im actually in tears ill do my best to keep his spirit alive

this is dedicated to someone we lost recently. please listen and read this.

in early 2020 near the start of covid, everyone was looking for friends online. i met you through the saintgoose server and not too long after, we became friends. throughout our friendship i got to know one of the most generous, positive, thoughtful people i had ever met. it's like your goal in life was to make people happy.

i can't stress how good you were to me. you would send me opens when nobody else would. you'd invite me to group chats with people who i'd become good friends with for a time and who'd lead me to the friends i have today. you'd just spread positivity out of nowhere, randomly sending messages of praise or gifts.

one time i remember opening discord to a screenshot you sent me of you and a bunch of people you invited to hang out in my roblox game i spent so much time making. you made me feel so proud of what i created and of myself and my skills and who i was as a person. i can't thank you enough for what you brought to my life. you represent everything that makes me enjoy life so much. people ask me why i'm so happy all the time. it's because of people like you who accept people like me.

it's so sad dude. we were just kids when i knew you. i met you when you were 13 and your birthday was coming up just a month after mine. do you remember? we used to just mess around and play games all day with everyone to pass the time cause of covid lol. do you remember making all those stupid meme songs in all those different group chats or when you invited me to feature in end of stephen? i feel like it hasn't been that long but in about 6 months it's gonna be 4 years since i met you. 

the burden of remembering all our memories now lies on me alone.  but i'm okay with that because i don't want to ever forget. you brought more light to people's lives in your short time with us than so many other people have done in their entire lives. you were always bringing people together. even in death, just look at your latest instagram post. almost 600 comments. everyone uniting all in your name. few people have the power to bring that many people together just out of pure love.

seriously, dude. rest in peace. i'm so sad that your life was taken from you. i'm so sad that there is so much you never got to see. someone like you deserves to see all the good the world can offer. you were someone that people could trust their lives with. you deserve so much better than what this earth gave you. you are someone i want the world to take inspiration from. that's why i vow to bring your name with me everywhere i go, in all the good that i do. it's because the whole world deserves to know someone like you.

writing this about a week after you passed, i cry every night for you, and i want to never stop. you deserve to have someone cry over losing you every night. you deserve to have people who will think of you every day. if it were up to me, the world would be crying over you. it just scares me to think that one day i might stop. one day i might forget because i always forget. because one day we drifted apart, and time passed and i forgot. but i never want to forget you and what you did for me and for so many others. 

when i get to heaven and God asks me who i'm most excited to see, i want you to be right up at the top of my list. i'll tell you about all the things i accomplished in your name and all the good you inspired me to do. and i hope we can look down at the earth and see how much better the world is because of you.

lls. <3

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FUNNYCORE IS BACK. FUNNYCORE FOREVER.

lyrics:

they like funny how you just woke up?
yeah it's 2pm I DONT GIVE AF!!!
they like funny how the fk you fell off???

BUT B1TCH IMMA GET ME A BENZ TRUCK!
NAH B1TCH YOU KNOW IM GONNA BLOW UUUUP!
but you know i just woke u-u-u-u-u-p
im gon fl-o-o-o-o-op
im gonna explode
#1

bitch i came back
and im better than ever!
they like funnycore,
YOU A TRENDSETTER!
yeah im better under pressure (yungster jack)
ah-ah-ah
i dont wanna let her
go now
i cant fking stop that!
oh well
gonna fking break down!
just tell me,
what you wanna say now!
im wealthy
so get away now!

they like funny how you just woke up?
yeah it's 2pm I DONT GIVE AF!!!
they like funny how the fk you fell off???

BUT B1TCH IMMA GET ME A BENZ TRUCK!
NAH B1TCH YOU KNOW IM GONNA BLOW UUUUP!
but you know i just woke u-u-u-u-u-p
im gon fl-o-o-o-o-op
im gonna explode
#1

explode💥 p. t57thetank

prod. taymxru

lyrics:
my autonomy
escaped from me
i feel..

a part of me broke off
i try but i can't reach

mourn and motive's not clear

my autonomy
escaped from me
i feel..

a part of me broke off
i try but i can't reach

mourn and motive's not clear

autonomy

original: https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/be-back-soon.

lyrics:
i'll hold down the fort for you.
cause i know that's what you would want.
spent your life protecting the peace.
if you want, you can rest in my heart. (until my heart stops.)

and the past fades over time.
i forget about you and i.
but the burden of remembering's now just mine.

now i vow to remember your name.
cause the world deserves to know about you.

when i get to heaven.
before i get let in.
when God asks me who i'm excited to see you'll be.
at the top of my list.

and when i cry for you,
i hope you know, i'm crying cause the world would have missed you.
if they just knew how much you changed my life, they'd cry for you too.

goldfish

prod. saint mike

lyrics:
notice,
kick me out.
lozenge,
clear my throat.

break from me,
it all begins to fall.
i know that you belong,
but you dont, at all.

break from me.
break from me.

no life,
i could wait. 
peace out,
till we meet again.

break from me,
it all begins to fall.
i know that you belong,
but you dont, at all.

break from me.
break from me.
break from me.

lozenge

prod me n advxrse

the long awaited @deepinparis collab

lyrics:
you wanna see who goes the farthest
i done fucked up my whole life i wont restart it
got your girl in the whip she push the start in
why do the fuck do i end back up where i started?
do it when u want girl i know youre a poser
i said i wanna be different but im a loner
nothing special she wondering why i chose her
 need to get my shit together bitch im older

I got gas inside my lungs I'm never sober
I'm still waiting for the weather to get colder
fucked up one too many fucking times, like is it over
yea just know its not ur fault that's what I told her
why ur squad they always do the most bruh
how the fuck u 25 and wear a choker
yea I'm in her bed but I don't really know her
yea u wake up and ur hating do ur homework
want a feat u cant afford it
sorry I cant answer ur call I'm too busy I'm recording
please do not hit my line if you got no gas I'm in a shortage
my bros ride around the town we run it up like we some tourists
I might follow u on ig just know I wont view ur story
I cant hang with no one new cuz I think they all boring
I don't keep up with ur music cuz that shit it got me snoring
crack the seal we circle round just know that my squad we gon pour it
we got good ass fucking gas u know we get that shit imported

restart

Disorder[prod.t57thetank]

cerberus w/ pitfall (winter + cerberus)

prod @bound2return @cruseyyyy
featuring @deepinparis 
aye yall we bacc


[@me]
givenchy my right wrist
bro you a side kick
pint of the act ima fuckin pour the sprite in
bro is striking songs cuz he mad he kinda like it
yeah im keeping peace cause i promise that im righteous
you not making bands yea i swear thts a virus
yeah these pussies in the scene they be changing like the climate

whatchu got yea thats sumn light
trap in the north side 
catch him down i got blood on my all whites
?":{P>_
uh yeah that boy a deer in the headlight
caught him up in traffic then its on sight x2

[@deepinparis]
just been waiting for that boy to do sum
know my entire life is fucked i think success is in my blunt
that boy got capped up in the yard i sent the mower at his lungs
if i cut you off for nothing im sorry for being blunt
dont need to be apprehensive when i did this shit the fastest
cant fit into these size 26 then ima fast then
im not trying to be mean i just cant ignore what the fact is
everytime i get up on another song then its a classic

[@me]
i got so much money that i think im full of greed
you wan talk bout funds and my pockets full of cheese
bought a bag from margiela cause i thought its kinda cheap
yeah i got some drillers thats gon slide when i need

i dont giv no fucks
im in love with blood
let me get an ounce of that gas its not enough
take a wood than face it , dont tell me that i bluff
brodie drop location, we pull up wit dem guns

whatchu got yea thats sumn light
trap in the north side 
catch him down i got blood on my all whites
?":{P>_
uh yeah that boy a deer in the headlight
caught him up in traffic then its on sight x2

righteous ft deepinparis (advxrse + crusey)

MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/d3RpbEpBf1Q

up & down

prod @deepinparis & @rhekdens

feat @7akkiro

@deepinparis :

when i see the bands i hit my dance
went and cut down all the weeds so i could grow up my plants
im with akkiro he the money making man
got a bag for the cash thats the cash making bag
think of this shit man it all makes me sad yeah
if you switch up for a bitch that gets you tagged yeah
flowin up on every single beat cuz thats the pattern
bitch im thinking bout the times when i had her
im just thinking bout the times when i lost it
yeah i hate myself and its worrying me often
i cant wish em well cuz i know my heart is knotted
i just heard your new song and its not it

@7akkiro :
idk idk anything at all
not a problem
anything u do u run em off
know i made more 
more than what u made in a month
i get payed more
ik u gon struggle w ur funds like

we got funds right
my bro crubling the weed we gon spark right
he try pushing up on me he get shot right
we gon spin back we gon get that 
bro go get ur lick back

i got racks all on me 
he try gon try to push up on my team like yea
wake up everyday im counting cheese
see him thru the lens get hit with beams like yea

do my dance ft akkiro prod me & rhek

All my money talk, money hit
Cop a zip, and smoke a zip
I've been smoking on these runts my night is over with
I got too much time, none to live
So I spark another spliff
Yeah this backwood got me faded, spit fire like I'm piff

I like smoking backwood, please just roll it big
Whip this hoe in backward, bitch I'm on my shit
Credit card swipe, credit card
You can't keep on spending we been over this

I got pocket full of money, pocket full of change
I can feel your eyes your staring, am I the one to blame
I swear you fuck me up so bad, fuck me up so bad
Last night, I was thinking about us when I shouldn't have

(woah)

I've been off the earth off the earth yeah
Girl I want you bad, but fuck the work yeah
I've got the world in my hands might fuck the world up
I was fuckin with you but you dirt yeah

I'm off this gas, I'm high as fuck in the clouds yeah
Ain't looking down I pullup and make it bounce yeah
Big shot you the big shit
Quit talking get your numbers up and fuckin mix this
Lil bitch

All my money talk, money hit
Cop a zip, and smoke a zip
I've been smoking on these runts my night is over with
I got too much time, none to live
So I spark another spliff
Yeah this backwood got me faded, spit fire like I'm piff

I like smoking backwood, please just roll it big
Whip this hoe in backward, bitch I'm on my shit
Credit card swipe, credit card
You can't keep on spending we been over this

goldfish

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