login live in his room for literally no one at 7 am. wasting time.. again. gn  :C

my brakence impression

self prod and scrapped ;)

couldask - 4:16:21, 4.00 PM

Angelhood

Somethings Are Easier Done Than Said

@supravir

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

[zoltar]

i don't even get angry anymore
i just close my blinds and lock the door
cause i know that they won't understand
i'm alone and stuck with shaking hands
i'm a mess, i'm bleeding on the floor
i try my best, but i need something more
should i take my life for fuck's sake
'cause it's on my mind everyday

i feel too much, bash my head against the wall
nothing's right, i'm still waiting for your call
wreck my head, it's always messy by default
promise me you didn't fill my wounds with salt
i'm always tired so my bones collapse
i traded in my spine for a heart attack
i fucking feel so blind
everything fades to black
and both my legs go numb
now i cannot run back

i feel so out of touch
i'm getting way too fuckin' cynical
i hope i'm enough
'cause if i'm not, i won't be in pursuit
i know my worth at least a little bit, you doubt that
i'm feeling anxious so if you need me, i'll be out back
but i know you won't come lookin
'cause you couldn't be bothered
even though you act like i'm your everything, it's awkward
tsunamis in my stomach won't reside without an offer
so i chief my pen, i hope you don't mind i'm a cougher

if you got shit to say then say it to my face
watch your mouth before i put you in your place
you better lower your tone when you're speakin' to me
i feel just like a god when i'm watching you bleed
couldn't give less of a fuck about the money 'cause that's lame
i just want catharsis, something that will kill the pain
i do this cause i love it, not a dollar to my name
the drive within my heart will never do this shit in vain

i'm not gonna lie, i haven't got good sleep in ages
when i shut my eyes, my thoughts are flipping through the pages
my head can't stop running, feet are far behind the pavement
sick of all the static so please let me make a statement
i could not care less about your health or wealth, i'm done
fighting off the anger, but i'm positive it won
you wore me down just like the nail that lingers on my thumb
if i spoke from my chest, you would just tell everyone

[Supra Vir]

i'm comin' lurkin' between all the shadows
now i'm the villain but i'll always win the battles
you were the snake, but i never heard the rattle
my mental boiling mad now i'm splittin' between the atoms

if only i knew what this could've been for
i never would've stayed if you're in this form
now you got me filling up
'bout to cause a tidal wave
you can throw our story out
your plans on the title page

i hope you're prayin' on my downfall
because i never wanna see you again
this was never at all my fault
your heart was always playin' pretend

how you gonna look me in the eyes and tell me everything's okay
especially after all was done my heart has started to decay
nothing will ever mend the bridge between you and i
here we go our separate ways
here's our final goodbye

tsunami (ft. Supra Vir)

produced/written by sammy curcuru

produced/written/mixed by zac greer

produced by walker edmond

creative direction by me. love u. mwah.

messy room (prod. zac greer + walker edmond + me)

way2much

Produced by nora evelyne
Mixed by nora evelyne & @daywxtch
Mastered by nora evelyne

It's all your fault, i know
We go head to toe
But you can't, oh
its head

In bed
My head tells me something
I know you're bluffing
So tell me why
You have this disguise
It's apart of your lies
But no I wont
Come close
You can leave
I won't be sorry

When you lie
It's been so long
This life of mine
Treats me so bad
Flee away
I can't, keep it to stay
Oh its okay

It's all your fault, i know
We go head to toe
But you can't, oh

It's all your fault, i know
We go head to toe
I can't say what I know
We go head to toe
Head to toe

Wake up
You and me, we going head to toe
Face me, grab your neck i put you in a lock
I can't tell you everything i know, but i know that it's your fault
Tryna get my luck up, i feel like it's a joke
Ain't no games this shit is cutthroat
No gauging my power this shit ain't no game, no

Instead take me off the grid
Break my benevolence
Bring me down to your level

I can't let you go
It's head to toe
I'll let you win
If you let me go
Can you tell me what you want
I'll be here till dawn

Stay up with the lights off
Keep calm, gotta sign off
You can't right your wrongs
Cuz the damage is done

Head To Toe (ft. daywatch)

lyrics:

sometimes
when i close my eyes
i think of how
to realign my state of mind
and sometimes
i speak out of line
and the mystery unties itself
from my hands

you know me
how i feel about the weather
if i don’t speak
then i will never get better
you love me
every time that i’ve been in need

i thought i knew myself
i thought i knew my pain
i’ll settle on it later
i’m incapable of change
i stray too far from the world
every summer
i don’t feel right
turned a short drive
into an accident
every winter
it’s so cold inside
this lonely hospital
not getting better

like sand on the shore
i reach out for structure
know it’s nevermore
the days when i loved her
i’m lost in the lore
when push came to shove
i had nowhere to go
send in the white doves
never see your ghost
at the end of the hallway
i miss you the most
on every single holiday

(chorus)

mystery

ELT SYNTHS

lyrics: 
my hearts racing 
are you there
my palms sweating 
hello, are you there 
anxious if you go
i wanna say no 
man i’ve never 
felt like this 
with anyone 
i mean it, none
you made feel 
what i didn’t think was real 
safe and secure 
my sickness you’d cure 
i love you so pure 
i’d die for you i’m sure

every ounce of pain 
you numb 
if it’s not you then 
it’s no one 
it would be impossible to bare 
like tryna gasp for air 
i get so effected 
cant go more than a second 
without ur love 
without ur love 
without ur love

this might be weird
you’re like an 
addiction 
i swear 
nobody 
looks at me the way you do 
nobody 
tries to better me the way you do 
i could go on and on 
hold my hand and sing along 

every ounce of pain 
you numb 
if it’s not you then 
it’s no one 
it would be impossible to bare 
like tryna gasp for air 
i get so effected 
cant go more than a second 
without ur love 
without ur love 
without ur love

that won’t change 
its fate 
it’s me you saved 

every ounce of pain 
you numb 
if it’s not you then 
it’s no one 
it would be impossible to bare 
like tryna gasp for air 
i get so effected 
cant go more than a second 
without ur love 
without ur love 
without ur love

i’m not done yet 
im sorry for what i said 
can you come back 
please that’ll be the last 
time i mess up 
i know im not enough 
but i’ll try to be 
cause you complete me

without ur love (prod. ily2 x chrismarek)

confusion

slow it down.

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Somethings Are Easier Done Than Said

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