lyrics:

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

mm and if my body rots will u lose hope
put it back together for me and we can pretend
I still look the same as back when we were just friends
my heart is still intact and I would do anything for u
mm dont face the door focus on staying warm
weve all been here before but that doesnt make it easier
broken but wanting more they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of having to know i cant help u

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

CONSIDER IT A LESSON (ERIC GODLOW)

about doubt

lyrics:
One, two, three
Am I

Too cold to care about
Do you hate to talk 'cause it brings you down is it
Too much to say aloud
Are you tired of this
Can we fuck it out am I

Too cold to care about
Do you hate to talk 'cause it brings you down is it
Too much to say aloud is it
Too much to say aloud

"Is it me?" (Ion know)
"Is it different?" (Yup)
"Are you tired?"
"Am I anxious?"
We both asked and tried to respond but
Sleep deprivation's never been honest

So we sat
In silence (Sh)
"Why can't you talk to me?"
We both asked and tried to respond, but
I'm just quiet
I'm just quiet

Fucked up tough love getting upset
Try to ignore all the shit you told
Your friends about my broken thoughts and
What I said or tried to

Tough luck got fucked by the solitude
Blank walls, cheap room, creeping want
Of sensory content
Alone and at fault
I'm in tears on the floor
I know it's "just another freak out"

Little bitch sit down
It ain't really that bad
Won't you shut your mouth
'Fore you take another lap of the house

Stop pacing you're acting insane
All this talking to yourself won't help

"I'm well! I've never felt better than this!"
"I'm great! I've never felt better than this!"
"I'm well! I've never felt better than this!"
"I'm great! I've never felt better than this!"

Do you wish you'd settled down
Thirty, forty minutes out the city
Somewhere quiet, but
Close enough so that you could still go see your friends

You'd be working as a teacher
He'd be doing something stable
Twenty-seven, everything
Would be going according to plan

Do you wish you'd settled down
Somewhere quiet out the city
Finished study finally starting up your life like you had said

You'd be working as a teacher
He'd be doing something stable
Twenty-seven, everything had gone according to plan

Am I

Too cold to care about
Do you hate to talk 'cause it brings you down is it
Too much to say aloud
Are you tired of this
Can we fuck it out am I

Too cold to care about
Do you hate to talk 'cause it brings you down is it
Too much to say aloud is it
Too much to say aloud

'communication is the basis of every strong relationship'

Haunted (prod. Waves)

lyco! x AL3JO - Lost.wav

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RENEWAL

IT AIN'T EASY

IT AIN'T EASY (Prod. Dazay x G_Ona_Beat)

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Lyrics;
You don't understand
I'm not ever like this
I can hear my breath
Say I'll be alright but
Kinda hard to think
And I can't feel a thing
Mmm, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh, no no

Don't you lie to me
I got way too much pain I'm holding inside of me
All my niggas and my shorty, they gon' ride for me
I'm a motherfucking beast and now I do what I please
Ain't no killer but I'd rather you than me, I would squeeze
Can't sleep, I get stuck inside of my head
Think about my dead friends, just take me instead
Bad luck, was down bad
Could never forget where I came from

They was hating on me just 'cause I was different (different)
Pray to God for a better life but I ain't Christian
I was young and nobody wanted to listen (woah)
Now I'm up and everybody wants to tap in
I don't know what happened
Swear to God I almost lost
Everything has gotta come at a cost
Far from perfect, sorry baby I'm flawed
I could get you anything that you want

You know me better than anyone has ever known me
Swear I'll do better, the last thing I want's for you to leave
I'll keep my head up, though it keeps raining down upon me
I've been so fed up but misery keeps me company

Yeah (AL3JO)
Hit my line when you're feeling lonely and I'm pulling up on you (pulling up on you)
Yeah, get high with me, smoking on weed
Feeling up on my tattoos (ah)
Yeah, tryna thrive, living right
Making money with a face side stripe blue (blue)
Yeah, I'm alive 'cause I fight for my life every night but I play it cool

Don't you lie to me
I got way too much pain I'm holding inside of me
All my niggas and my shorty, they gon' ride for me
I'm a motherfucking beast and now I do what I please
Ain't no killer but I'd rather you than me, I would squeeze
Can't sleep, I get stuck inside of my head
Think about my dead friends, just take me instead
Bad luck, was down bad
Could never forget where I came from
Don't you lie to me
I got way too much pain I'm holding inside of me
All my niggas and my shorty, they gon' ride for me
I'm a motherfucking beast and now I do what I please
Ain't no killer but I'd rather you than me, I would squeeze
Can't sleep, I get stuck inside of my head
Think about my dead friends, just take me instead
Bad luck, was down bad
Could never forget where I came from

Yeah (AL3JO)
Hit my line when you're feeling lonely and I'm pulling up on you (pulling up on you)
Yeah, get high with me, smoking on weed
Feeling up on my tattoos (ah)
Yeah, tryna thrive, living right
Making money with a face side stripe blue (blue)
Yeah, I'm alive 'cause I fight for my life every night but I play it cool

Mm, mmm
Mm, ah
Ah, ah
Ah, ah

INSOMNIAC

Tell The Truth

Tell The Truth (Prod. Kelvin Jay)

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Lyrics;
Oh, oh woah
Oh, oh woah
Oh, oh woah

Waiting for my time
On my grind, staying patient
I wasn't meant to shine
Fall in line, never basic
I'm losing my mind
Way my thoughts are always racing (I'm losing my mind, yeah)
Think about my life
You don't like it, you can change it
Swear down I won't ever stop 'til I make it
Find out something that you love and go chase it (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't pay attention to nobody if they hating (nah)
I seen niggas acting funny 'cause they faking, yeah (yeah)
Fuck with me and I'll be on my way
I don't really give a fuck what you say
I'm a grown man, I ain't playing games (no way)
I won't hesitate to put you in your place (nah, nah)
Too afraid, bitch won't say it to my face (hell nah)
Fuck the fame, I just wanna buy a place (far away)
Yell my name while I'm gripping on her waist (yell my name)
Tell it straight, I just wanna be okay (someday)

Oh, oh woah
Oh, oh woah
Oh, oh woah

Waiting for my time
On my grind, staying patient
I wasn't meant to shine
Fall in line, never basic
I'm losing my mind
Way my thoughts are always racing (I'm losing my mind, yeah)
Think about my life
You don't like it, you can change it
Swear down I won't ever stop 'til I make it
Find out something that you love and go chase it (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't pay attention to nobody if they hating (nah)
I seen niggas acting funny 'cause they faking, yeah (yeah)
Fuck with me and I'll be on my way
I don't really give a fuck what you say
I'm a grown man, I ain't playing games (no way)
I won't hesitate to put you in your place (nah, nah)
Too afraid, bitch won't say it to my face (hell nah)
Fuck the fame, I just wanna buy a place (far away)
Yell my name while I'm gripping on her waist (yell my name)
Tell it straight, I just wanna be okay (someday)

Right Time

Right Time (Prod. StreaKy x onlyarmas)

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Lyrics;
Taking more drugs just to numb my pain
Every day the same, think I'm going insane
Bitch I'll be okay, there's always another way
Sick of overthinking, I get trapped in my brain

Doing anything to give me more dopamine
You don't fuck with me, like what the fuck do you mean?
I don't even care though, all you pussies are lame
You can't save me hoe, just stay in your lane

Love it when it rains, got me staring at the sky
Standing outside, step into my mind
Wondering what happens to me after when we die
Is it just a lie? I'm getting high tonight (yeah)

I'm getting high tonight (oh, yeah)
I'm getting high tonight
I'm getting high tonight, yeah (getting high tonight)
I'm getting high tonight, yeah (oh)

Girl I like your eyes
Hoping you'll be mine
I don't mean to fight, nah
I'm just stressed out
Head down, walking through a ghost town

Doing anything to give me more dopamine (oh)
You don't fuck with me, like what the fuck do you mean? (oh)
I don't even care though, all you pussies are lame (oh)
You can't save me hoe, just stay in your lane (oh)

Love it when it rains, got me staring at the sky
Standing outside, step into my mind
Wondering what happens to me after when we die
Is it just a lie? I'm getting high tonight (yeah)

I'm getting high tonight (oh, yeah)
I'm getting high tonight
I'm getting high tonight, yeah (getting high tonight)
I'm getting high tonight (oh)

High

High (Prod. xenshel x R3DQX)

cos weve been driving so long
I cant remember how we got here
or how we survived
so long out trying to run from our pride
till you set fire to my atmosphere
and i remember how i spent the 23rd
feeling six feet under when im 30,000ft in the air
chasing that sun down
so far east im west bound
feeling like the edge of the world is near

but youll feel better when you wake up
swear to god ill make up
everything and more when i get back someday
this is more than just a phase love
shooting stars all break up
and even though it seems like half the world away
things will be better in america
heard the streets are gold there
maybe i can fly you out this place someday
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves
looking back i almost thought i heard you say

stay youre not gonna leave me
this place is right where you need to be
and why your words gotta mean so much to them
and they mean nothing to me
so stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million anyway?

cos you see only what you want to
your tunnel vision owns your
and you cant see whats wrong
when you keep sleeping through the p.m
eyes wide open when youre dreaming
youre sleepwalking
just keep talking
maybe you can talk your way out of this deep end
no b plan in your system
just tell me what your thinking
im scared that you might fall
but youre not
but youre not

and youll feel better when you wake up
taking off your make up
sun always seems to wash our fears away
and its always shining somewhere
i just gotta get there
and even though it seems like half the world away
things are better in america
heard the streets are gold there
maybe i can fly you out this place some day
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves
looking back i almost thought i heard you say

stay your not gonna leave me
this place is right where you need to be
and why your words gotta mean so much to them
when they mean nothing to me
so stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million?

youre so much better than that

stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million
anyway?

and youll feel better when you wake up
swear to god ill make up everything and more when i get back some day
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves looking back i almost thought i heard you say

youre so much better than that x