Name: i think i need to go by Atlas Meridian
Duration: 2 min 18 s
Description: Second track before I leave, for shits n gigs

prod kaneda

horror:

we watch gore together 
baby i would never 
never fucking hurt u
i just want u with me
dancing all around me 
baby pls hurt me 
you told me you were so in love 
but i don’t fucking care 

yeah i’m fucking off it 
i cant fucking feel it 
everytime u come around 
you make me feel like shit 
i know that u want me 
baby quit staring 
don’t fucking cry now 
i cant fucking stand it 
my eyes roll into the back of my head 
there’s the fucking tunnel 
i think that i’m dead
i don’t fucking know but i’m still fucking bleeding 
razors didn’t work i need something sharper 
take pictures of my cuts 
upload my body on ig 
baby i wanna see ur face one last time b4 i fucking leave

kaneda:

sending cutting vids baby can you please stop
Rage inside my head, I’m behind her in the backdrop
Moonlight on her her face as she’s screaming at me 
Please stop crying, all it does is hurt me 
I’m a lost soul you’re my final destination  
I had to do this I’m ready for damnation 
All of this is my fault, pain of my creation 
I’ll tell you how I love you as u sleep from suffocation 
I’m so sorry baby
It’s not my fault I’ve been feeling like this 
Haven’t been myself lately 
But I wanna see you with your fucking throat slit

we watch gore together w/kaneda7

#ShakeTHAT

memory

@yureiclub
@prodblackpoint
@zuuloh
@sunrisess

lyrics:

ts gettin hard to handle
but so what?
not much else to do
lets jus go up
gotta show in france
no im not gone show up
too locked in
off the pill up in my cup
what u said
now i feel dead
yea i bled
i cant get u out my head
i wanna fill myself up with lead
i wish i could b wit u instead

not my friend 
yea u is jus a fed
u a fake 
yea u not gettin bread
all yo friends 
not real like ted
u want her
i was also in her bed
u dont call the shots
this is not a game
ion wanna talk
lil bro u lame
they all love to stalk
its jus for the fame 
love the way i walk 
yea they love to scream my name

ts gettin hard to handle
but so what?
not much else to do
lets jus go up
gotta show in france
no im not gone show up
too locked in
off the pill up in my cup
what u said
now i feel dead
yea i bled
i cant get u out my head
i wanna fill myself up with lead
i wish i could b wit u instead

instead (zuuloh + sunrisess)

BUCKSHOT & FAKEMINK - FEVER
PRODUCED - OSCAR18 + GRIMOIRE
MIXING - GABRIEL SCHUMAN

You know im cold but Im hot got a fever
Puttin Tris in a Crush 2 litre
we got Yay come Fluffy like Bunny
Blood on my Givenchy tee 
nose runnin
Im w Buckshot summertime driving hot outside
so we gotta keep tha top off
Up now but u kno I still buss shots
high grade they like wait let me cop some 


ye yea

swear to god I live in Kate moss moments 
Had it in my hands but it fumble when I hold it 
Under city lights, moving out of frame
West Village bitch, but she won’t stay the same
Bones too sharp, skin stays tight
Breath too slow from a long last night
Heart too fast and my chest gets tight 
crying out my name with tears in her eyessssss


Q FOR THE FIFTY TWENTY FIVE EIGHTH
she cute n she miss me callin me bae
but i aint got time bich im married to the game
fast fast life man im loving this pace


Every leap of faith of fall
Fade away into the Curtain call 
I found god in the Bathroom stall 
Forgive my sins, pray to Saint Laurent 


You know im cold but Im hot got a fever
Puttin Tris in a Crush 2 litre
we got Yay come Fluffy like Bunny
Blood on my Givenchy tee 
nose runnin
Im w Buckshot summertime driving hot outside
so we gotta keep tha top off
Up now but u kno I still buss shots
high grade they like wait let me cop some
You know im cold but Im hot got a fever
Puttin Tris in a Crush 2 litre
we got Yay come Fluffy like Bunny
Blood on my Givenchy tee 
nose runnin
Im w Buckshot summertime driving hotoutside
so we gotta keep tha top off
Up now but u kno I still buss shots
high grade they like wait waitwait

Goooood doooope
no feelings
I’m so high call me the Celing 
Balenciaga bag full of whispers n pills
Dior on the dresser I got blood on the bills
Up down sideways but I’m falling backwards 
Pop a painkiller oxycodone with a Xanax 
I was on the runways I was out in Paris 
Now i dont even leave the House im Embarrassed


recorded November 6th 2024

BUCKSHOT & FAKEMINK - FEVER (PROD. OSCAR18 + GRIMOIRE)

prod martyr & phoenix
<3

cant you say something useful for once
i run away and it burns thru my lungs
blood on my tongue
it's easier to fill my brain with nothing else but your voice
i know it's not good for my head but i cant take all of the noise
i like to be all my own i dont concern myself with boys
if thats so true then why do i talk to them like i have no choice :/

i dont want you to want me
its easier if theres nothing there
destroying me slowly
its better to act like the one who cares

dont tell me you want me 
get weak with every heart that you spare
cant i feel like i won just this once
truth is that i'm just as scared
now its been over a year and im still as terrified
bad intentions i dont think ill ever find the right guy
i should work on myself but when someone likes me im surprised
doesn't even matter cus i cant make up my own mind

chlorine (martyr & phoenix)

VAIN

Second track before I leave, for shits n gigs

i think i need to go

discord - dkmane

email - garrettreid.contact@gmail.com

i think i need to go

Atlas Meridian

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