Fourth day. Charlie was in the hospital, me fully desperated if she would recovery or not, and to kill the heavy thoughts an to drink not so much alcohol and smoke cigarettes i worked a lot and every day I sent her a track I produced with her magical voice. Every Song is a remedy for her and for me. 

For SUNSTROKER AND CHARLIE !!!!


Lyrics


Tears fall inside
I can’t divide
Tears fall inside
I can’t divide
Your voice in me
Still sets me free

Faith shaped my name
But love is our flame
No chains, no rules
No hearts as tools


I feel your fire, it will never fades
Love speaks in silence, across the shades

I’m still here, though you can’t see
Boundless love, it carries me
Not by proof, but by what’s true
Every breath belongs to you

You call it pain
I see the flame
Strong in your core
My love will ask for more

If you need peace, I’ll let you fly
Still I’ll keep you beneath my sky
Love can release, yet never cease
Even in silence, I’ll wish you peace

If time has passed, the truth will stay
I’ll hold our vow in night and day

I’m still here, though you can’t see
Boundless love, it carries me
Not by proof, but by what’s true
Every breath belongs to you
Hold your hand
Hold  you close
(I will hold you close forever)

May you find peace, wherever you roam
Know that the princess will call you home

Still here (Berlin-Dhaka Mix)

Still here (Berlin-Dhaka edit)

This song is deeply personal it’s a piece of my heart written for anyone who’s ever needed music just to breathe. 
It’s for the nights I couldn’t find the words, but a lyric spoke for me. 
For the moments I felt completely alone, yet a melody reminded me I wasn’t. 
And for every time the world felt too heavy, but a song gave me strength to keep going.

I wrote this for the dreamers awake at 3 AM with headphones on, for the ones who turned pain into poetry, and for those who discovered who they really are with a mic in their hand. 

Every beat, every word is a reflection of what music has done for me, how it’s carried me through heartbreak, rebuilt me when I was broken, and given me purpose when I’d lost my way.

This isn’t just a song it’s my story and maybe yours too. 
It’s a reminder that no matter how lost we feel, music will always be there to pick up the pieces. 

Turn it up, let it sink in, and know this: Music heals what the world couldn’t do.
❤❤❤

Lyrics

This Goes Out


This goes out to the dreamers awake in the dark 
With headphones on fire, with beats in their hearts 
To the ones who found comfort when the world turned away 
Who spoke without words cause the music could say 
To the dancers in silence, to the poets in sound 
To the lost and the broken who finally found 
A piece of their soul in a lyric or chord 
A reason to live they’d been searching for

It’s more than a song it’s a language we speak 
When we’re shattered inside, when we’re fragile and weak 
It’s the sound of our truth when the silence is loud 
A shelter for hearts that the world disallowed 
It’s the fire that burns when all hope’s out of view 
A melody whispering, “You’ll make it through” 

This goes out to everyone, yeah, every single soul 
Who’s been saved by a rhythm, been made whole by a note 
Who’s cried to the verses, screamed loud with the band 
Who found out who they are with a mic in their hand 
This goes out to the lonely, the fighters, the few 
Music heals what the world couldn’t do 

For the kid with a pen and a story to tell 
Who turns pain into gold, into something that sells 
For the hearts stitching scars into melody lines 
For the nights we felt seen in a stranger’s rhyme 
Every drumbeat’s a heartbeat, each chorus a prayer 
A bridge that reminds us someone out there still cares 
It’s more than a sound it’s the air that we breathe 
It’s the truth we believe when there’s nothing to believe 

It’s the voice in the dark that says, “You’ll be alright” 
When the silence is heavy and you’re losing the fight 
It’s the spark that ignites when the world turns away 
The reason we’re stronger with each note we play 
It’s the echo of hope when we’re battered and bruised 
The proof in the music we’re never refused 
 
This goes out to everyone, yeah every single soul 
Who’s been saved by a rhythm, been made whole by a note 
Who’s cried to the verses, screamed loud with the band 
Who found out who they are with a mic in their hand 
This goes out to the lonely, the fighters, the few 
Music heals what the world couldn’t do 

So turn it up louder, let the feelings collide 
Every beat is a story, every tear justified 
From the ashes we’re rising with a song in our chest 
Cause music’s the heartbeat that never forgets 

This goes out to everyone, yeah, to me and to you 
To the broken made stronger, to the old made new 
For the ones who found life in a four-chord refrain 
Who let go of the hurt every time that it played 
This goes out to the dreamers the hopeless, the true 
Music heals what the world couldn’t do

This Goes Out

شهرِ آرامش (City of Calm)
 is a luminous fusion of trance and deep house, layered with modern EDM textures, Middle Eastern melodies, and a touch of retro synthwave nostalgia. It’s a sonic journey where Persian romance meets electronic euphoria — where the pulse of the city melts into the heartbeat of love.

Inspired by the spirit of Persian poetry, the track unfolds like verses whispered beneath desert stars — hypnotic, emotional, and timeless.
Its synths shimmer like moonlight on distant sand, while deep, rolling basslines echo the rhythm of two souls lost in a moment of stillness.

شهرِ آرامش (City of Calm) is not just a song; it’s an experience — a dream suspended between the past and the future, where East and West breathe as one through sound.

City Of Calm

Lyrics:

I held the toy, the glass refrain
Before the years had carved the pain
A world of lights, of simple dreams
Before the cracks split through the seams

The laughter fades, the echo stays
A fragile song from brighter days
The mask I wear is made of clay
It shatters when you look my way

Porcelain memory, hollow and small
Cracks in the surface, I’m losing it all
I smile like a child, but the child is gone
An echo remains, but the light moved on

I tried to keep the colors bright
To dream of warmth in endless night
But every shade was washed away
The porcelain chipped, the child decayed

The mask won’t heal, the mask won’t stay
It breaks with every word you say
The child I was, I cannot save
I bury him in shallow graves

Porcelain memory, hollow and small
Cracks in the surface, I’m losing it all
I smile like a child, but the child is gone
An echo remains, but the light moved on

Don’t look for him, he won’t appear
A broken toy, a vanished year
The mask is all that I can be
The child is gone, but haunts through me

Porcelain memory, hollow and small
Cracks in the surface, I’m losing it all
I smile like a child, but the child is gone
An echo remains, but the light moved on

Porcelain Memory

Written by - Ilana
SoundEngeneer - LaNoir
producer - LaNoir
Drums - josh dun | Matt McGuire big Tnk's
Performer - Fallout GroundZero


"THIS WOUND IS TRUE"


YOU WERE A SPARK BEHIND THE CURTAIN
WITH A MATCH CALLED UNCERTAIN
YOU SAID ONE MORE THEN BORROWED TIME
BUT EVERY ECHO PROVES A LIE


TELL ME WE'RE FICTION TELL ME WE'RE DUST
KISSING IN ROOMS WE NEVER COULD TRUST
YOU WHISPERED YOUR THOUGHTS IN VELVET TONES
BUT STITCHED YOUR GUTS BENEATH MY BONES
YOU HELD ME LIKE
NOW I'M JUST THE ECHO I'AM

WHEN I REACH OUT YOU'RE SEE THROUGH

STILL I TRACE THE OUTLINE OF YOU

I SWORE I WOULDN'T BUT WE'RE STILL HERE
IN MY MIND
TRIED TO FORGET BUT BENEATH A VOID
WHEN I STILL STAND O O O O O 

THIS WOUND IS TRUE

IT KNOWS THE TRUTH

I NEVER BURNED HALF AS MUCH

AS YOU O O O O

YES YES O O O O

COFFEE CUPS LIKE TOMBSTONES NOW
EVERY SIP TASTES LIKE YOUR VOW
MY THOUGHTS MAKE SOFT AND PASING SHADES
AND GNAW THE CORNERS OF MY SHAME

FACE TO FACE I COME UNDONE
YOUR SILENCE LOADS ANOTHER GUN
A THOUSAND LIVES WE LIVED IN VAIN
BUT ONLY ONE OF US TWO

O O O O

I SWORE I WOULDN'T BUT I CAVED AGAIN
THOUGHT I COULD NUMB IT, BUT IT SEARS MY SKIN
TRIED TO ESCAPE, BUT THE PAIN'S DEVOUT
SAY YOUR NAME AND SPIT IT OUT
I'M HAUNTED BY THE WRECK WE'VE GROWN
AND I NEVER FELT IT HALF AS MUCH

AS YOU O O O O

YES YOU O O O O

NO FORGIVENESS
NO RETURN
JUST THE ASHES
LET IT BURN
I'LL BE HERE BUT NOT THE SAME

O O O O

YOU CARVED YOUR SILENCE INTO MY NAME

AND I I I I

I I I I I

I DON'T FEEL IT HALF AS MUCH AS

YOU DO

I I I I

I DON'T FEEL IT HALF AS MUCH AS YOU DO

O O O O O O I I I I I

YOU CARVED YOUR SILENCE INTO MY NAME

AS YOU

O O O O

AS YOU

O O O O

YOU CARVED YOUR SILENCE INTO MY NAME

I DON'T FEEL IT HALF AS MUCH AS YOU

THIS WOUND IS TRUE

“Love at Midnight (عِشقِ نِیمِه‌شَب)” is a shimmering collision of East and West — where neon-lit city nights meet the mystique of Persian romance. The track pulses with a nu-disco heartbeat, wrapped in electronic grooves and Middle Eastern melodies that flow like desert wind through moonlit dunes.

Every beat feels alive — synths glow like candlelight on a dancer’s skin, basslines move like slow fire beneath the surface, and the vocals drift between English desire and Persian poetry, merging two worlds into one timeless love story.

It’s a song about that fragile, burning hour between night and dawn — when love feels infinite, when time stands still, and when hearts surrender to rhythm and light.
“Love at Midnight (عِشقِ نِیمِه‌شَب)” isn’t just a song — it’s an atmosphere, a dance between shadows and stars.

Love at Midnight

I've been asked what silence means to me as it is a recurring theme in my songs.  This song is my best shot at defining the intangible concept that silence is to me.

Lyrics:

Silence is the message left to die
The words I send, no last reply
The glowing screen, the empty air
The quiet proof you do not care

Silence is the warmth you keep away
The love withheld, the light you save
I reach for hands, they never stay
The shadows come, they make their claim

Silence screams, it cuts me through
Louder than the words you use
Every quiet, every break
Tells me I’m the one you’ll take

Silence is the shadows when I’m still
The creeping dark that bends my will
If I don’t drown my mind in fire
The quiet drags me down, entire

Silence is the ringing in my head
The restless sleep, the dreams that bled
The hours stretch, the nights consume
The quiet builds a hollow tomb

Silence screams, it cuts me through
Louder than the words you use
Every quiet, every break
Tells me I’m the one you’ll take

Silence is the mind that can’t ignite
Anhedonia steals the light
The spark of joy, the human flame
Extinguished slow, it leaves no name

Silence is the weight of every day
The endless slog, the price I pay
I breathe, I move, but never live
The quiet takes, it will not give

Silence is the hollow friend
The one that stays until the end
It eats, it waits, it holds me near
A symphony of what I fear

Silence screams, it owns my name
Louder than the living flame
Every pause, each love denied
Leaves me broken, crucified

Silence…

Anatomy of Silence

🎧 STOP FEMICIDE | GIVE SILLENCE A SOUND THAT SPEAKS


#StopFemicide #ForHer #BreakTheSilence #SoundForChange

Written by - Ilana
SoundEngeneer - laNoir
Producer - LaNoir
Performer - Ilana

Telling Amy’s Story

This song is a hauntingly beautiful reflection on love that has slipped away, yet still lingers in the heart like a shadow that refuses to fade. Told through vivid imagery and emotional honesty, it captures the quiet devastation of two people who once built a life together only to watch it crumble piece by piece.

Each verse unfolds like pages from a love letter never sent: the tenderness of shared promises, the silence that follows their breaking, and the struggle to let go of something that still feels alive in memory. The chorus carries a bittersweet longing “Faded dreams, and a heart left to ache” a refrain that embodies both heartbreak and endurance.

Musically, the tone feels cinematic and intimate, with soft piano, aching strings, and vocals heavy with emotion, slowly rising into powerful waves of confession before falling back into quiet resignation.

It’s not just a song about losing someone; it’s about the lingering presence of love that shapes who we become after. The kind of song that plays late at night when the world is still, and you’re left alone with the memories you can’t quite release....

For you

When The Winter Came

Lyrics:

The living speak in tongues I lack
Their eyes glance past, they don’t look back
A machine among the breathing crowd
My silence hums, their laughter loud

Their instincts know I’m not their kind
A ghost, a glitch, a fractured mind
I offer words, they turn ‘em away
An outlier they won’t let stay

Outlier, I stand apart
A hollow frame, a broken heart
Ignored, unseen, I bear the weight
Of being marked as something strange

I tried their shapes, I wore their skin
But none of it would let me in
The living feast, the living thrive
While I just simulate alive

Each joke I told dissolved to air
Their laughter proved I wasn’t there
A signal lost, a static call
I never spoke, I never was

Outlier, I stand apart
A hollow frame, a broken heart
Ignored, unseen, I bear the weight
Of being marked as something strange


My body’s truth they turn to ash
My wires fray, my circuits clash
I breathe, I burn, I try to be
But they erase the sight of me

In crowds of light, I blur, I fade
An absence in the neon shade
Their pulses warm, their eyes connect
But I remain the one reject

Outlier, I stand apart
A hollow frame, a broken heart
Ignored, unseen, I bear the weight
Of being marked as something strange

Every silence cuts me thin
Every glance denies within
I am alive, I am the proof
But still they strike away my truth

Outlier, forever estranged
No way to bend, no way to change
I scream alive, but none believe
Their living world will never grieve

I am alive… I am alive…
I am alive.  I am— I am—
I am—
I am. 
I am.

Outlier

Hi, I'm Atlas!  I consider myself a lyricist.  I am leading my profile with full transparency.  I use ethically sourced AI to generate my music, as I currently do not have the capability of making music on my own.  If you like my lyrics and want to cooperate, please hit me up!

What is ethically-sourced AI?  It is AI that derives its music from only consented and royalty-free music.  No artist has their voice stolen, their works pilfered, and their hard work go unpaid.  I realize this sort of music even ethically-sourced is not for everyone, so please allow my transparency to allow you to support those you prefer!  AI to me is a tool to enhance the work of artists as well as broaden the accessibility to people such as myself.

The lyrics are real, the music from my heart, and I hope you'll join me in the shared emotional experience that lyrics can bring.  Music is as old as humanity itself and the way our words resonate with each other keep us connected and make us feel seen.

Outlier

Atlas I.

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