I would loot Duat and photocopy-pirate the papyus,
change the records and then have a Facebook flamewar with Osiris  
and either way, I can’t wait to talk or reunite,
I’ve been so lonely since you died, I’ve tried to walk towards the light
and if the Gods of Death oppose our harmless want to reconvene
then maybe we could sneak you by ‘em if you haunt me through a screen

the rest of the lyrics: pastebin.com/BktFpHc4

haunt me on twitter

haunt me

Big thanks to @halberd-3000 for mixing 7 tracks in 2 hours for this tape
Thanks also to @chrosky for this N O I C E art
Thanks to allll the producers who have a credit on this tape and BIG THANKS to @geo_1022 for producing two tracks a day before release
Producer credits
@byrook1e
@55199
@oofoe
@musicbymochi
@hakaisu

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Prequel (prod. Frith)

ukulele by @imtiffany
art by https://twitter.com/phiIotechnicaI

"you were my earth"

atlas

you're my world

"Cold soul you know everybody loves you
Even so you can't see the way you're s'posed to go
You know everything that glitters isn't gold
Their faces turn to stone
The black denim jeans with the small pockets
You couldn't afford much you wore what your mom gotcha
You took ya sister out chilling out the playground
the local moms around so you went on for a walk
Just a stroll you told yourself somewhere you didn't have to talk
Cause all the doctors in the world just seem to think you need a cott
And all the pills and lack of sleep can't beat a trip around the block
And you're in limbo falling yet there's not a sight of ground
A place where tears may often fall but all your sobs don't make a sound
And all the light becomes the dark and all the hate just starts to pound
Upon that lock you set to guard your heart with pieces never found
And then you saw her there girl you dreamt to be your princess
Not one you had to save but one that seemed she'd often listen
You're getting optimistic for someone you haven't met yet
But I digress let's keep the camera rolling the best bet
To progress on the story and let's hope you have a check plan
But, you're getting caught up you didn't notice her sneak up
You were getting so startled she thought it was hilarious
You thought you were anxious then but now it's getting scarier
You start to stutter grays may change to blue
You can feel the butterflies they're getting tough to chew
You feel like you might blow up but instead you'll just take flight
And then she'll grab you with her grace and you'll embrace her tiny light
Cause she's so perfect even past the blemish on her surface
You can see the soul that's chipped and she thought she should hide
It's so painful, seeing someone lovely get so stopped up
All the shine they bring is chopped up but you can see the radiance
You just hold her hand and say you'll be there through the rainy bits
She just smiles blissfully you think you're finally making friends
You realize that you're staring into space or in her eyes
And then you're standing all alone except she's right there by your side
And now it's different, nobody is there for you but her
You're falling down through limbo yet the darkness starts to blur
All the words you kept inside in silent solitude she heard
And she takes you to a world and tries to tell you jump head first
But you're so tentative you forget your sentences
You mumble out regrets and fears she stumbles down the steps and then
You might go to catch her you don't really know
but the next thing you remember is the darkness turn to stone
And you're standing in a castle this endless fight with loneliness has ended
Your problems haven't gone away but this is the beginning
You walk into the throne room yes the elephants apparent
She's the queen you've always wanted and you're staring
Hoping you could muster up the courage too
Take her hand in ways to show that you could never hurt her like
Ways that she's been hurt before you'd put it on your life
Because you've never met someone who could just remove all your strife
and in the blink of an eye you're sitting back in the park
You must've fallen asleep but now you're falling apart
Cause she would stitch up the seams she would light up the dark
You didn't notice there was someone beside you right in the park
You looked around and she looked over she was looking like art
You recognize her by face you wanna talk but she starts
She says she needs a new friend Her family had just moved in
She offers up her hand and you take it like a new man
She's looking so vibrant you're getting all silent
She looks into your eyes and so you finally have decided to
Grow old, even though, everything that turns gray, turns to stone
You know that you want to take it on, you just have a fire lit inside you right at home
Oh
Cold soul, it gets warmer, you could find what you want right around the corner
And gold falls right when you wanna make a little change
Turn concrete into mortar
Will you"

Cold Soul ft. love-sadKiD

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/pivot1
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/ibr

I wrote this song about one of my childhood best friends that i can't see right now but always believed in my music, love you Karson.

Also thank you guys so much for 5k followers on soundcloud, yalls support means the world to me and trust i got some crazy ish for yall come summer

Lyrics:

Almost. .done with the day
I got a lot on my brain
I got caught in my waves while my homie caught him a case
I saw myself on a playlist
Thought I'd send him the great-
News like I'muhn make it like you always would say
I took a pic of the playlist then I sent it his way
I know that he can't see it. .and that got to me-e
I just want my homie back
Blockin out the noise smokin on this loud pack 

Now I'm so sedated
And gettin high like it's overrated
Grab the low and take it I'm getting boosted like subs and basses
On some OTJ shit we really do this got subs and bases
Seen a ton of faces, from outer houston to outer space and
How is you an alien, talk to my crew but you speaking basic
I ain't got no penthouse yet, don't keep it basic
My ph is nada, nill, zero
That shit'll burn ya speakers 
Ain't no cape but feel like a hero right now with all I'm saving

And you will be alright
Unfold your wings and fly
Yes you will be in my
Mind
Oh best friend

You been wishy washy 
I'm sitting calling
Achilles got me trippin, falling
No need for healing
I'm not anybody
Kill me softly
I just been keeling over
Sniffing sobbing
Dont want any sympathy 
From you or your shitty posse
Gettin gaudy, yeah you got money now
That solve your problems?
Still got problems
I just been running now from everybody
Only do this shit to support mines and my only family
Waiting for my brother to come home I don't want no one else
I'm sendin texts to your phone but you can't unlock ya cell and-
I swear I do this all for you man

But hey, let's sit and look up at the bright side
Your little brothers killing shit so you can get your shine when it's time
I grind cuz I got people to invest in
Like best friends, I feel like Nike when checkin my check list
Swoosh
My future bright like my juice
They said no rhymes for orange now I'm feelin formidable
I live my life for pourin some of my fortune into yours too
I'm spending nights recording all these songs to raise through the roof
I mean my salary cap 
I'm charged up like a battery pack
And life's a battle so our hat's to the back
Ah?
Look like Ash when I catch em off guard with the fire
You hittin dabs to compete but I'm still gettin higher
Funny that huh?
We running rabbits
But we been juking them so can't nobody grab us
I guess that you just had some bad luck
Swear to god bro I'm finna fix that stuff

Spotify

Best Friends (prod. by park bird)

produced by @jhfly
mixed by @halberd-3000

lyrics:

you know it's they/them, as in me and most of mine
some identical identity, i keep 'em close beside
open old wounds just enough to bleed out older lines
'til there's no truths left, and i concede to close my eyes

and even though the sleet and snow are peeking through the blinds
i still meet them on my morning walk, sheepishly surprised
used to think this skittish brain might need to be inside
'til neurosis was a locksmith with a key to where i hide

now i keep ice on me, that shit froze
not like diamonds, though--it's april and we still been gettin' snow
but me and all my friends are 'bouta hit the road
not for tour, tho, i really just enjoyed it when we drove, 'cause

you're way less likely to get stared at
by an old white man in a moving car
and yes, i see that really neat flag on your window
are you quite aware that you guys lost the war?

and, yes, i did use the gender neutral bathroom
what is your concern with what i've got going on?
you can fight me in this walmart if you want to
but when you get your ass beat, don't pull out your AR

yes, my fucking nails are painted! what, you think i didn't know?
yes, i wore a skirt today! what's with all the rigmarole?
yes, i've got some makeup on, and yes, bitch, i look beautiful
so 'fore you ask another question, you can get to getting ghost

flowers ep

they/them (prod. jhfly)

produced by @mt_fujitive

lyrics:

life has got me feeling discombobulated, in place of common phrases
all i say are awkward statements in every conversation
often sitting cautious, pacing, dropping frames in talks with strangers
making observations, in that awful cadence
i've been rather quiet since a sophomore
every time my voice comes out my mouth, it sounds like nails on a chalkboard
saving pieces shattered as my age increases faster
i can make my thesis matter if i learn to fuckin' talk more

but that's just an inkling, small talk is always shrinking
and this ship will always sink until we fill in all the gaps
i've made some dumb decisions and evaded inhibitions
digging graves for my ambitions just to make it on the map
which seems ironic at present, given my title
periodically stepping through this recital
i've practiced a thousand times, messaging with my idols
and definitely sounding like a dumbass when i try tho

i treat a soundcloud page like a diary
and push away all the people who inspire me--sorry
so afraid of the person i should try to be
and it seems, by now, they should kinda be sorry

they/them (prod. jhfly)

atlas

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